Weblog of SLEEPYHAZELEYES

Mood: PEACEFUL

     WELL I AM HOME FROM WORK. WHAT A BUSY DAY IT WAS. MY ALARM WENT OFF JUST AS IT ALWAYS DOES AND I JUMPED OUT OF BED GOT READY AND DROVE TO WORK IN THE DARK. I DRANK MY COFFEE ON THE ROAD. MY JOB IS VERY FAST PACED SO IT'S BREAK TIME BEFORE I EVEN RELAIZE THAT I AM AT WORK OR EVEN AWAKE FOR THAT MATTER. IT PROVED TO BE A ROUGH DAY. I CAN ONLY HOPE TOMORROW WILL BE BETTER.

I SPENT MOST OF YESTERDAY WATCHING  MY DAUGHTER AND GRANDBABY ON THE LIVE CAMERA. IT'S THE BEST THING BESIDES BEING THERE. WE ALWAYS TALK EVERY DAY AND SEND EACH OTHER PICTURES AND VIDEO WE MAKE OF OUR DAYS SO WE FEEL CLOSER.  WE ARE BEST OF FRIENDS AND NOW MY WONDERFUL GRANDBABY. SHE'S JUST SO CUTE.  SHE IS 7MONTHS NOW AND HAS HER OWN PERSONALITLY GOING. SHE'S GOT 3 TEETH NOW AND MORE ON THE WAY. SHE CHOMPS DOWN ON ANYTHING SHE CAN GET INTO HER MOUTH. MOSTLY HER MOMS FINGERS. THIS WILL BE HER FIRST MOTHERS DAY. I WILL LOOK FOR SOMETHING SPECIAL FOR HER AND GET A CARD. WE CRY ALOT WHEN WE READ EACH OTHERS CARDS. WE ARE VERY EMOTIONAL. OH WELL.

I GOT A MOVIE TO WATCH TONIGHT IT IS SURPOSE TO BE FUNNY. SO, I WILL POP IT IN THE DVD PLAYER AND WATCH IT WITH MY HUSBAND. HAS ANYONE SEEN IT. "MEET THE FOKKERS" MY OTHER DAUGHTER SAW IT IN THE MOVIES AND SAID IT WAS FUNNY. WE RENTED IT FOR TONIGHT. WELL I WILL SIGN OFF FOR TODAY. HOPE EVERYONE HAD A WONDERFUL DAY.... HAZELEYES.........

Mood: HAPPY
Listening to: BACKGROUND OF T.V.

