"You Cannot Destroy Me"

Mood: Rah.
Listening to: My Chemical Romance - Demolition Lovers

Ugh, today really sucked.
I got really pissed off and since I can't be bothered typing it out again I'm gonna copy and paste what I said to someone on MSN:

You make me dizzy running circles in my head.<3 says:

In Maths, literally the whole calss were taking the piss out of me and it just made me feel really sick so I had to go to the toilet and I just stayed in there for the entire lesson and some teacher came over and forced me to come out and go back to maths.

So yeah.

That made me pissed off for the entire day and I just fucking shouted at everyone and threatened to kill some year 7.

This idiot kept pressing the button on the lift that makes it go down, and it was already down so I said:
"What the fuck are you doing?! Are you fucking retarded?! The lift is at the bottom, IT WON'T GO DOWN ANYMORE! Do you think it's gonna go through the fucking floor?!" And he said
"WELL I DONT KNOW DO I" And my friends were laughing then he stormed off and this other guy strolled along and started pressing it so I roared at him too and he walked away slowly and I went "WHERE ARE YOU GOING?! YOU FUCKING MONG COME BACK!"

So that relieved my anger slightly.
And I wish I would just get over this crush, I hate crushes. Ahh.

Mood: Confused
Listening to: My Chemical Romance - Drowning Lessons

Sophie has just introducted me to blogigo so I figured I'll write something, since it is a blog and all.

Well to be honest my thoughts are completely fucked up at the moment, I can't think straight, everyone is just confusing the fuck out of me.
The completely wrong people always seem to go for me, and I always seem to go for the completely wrong people. It's not like I could ever get anyone that I like anyway. I always like people way way way out of my league, and I hate it.
I get too attached. I become clingy. They get scared, decide they don't like me anyway and then forget about me. But first they lead me on so they can add that extra bit of pain.

Who can blame them for not liking me though? The only people that ever like me are Perverts, Stalkers and Desperate people.
And well, I do like someone. It's been about five months now and it's so obvious. I don't know why I like them so much, because they obviously don't give a shit about me and likes someone else. I don't know, it's not their fault they like that person but it just.. hurts..

I don't have a problem with us just being friends but the more I talk to them the more I like them and its' driving me crazy, usually when I like someone and they like someone else I just deal with it and get over it. But somehow that's not happening here.

People like me shouldn't go for people like that. It's not supposed to happen.

But I suppose it can't be helped, if you like someone you like someone and that's that whether they like you back or not. It's just life. And I hate it.

But, oh well, I'll just stop bitching.