YEAH IT'S FRIDAY!!!!!!!
Mood: STRESS OUT TO THE MAX
IT IS FRIDAY... I CAN NOT BELIEVE I MADE IT THRU THE WEEK. I ACTUALLY HAVE TWO COUNT THEM ONE TWO ....TWO DAYS OFF IN A ROW.... YEAH FOR ME... I CAN DO WHAT EVER I WANT ..WELL NOT REALLY. I CAN AT LEAST SEE MY HUSBAND WHOM I HAVEN'T SEEN IN DAYS,BECAUSE I AM IN SUCH A STUPOR FROM LACK OF SLEEP AND WE BOTH WORK CRAZY HOURS..
I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND PEOPLE SOMETIMES. I AM SURE THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND ME EITHER. JUST SOMETIMES I WOULD LIKE TO COME HOME AND SIT IN MY LAWNCHAIR AND SOAK UP THE LOVELY RAYS OF THE SUN. I LOVE TO HEAR THE BIRDS OUTSIDE THAT ARE AT MY FEEDERS AND FEEL THE BREEZE ON MY FACE. I LOVE TO JUST UNWIND FOR A FEW OUT THERE. BUT, THE MINUTE ANYONE CAN NOT GET ME ON THE PHONE OR AT MY FRONT DOOR OR SIDEDOOR FOR THAT MATTER IT BECOMES :SEARCH OUT AND LOCATE!!!!!BEEP BEEP... THEY COME IN DROVES WITH DOG ON LEASH DOG OFF LEASH..FRIENDS IN TOW... HOP OVER 4FOOT CHAIN LINK FENCE.SMILE AND SAY:HEY!!! WE FIGURED YOU WOULD BE OUT BACK.... JUST WANTED TO SEE IF YOU'D LIKE TO BUY SOME TICKETS FOR MY SONS SCHOOL DINNER. MEANWHILE, THEY ARE ALL THERE. DAD,MOM TWO KIDS OF THEIRS ,STROLLER WITH DOG ATTACHED AND A LITTLE FRIEND OF THE SONS. HERE I AM NO BRA WITH A TANK TOP ON AND SHORTS PULLED UP TO MY YOU KNOW WHAT TALKING WITH MY HUSBAND WHO JUST GOT HOME AND FOUND ME TOO.NOW, DO YOU BE RUDE AND SAY:GET THE F_ _K OUT OF HERE CAN'T YOU SEE I AM HALF UNDERDRESSED IN MY OWN BACKYARD NESTLED IN A PLACE THAT REALLY NO ONE CAN SEE ME FROM THE SIDE OR FRONT OF OUR HOUSE.MY HUSBAND KNOW THAT I AM ALWAYS OUT THERE AFTER WORK IT'S OUR SECERT... OR SO I THOUGHT.. WAS I EVER WRONG....WELL, THAT WAS YESTERDAY THEY STAYED AS I TRYED TO COVER MYSELF UP AND SMILE AND BE POLITE. OUR DOG WAS BARKING AT THEIR DOG WHICH BROUGHT OUR CAT TO THE WINDOW AND SHE STARTED TO SCREAM AT US ALSO. TODAY WAS NO DIFFERENT...I WAS OUT BACK WITH MY HUSBAND SOAKING UP JUST A FEW RAYS OF SUN AND TRYING TO UNWIND WITH A BEER AND OF COURSE I WAS DRESSED THE WAY I WAS YESTERDAY....AFTERWARDS I GO IN AND HOPE IN SHOWER AND DO ALL THE HYGEINE STUFF... CAUSE I'M JUST SO UCKY AFTERWORK THAT I CAN'T SEE TAKING A SHOWER THEN GOING OUT BACK AND GETTING ALL SWEATY ALL OVER AGAIN... BUT IT SEEMS NOT TO BOTHER ANY OF MY NEIGHBORS OR FRIENDS. THEY THINK SOMETHING HORRIBLE HAS HAPPENED IF