I HAD A DAY OFF TODAY. THE SUN IS SHINING AND MY PLANTS HAVE GROWN BY LEAPS AND BOUNDS. WE HAD SOME RAIN HERE. I'VE BEEN ON LINE  ON AND OFF TODAY. I HAD ALOT TO DO AT HOME TODAY. I DID MY WASH AND HUNG IT ON THE LINE. WE HAVE A NICE WIND GOING TODAY. THE CLOTHES WILL DRY FASTER THEN NORMAL. I HAD SOME THINGS TO MAIL OUT VIA US MAIL NOT E-MAIL. THE GOOD OLD US MAIL SYSTEM. PUT THAT POSTAGE STAMP ON THE LETTER OR BILL AND DROP IT IN THE US MAILBOX. THEN I MADE SOME SAUCE FOR PASTA TONIGHT. I COULD EAT PASTA AND MEATSAUCE  ALMOST EVERYDAY. WITH A NICE TOSSED SALAD AND GARLIC BREAD. Mmmmmmmm. YUMMY... I MAKE MY OWN SAUCE,HATE THOSE STORE BOUGHT ONES. HOMEMADE IS THE BEST.MOST PEOPLE LIKE MY SAUCE. I ALSO MAKE HOMEMADE CHILI. MY KIDS LOVE IT TOO. THE HUSBAND HATES ANYTHING THAT HAS ANY KIND OF BEAN OR CORN OR PEAS IN IT. SO, HE WILL NOT EAT MY HOMEMADE STEW EITHER. ALL THE MORE FOR US.... ANYWAY, I HAD TO DO THE CLEANING THE HOUSE THING TOO. WHAT KIND OF A DAY OFF DOES THIS SOUND LIKE.? I WILL WORK THE NEXT TWO DAYS AND HAVE MONDAY OFF. THEN WORK FOUR DAYS AND HAVE THE WEEKEND OFF. THAT'S HOW MY WORK WEEKS GO. I WAS ON LINE WITH MY DAUGHTER ALSO. SHE JUST GOT A CAMERA FOR HER COMPUTER. NOW WE CAN SEE EACH OTHER. THIS SHOULD PROVE TO BE INTERESTING. I JUST GOT A PACKAGE IN THE MAIL. IT WAS FROM HER FOR MOTHERS DAY. WELL, IT DIDN'T TAKE MUCH FOR THE TEARS TO START FLOWING. WE ARE VERY CLOSE. WE ARE BEST FRIENDS. HER CARD MADE ME CRY LIKE A BABY. WE'RE GOOD LIKE THAT. I'LL SEND HER ONE AND SHE'LL CRY. WE ARE VERY EMOTIONAL,DON'T YA THINK. SHE SENT ME PICTURES OF MY GRANDAUGHTER AND A CARD FROM HER ALSO. WELL THAT JUST ABOUT DID ME IN. MY HUSBAND CALLS US THE THREE MUSKATEARS. HE RUNS WHEN THE THREE OF US ARE TOGHTER. WE THINK ALIKE ALSO. I JUST LOVE THEM TO PIECES. OKAY ENOUGH OF THAT.

I HOPE EVERYONE HAD A WONDERFUL POSTIVE DAY!!!! THINK HAPPY THOUGHTS AND SMILE. IT HELPS WHEN YOUR DOWN. ANYWAY I MUST GO STIR THE SAUCE AND TAKE IN MY WASH. I LOVE THE SMELL OF CLOTHS OFF THE CLOTHESLINE. HAZELEYES...

Mood: POSTIVE THINKING :}

 TODAY WAS JUST SO PEACEFUL. WELL AFTER WORK THAT IS. THE SUN WAS OUT THE AIR WAS WARM AND I AM IN SUCH A GREAT MOOD. I DECIDED TO TRY SOMETHING FOR ONE WEEK AND SEE IF IT MAKES A DIFFERENCE IN MY DAYS. I DECIDED INSTEAD OF GRUMBLING TO MYSELF,THAT I HAVE TO GET UP TO MY ALARM CLOCK AND DRIVE OFF TO WORK WHICH I CALL THE DRAMA TEAM.I WOULD TELL MYSELF TO RELAX AND SLEEP WELL. THEN WHEN I AWOKE I WOULD JUST GET UP AND GO AND NOT THINK OF ANYTHING THAT MIGHT GET ME UPSET ON MY WAY TO WORK. IF A THOUGHT CAME INTO MY HEAD I'D TURN MY CD UP AND JUST START SINGING ALONG WITH IT. WHO CARES WHAT I SOUND LIKE OR WHAT I LOOK LIKE EITHER. BESIDES THE SUN ISN'T UP WHEN I LEAVE ANYWAY. SO, I'VE BEEN DOING IT. I ALSO SAID I WILL HAVE A GOOD DAY AT WORK NO MATTER WHAT THE DRAMA IS . BELIEVE ME THERE IS ALWAYS SOME SORT OF DRAMA. I TELL EVERYONE THAT I COULD MAKE A SOAP OPERA OF WORK. I ALWAYS SAY TO HALF OF THEM YOUR OWN LIFE IS LIKE A SOAP OPERA SO WHY DO YOU WATCH THAT CRAP ON BREAK? I'LL NEVER UNDERSTAND SOAP OPERAS. I MEAN REALLY THINK ABOUT THAT ONE. SOAP OPERA: ISN'T EVERYONE'S A LITTLE LIKE A SOAP OPERA. I DETEST SOAP OPERAS. THEY ARE A WASTE OF TIME. UNLESS YOU GET PAID TO ACT IN ONE. I DON'T KNOW HOW I GOT ON THAT SUBJECT.

I NEVER LIKED SAYING AT HOME ALL THE TIME SO WHEN I'D GO TO WORK I DIDN'T LIKE BEING THERE EITHER. THIS REALLY CONFUSED ME. SO, I DID THIS TEST. I WOULD THINK OF WHY I DID NOT LIKE TO BE AT HOME. THAT WOULD ONLY BE IF I WAS ALONE. THEN I THOUGHT OF WHY WHEN I WAS AT WO RK I WANTED TO BE AT HOME. THAT WAS BECAUSE I NEEDED TO GET THINGS DONE AT HOME AND NEVER HAD THE TIME. I KNOW YOUR THINKING WHERE IN THE HELL IS THIS GOING. I AM NOT SURE. ALL I KNOW IS THAT I THROW ALOT OF POSTIVE THINKING INTO MY DAY. IT DOES WORK. I KNOW THAT SMILING WHEN YOU DON'T FEEL LIKE IT BECOMES CONTAGIOUS. I KNOW THAT DOING THE BEST THAT YOU CAN EVEN WHEN YOU WANT TO SAY F_ _K IT IS A GOOD THING.  BEFORE I GO INTO THAT DEEP SLEEP I TELL MYSELF THAT TOMORROW WILL BE A GREAT DAY NO MATTER WHAT. I WAKE UP AND DON'T KNOW IF I BELIEVE THAT OR NOT BUT SOON I RELIAZE THAT I AM STILL HALF A SLEEP AND THAT IS WHEN I FEEL NEGATIVE ABOUT WORKING AND WISH I COULD JUST STAY HOME.  SO IT IS A GOOD DAY. I HATE TO BE IN A BAD MOOD AT WORK BECAUSE OF SOMETHING AT HOME AND VISA VERSA. SO, I NEVER BRING MY JOB HOME AND NEVER BRING HOME TO WORK. IT REALLY WORKS. I AM NOT PERFECT AND THERE IS TIMES I JUST CAN NOT FIGHT IT. LIKE PMS TIME BUT,EVEN THEN I DO PRETTY GOOD.

WELL, THINGS WORKED OUT FOR MY CO-WORKER AND HER CHILD. SHE HAD A TALK WITH THE TEACHER AND TOLD HER A FEW THINGS. THEY BOTH SPOKE WITH THE CHILD AND IT TURNED OUT THAT THE CHILD DID NOT WANT TO MOVE AND WAS AFRAID THEY WOULD NOT HAVE A PLACE TO LIVE OR SLEEP. CHILDERN ARE SO FRAGILE. THEY WORRY MORE THEN WE'LL EVER KNOW.

I MUST GO NOW ....PEACEFUL DAYS AND HAPPY THOUGHTS  HAZELEYES

sorry I haven't been around for a few days. sometimes things just get so crazy here. between working and do all the other things life holds for us all can be taxing. I am not complaining I learned long ago that complaining gets us no where fast. After a while people start changing the channel and tuning you out. I can't blame them. Constant complainers drive me nuts. It is much better to be around postive people. I'm Not saying don't bother with these types> Just  know when to call it a day. Everyone needs someone to talk to at times. I still catch myself complaining and then I stop. I turn things in a different direction.