THEY CAN NOT GET ME ,ESPECIALLY ON MY CELLL PHONE. THEY SAY: GOD I THOUGHT SOMETHING HAPPENED YOU NEVER PICKED UP ANY OF YOUR PHONES NOT EVEN YOUR CELL AND I CALL 4 HUNDRED TIMES AND LEFT YOU 6 VOICEMAILS AND THEN E-MAIL YOU... BLAH BLAH.... AGGGRRRR!!!!!!LIKE I SAID TODAY WAS NO DIFFERENT. DIFFERENT DAY SAY THING. ONLY THIS TIME IT WAS MY NEIGHBORS DAUGHTER AND FRIEND. THEN CAME OVER THEIR DOG TO PLAY WITH OUR DOG. THEN THE DAD AND HIS FRIENDS ARE AT OUR FENCE...BLAH BLAH... DON'T GET ME WRONG... I AM NOT A SNOT OR ANYTHING. I HAPPEN TO LIKE MY FRIENDS,FAMILY AND NEIGHBORS BUT FOR GOD SAKE I ALSO LIKE MY ALONE TIME IN MY OWN BACK YARD AM I CRAZY OR WHAT. WAS THERE A LAW PASSED THAT I AM NOT AWARE OF THAT SAYS YOU HAVE TO ANSWER YOUR PHONE OR VOICEMAIL OR YOUR E-MAILS FOR THAT MATTER. WAS THERE A LAW PASSED THAT SAYS YOU MUST ANSWER YOUR DOORBELL OR THE PERSON SCREAMING IN YOUR WINDOWS. ARE YOU THERE.... I KNOW YOU ARE THERE... COULD BE I MAY BE IN THE MIDDLE OF SOMETHING AND I DO NOT WANT TO ANSWER MY DOOR, PHONE ETCC.... FOR THAT MATTER..OKAY... I FEEL A LITTLE BIT BETTER NOW.. I REALLY JUST HAD A CRAZY HARD WORK WEEK AND NOW I AM INSIDE WITH ALL PHONES SHUT DOWN LIGHTS OFF JUST THE GLOW OF MY LOVELY QUIET COMPUTER SCREEN.... THAT'S NICE NOW... I HAVE A FEW NIGHT LIGHTS ON IN HOPE THAT NO ONE SPOTS THEM....MY YOUNGEST DAUGHTER CAME TO MY WORK TODAY AND YES FOUND ME WITH MY CO-WORKERS EATING LUNCH. SHE IS STUDYING TO BE AN LPN. AND IS DOING WONDERFUL.. ANYWAY. . HERE I AM AGAIN MINDING MY OWN BUSINESS TALKING AND EATING ETC... WHEN A BEAUTIFUL BASKET OF FLOWERS ARE SAT IN FRONT OF ME... I LOOKED AT THEM AND THEY HAD MY NAME ON A CARD AND IT HAD A HEART STICKING OUT THAT SAID HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY.. WHAT A WONDERFUL SURPRIZE.... WELL, THE TEARS JUST WELLED UP IN MY EYES AND I HUGGED HER AND SAID THANK YOU. THEN OFF SHE WENT TO STUDY FOR A 3 HOUR TEST... I WAS DUMB FOUNDED.... SHE HAS TO WORK ON MOTHERS DAY SO SHE DELIVERED THEM HERSELF TO ME IN FRONT OF ALL MY CO-WORKERS... THAT WAS THE ONLY THING THAT WAS GOOD ABOUT WORK TODAY... NOT THAT ANYTHING WENT WRONG I WAS JUST SO TIRED... OKAY, I WILL STOP WRITING NOW... THIS IS BECOMING A SHORT NOVEL AND I REALLY GOTTA GO AND TRY TO RELAX WITH A BEER AND FRITOS!!!!!THANKS FOR LISTENING.......HAVE A GREAT EVENING AND SLEEP WELL... WILL TRY TO MAKE ENTRY TOMORROW ......HAZELEYES...... 