On a different note, work was really nuts. Thiings are moving so fast now that it is spring time. One of my co-workers which is such a good person is having trouble with her son at school. He's coming up with all these stories that are not true and the teacher called her at home. She is worried about him. Rightly so, with the stuff he's came up with. I told her that kids worry more than most adults would even imagne. The teacher wanted to know if anything was different at home. or with a friend of his etc... she said that nothing that she knew of. Then I said but there is... she looked at me like I was off the wall. I said did you ever think about the for sale sign on your house.? I told her kids tend to worry about friends , school if they will have another house.... He's only 6 yrs old. I told her to talk to him and try and see what she can find out.  She said she did not even think of moving that ,that may be it. So, hopefully it is something that simple. she is also gonna let the school counsler talk to him. She said she thought that might help. I told her my daugther always wanted just my full lattention when she grew up. She always wants just a mom and daughter day. She never told me until she started to get introouble lin school. It turned out she was jealous of her brother and just wanted to spend one day a week just with me and not have her brother around. She is all grown up now and still likes to do ,mom and daughter day. Kid worry so much. anyway, I must go now.

I hope everyone has a great day today and tomorrow. thank you michelle for signing my guest book. until we all meet again. I remain HAZELEYES.........

Mood: TIRED

  I GOT HOME FROM WORK A LITTLE LATE. THERE WAS A TERRIBLE ACCIDENT ON THE ROAD THAT I TAKE TO COME HOME. IT ALWAYS UPSETS ME TO SEE SOMEONES CAR SMASHED OR THEM CARRYING SOMEONE AWAY ON A STRETCHER. THE VAN ,OR I THINK IT WAS A VAN,WAS JUST A MANGLED PIECE OF METAL. IT MUST OF HIT THE OTHER VECHILE WHICH MADE THE VAN FLIP OVER AND OVER AND END UP IN A DITCH. LATER ON I WAS WATCHING THE NEWS AND THERE WAS THE ACCIDENT. TWO PEOPLE DIED ONE WAS A CHILD AND SOME ONE WAS AIR LIFTED TO THE HOSPITAL. MAKES YOU WONDER JUST HOW FAST THESE TO VECHILES WHERE GOING. IT UPSET ME GREATLY. I TRAVEL THIS ROAD EVERYDAY TO AND FRO TO WORK. I TRAVEL EARLY IN THE MORNING EVEN BEFORE THE SUN IS UP. I TRAVEL IN ALL KINDS OF WEATHER ALSO. SNOW, RAIN, FOG AND ANYTHING ELSE YOU CAN THINK OF. LITTLES ANIMALS JUMP OUT IN FRONT OF YOU ALONG WITH DEER. THERE ARE NO LIGHTS ALONG THIS ROAD EITHER. YET DAY IN AND DAY OUT PEOPLE SPEED. THE SPEED LIMIT IS 55 MILES AN HOUR. SO, WHY DO THESE PEOPLE HAVE TO DO 70 OR 75 MILES AN HOUR ON A LONG COUNTRY ROAD THAT HAS NO LIGHTS WITH JUST FIELDS ETC.. THEY COME UP FROM BEHIND YOU FLASH THEIR BRIGHTS THEN OFF THEY SPEED A HEAD OF YOU ONLY TO MAKE IT TO THE SAME PLACE YOU ARE GOING MAYBE 4 SECONDS SOONER. I DON'T GET IT. THEY WILL DO THIS WHEN THE FOG IS SO THICK THAT IT'S LIKE YOU ARE DRIVING IN A COMPLETE WHITE OUT LIKE SNOW. IF ITS RAINING HARD THAT YOUR WIPERS CAN'T KEEP UP THEY STILL HAVE TO SPEED A HEAD OF YOU. THE ROADS ARE WINDING AND THE MARKING OF LINES ARE ALMOST INVISABLE ALSO. THE POLICE SOMETIMES WILL STOP PEOPLE BUT NOT ENOUGH OF THEM. I AM SURE THESE PEOPLE WERE IN A RUSH LIKE SO MANY WHO TRAVEL THIS ROAD AND ENDED UP IN A DITCH. CRAZY SHIT. PEOPLE JUST DON'T THINK , I GUESS.

ON A HAPPIER NOTE. WORK WAS GREAT EVEN THOUGH MY PARTNER WAS NOT THERE TODAY. I HAD A MEETING I HAD TO GO TO ALONG WITH A BUNCH OF OTHERS. IT WAS INFORMATIVE AND WE GOT OUT OF WORK FOR ONE WHOLE HOUR. NICE BREAK FOR US. EVERYONE WAS IN A PRETTY GOOD MOOD. THE DAY WENT FAST NO DRAMAS GOING ON. OUR BOSS CAME BACK FROM VACATION AGAIN TODAY. SHE TAKES AN AWFUL LOT OF VACATIONS AND LEAVES EARLY ALOT. I GUESS SHE HAS THE TIME. SHE HAS BEEN THERE SINCE THE BEGINING OF TIME.LOL...THE NEW PERSON I SPOKE OF A FEW BLOGS AGO WAS NOT THERE EITHER TODAY. SO, I DIDN'T HAVE TO DO TOO MUCH EXTRA.

I GUESS THAT IS IT FOR TODAY. NOTHING REAL EXCITING OR SPECIAL. OH, I LIED! THE GAS STATION I GET GAS FROM CAME DOWN IN PRICE. NOW THAT'S NEWS WORTHY! IT HAS BEEN AS HIGH AS TWO FORTY TWO A GALLON. TODAY, IT WAS TWO TWENTY NINE A GALLON. WHAT A LINE WAS THERE. I WAS AFRAID SOMEONE MIGHT GET HURT. GAS WARS NOW HAVE BEGUN. WHAT NEXT?

IT WAS RATHER COLD AND RAINY TODAY ALSO. BUT IF YOU KEEP THE SUNSHINE IN YOUR HEART YOU'RE WARM NO MATTER THE WEATHER. SO, WARM BREEZY DAYS AND LOTS AND LOTS OF HAPPINESS AND WELL BEING YOUR WAY. HAZELEYES.....

Mood: CHEERFUL
Listening to: THE RADIO

 WHAT A DAY I'M HAVING. I'VE BEEN AT THAT WEB SITE I TOLD YOU ABOUT. I JUST LOVE THAT DRAW TOY ONE. I CAN COME UP WITH A PRETTY DETAILED PICTURE. IT TOOK ME A WHILE TO FIGURE OUT WHICH ONE DOES WHAT.I FIGURED OUT HOW TO COLOR IN ETC.. I LOVE TO PAINT ANYWAY. SO, THIS IS JUST ANOTHER WAY TO EXPRESS MYSELF.

I HOPE ALL IS WELL WITH EVERY ONE. IT JUST DOESN'T PAY TO WORRY OR TO GET ANGRY. SO, MANY PEOPLE WASTE THEIR TIME ON ANGER AND THE SUCH. ALL ANGER DOES IS EAT YOU UP INSIDE. IT CAUSES PEOPLE TO GET SICK ETC.

I WISH EVERYONE KNEW HOW TO JUST ENJOY WHAT YOU HAVE. ALOT OF PEOPLE SEEM TO WANT WHAT THEIR FRIENDS HAVE OR NEIGHBORS HAVE. THEY WISH FOR MORE MONEY, BIGGER CARS, MORE VACATIONS ETC. TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH I AM ONE THAT HARDLY EVER GOES BEYOND MY OWN BACKYARD.  I JUST LOVE MY HOUSE AND MY YARD. I'VE MADE IT A VACATION IN ITSELF. I'M NOT SAYING THAT I'D GIVE UP THE CHANCE TO GO SOMEWHERE ELSE BEAUTIFUL. I'M JUST SAYING I LOVE WHAT I HAVE. I DON'T NEED NEW CARS EVERY YEAR OR THE LASTEST FASHION. I AM CONTENT WITH WHAT I HAVE. IT TRULEY IS THE SECERT TO A HAPPY LIFE.

WELL, MY DOG IS BARKING LIKE A MAD DOG. HE PROBALY SAW HIS SHADOW OR SOMETHING. I MUST GO INVESTAGATE. SO, I WILL SIGN OFF NOW. I'LL TRY TO GET BACK TO THIS LATER ON. HAPPINESS YOUR WAY...HAZELEYES

Mood: GREAT

 I AM GLAD  THAT I WENT BACK TO  SEE IF ONE OF THE WEBLOGS BLOGGER WAS BACK OR NOT. I ENJOYED HIS WEBLOG AN AWFUL LOT. WELL, HE DIDN'T LET ME DOWN. LO AND BEHOLD THERE HE WAS WITH A NEW ENTRY. EXCELLENT! HE HAS A FEW OTHER SITES THAT HE SHARED ON HIS PAGE. I' LL JOT DOWN ON MY WEBLOG ONE OF THEM THAT I TOTALLY ENJOYED LAST NIGHT. I WAS STUCK THERE FOR HOURS EITHER LAUGHING, DRAWING, LISTENING ETC... WHAT A GREAT PLACE. THANKS FOR SHARING QUICKSILVER AND I AM GLAD YOU ARE BACK.

WWW.ZEFRANK.COM/DTOY/INDEXHTML THIS ONE WILL BRING YOU TO THE DRAW TOY GAME. VERY INTERESTING TO SAY THE LEAST. THE NEXT SHOULD JUST BRING YOU TO THE HOME PAGE. HAVE FUN...WWW.ZEFRANK.COM  I MUST GO NOW. ENJOY OR YOU CAN ALSO PLAY A GAME ON DRENCHED N WINE WEBLOG...THAT IS FUN ALSO..I FEEL LIKE AND ADVERTISEMENT LOL..... TRY THEM ALL OUT. HAVE A GOOD NIGHT...HAZELEYES

Mood: THOUGHTFUL

HELLO EVERYONE. SOMETIMES I WONDER ABOUT WHAT MAKES OTHERS TIC. I HAD GOTTEN HOME FROM WORK AND I'VE NOTICED THAT MY NEIGHBOR WAS OUTSIDE HANGING UP COLTHES.THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH HANGING UP YOUR LANDUARY ON A CLOTHELINE.INFACT I LOVE THE SMELL OF MY CLOTHES WHEN THEY COME IN OFF THE CLOTHESLINE. IN THE SUMMER AND SPRING TIME I'VE LEARNED TO SHAKE MY CLOTHES OUT GOOD. NOTHING LIKE A BEE OR THE LIKE TO BE INSIDE A PANT LEG OR SOCK. THE THING THAT GOT ME WONDERING IS WHY DO THESE PEOPLE HAVE SO MUCH LANDUARY TO HANG OUTSIDE. THEY DO THIS IN ALL SEASONS IN ALL TYPES OF WEATHER ALSO. YES, EVEN IF IT RAINS OR SNOWS AND IS ZERO DEGREES OUTSIDE. IT'S NOT THAT THEY CAN NOT AFFORD A DRYER. THEY ARE PRETTY WELL TO DO PEOPLE. THEN I WONDERED WHERE IN THE WORLD DO THEY GET SO MUCH LAUNDRAY EVERY DAY TO HANG IT OUT. DO THEY USE A TOWEL EVERY TIME THEY DRY THEIR HANDS AND GET A NEW ONE?DO THEY CHANGE THEIR COLTHES 3 OR 4 TIMES A DAY? THEY HAVE 3 CLOTHESLINES. FULL. EVERYDAY. THEN I WONDERED IF THEY DO OTHER PEOPLES CLOTHES TOO. DO THEY PICK UP OTHER PEOPLES LANDURAY ALSO? THE REASON THIS BAFFLES ME IS THAT THERE IS JUST THE TWO OF THEM,AND SOOOOO MANY CLOTHES.I THINK THEY USE TOWELS LIKE MOST USE PAPERTOWELS. WIPE YOUR HANDS ON THEM AND THROW THEM OUT.[PAPER TOWELS] THEY MUST USE THEM ONCE AND PUT THEM IN THE HAMPER. I DO NOT KNOW WHY I GOT INTO THIS. IT JUST SEEMED A LITTLE STRANGE. EVERY DAY 3 LINES OF CLOTHES.MANY PAIRS OF SOCKS ,SHIRTS, P.J'S ETC... OH WHO KNOWS.SORRY.. OR EVEN CARES?

WELL IT WAS RATHER NICE OUTSIDE TODAY. MY BIRDS WERE OUT SINGING AND DOING BIRD THINGS. SCRATCHING AT THE GROUND,PECKING AT THE BIRDFEEDERS, TAKEING  A BATH ,SINGING THEIR LITTLE HEARTS OUT.

MY CRAZY CAT THINKS SHE CAN GO OUTSIDE. I THINK SHE'S HAD A LITTLE TOO MUCH CATNIP OR SOMETHING. SHE RACED AROUND THE HOUSE MUCH LIKE A CAT WHO WAS IN FLIGHT. SHE SCREAMED AT ME ALL THE WHILE AT EVERY DOOR AND WINDOW AS IF TO SAY IS THIS THE DOOR THAT YOU'LL LET ME OUT. PLEASE. SHE'D RUN SO FAST HER LITTLE FEET NEVER TOUCHES THE GROUND. MIND YOU SHE IS NOT A KITTEN. SHE IS 7 YEARS OLD ALMOST 8YRS. SOMETHING HAPPENS TO HER LITTLE BRAIN IN THE SPRING AND SUMMER.FOR SOME STRANGE REASON SHE THINKS SHE'S ALOUD OUT SIDE. ALL FALL AND WINTER ALL SHE WANTS TO DO IS SIT ON YOUR LAP AND SNUGGLE . CATS ARE INSANE ANYWAY. IT'S ALL THAT CATNIP I AM SURE.

I HOPE THE WEEKEND IS NICE. I HAVEN'T WATCHED A SITCH OF TELEVISION AT ALL. THAT'S ANOTHER THING. HOW CAN YOU HAVE AMILLION CHANNELS AND NOTHINGS ON THAT INTERESTS YOU. I LIKE THE NEWS SO I KNOW WHAT'S HAPPENING IN THE WORLD OUTSIDE OF WHERE I LIVE. I LIKE CERTAIN SHOWS BUT EVEN THOSE GET OLD AFTER A WHILE. I GUESS I'VE RAMBLED ON ENOUGH ABOUT NOTHING.

I SEND WARM BREEZY DAYS AND A WHOLE LOT OF SUNSHINE,WITH A FEW WARM SPINKLES. MY FLOWERS NEED IT. :} HAZELEYE.....P.S. CLICK ON MY PET HE TELLS YOU SECERTS

I HAVE NOT A THING TO SAY TODAY. I HAD A RATHER QUIET DAY.SO RATHER THAN BORE YOU ALL WITH MY RATHER BORING STUFF. I WILL JUST SAY HELLO TO WHOMEVER STOPS BYE AND READS MY WEBLOG. WILL CHECK IN LATER OR TOMORROW. MAYBE SOMETHING OF INTEREST WILL ARISE.  I AM TRYING TO GET MY WHEELS SPINNING IN MY HEAD TO MUSTER UP SOMETHING TO WRITE. IT DID NOT WORK. SO, I WILL SAY GOODNIGHT AND I WILL WRITE TOMORROW.  HAZELEYES

Mood: FANTASTIC

 HELLO EVERYONE. I THINK I MISSED A DAY OF BLOGGING. IN FACT I KNOW I DID. THINGS ARE PRETTY GOOD HERE. I AM  JUST A BUSY GIRL. BETWEEN WORKING AND BEAUTIFUL WEATHER,I JUST CAN'T KEEP UP WITH MYSELF.

NOT TOO MUCH DRAMA GOING ON AT THE WORK. THE USALL STUFF. I ALWAYS LIKE TO HEAR EVERLYONES ADVENTURES AFTER A WEEKEND. SOMETIMES THEY ARE FUNNY. A CO-WORKER HAD GOTTEN SMASHED ON SATURDAY. SHE BUMPED INTO HER EX-BOYFRIEND. THEY REALLY DON'T TALK TO EACH OTHER MUCH. SEEMS HE WAS ONE OF THOSE CONTROL FREAKS. YOU KNOW THE ONES THAT HAVE TO TELL YOU WHEN AND WHERE YOU CAN MOVE. THE ONES THAT HAVE TO KNOW WHY YOU TOOK SO LONG AT THE STORE OR WHY YOU STOPPED TO TALK TO SOMEONE WHEN YOU WERE JUST GETTING SOMETHING AT THE STORE. THEN THEY HAVE TO KNOW WHO YOU TALKED TO AND WHAT YOU SAID. EWWWWWW! ANYWAY SHE TOLD ME HE WAS WITH HIS NEW GIRLFRIEND. WELL, SHE GOT TO TALKING TO HER EXBOYFRIEND LAYING IT ON REALLY THICK ABOUT HOW THINGS ARE SO GREAT FOR HER THAT SHE MOVED AND BOUGHT HERSELF A HOUSE ETC..THE NEW GIRLFRIEND CAME OVER AND HE JUST GLARED AT HER. IF LOOKS COULD KILL SHE WOULD OF BEEN DEAD AND BURIED. {OH,MY}.MY CO-WORKER SAID,SHE REMEMBERS THAT LOOK.HE HADN'T CHANGED A BIT. HE WAS THE TYPE THAT WOULD MAKE YOU FEEL GUILTY FOR SOMETHING THAT WASN'T EVEN YOUR FAULT. MEN! ANYWAY, SHE NEVER HAD THE GUTS TO EVEN LOOK AT HIM LET ALONE TALK TO HIM SINCE THEY BROKE UP. BUT,SHE HAD A FEW COOL BEERS THAT GAVE HER THE EXTRA PUSH TO SAY WHAT SHE'S  BEENING WANTING TO SAY TO HIM. SHE SAID NEXT TIME SHE WILL NOT BE AFRAID TO SPEAK TO HIM. I CAN'T IMANGE ANYONE HAVING TO TAKE CONTROL OF SOMEONE'S ELSES LIFE. ISN'T IT HARD ENOUGH TO DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO WITHOUT CONTROLING SOMEONE ELSE? SOME PEOPLE HAVE THAT CONTROL ISSUE THING. THEY ARE THE TYPE I GUESS WHO HAS TO CONTROL SOMEONE ELSE BECAUSE THEIR LIFE IS SO OUT OF CONTROL. ANYWAY, THE SUN IS SHINING AND THE BIRDS ARE SINGING. I MUST BE ON MY WAY.

I HOPE EVERYONE IS FINE.WARM SUNNY DAYS WITH A GENTLE RAIN. I THINK WE COULD USE SOME RAIN. BUT THAT'S JUST ME. ANYWAY, I MUST GO NOW.  HAZELEYES

Mood: HAPPY
Listening to: GREEN DAY

I AM BACK HERE AGAIN. I JUST FED MY DOG WHO NOW IS DRINKING A GALLON OF WATER. NOISEY THING THAT HE IS. WHY ARE DOGS JUST NOISEY EATERS AND DRINKERS. I KNOW A FEW PEOPLE LIKE THAT ALSO. I GUESS I SHOULDN'T WORRY ABOUT IT.. BE RIGHT BACK I MUST PUT HIM OUTSIDE SO HE CAN EMPTY HIMSELF OUT NOW THAT HE REFUELED.LOLOKAY I HAVE RETURNED. THINGS ARE GOING PRETTY GOOD TODAY..NO REAL COMPLAINTS EXCEPT MY THOART HURTS BAD...I WENT AND GOT SOME METHOL COUGH DROPS TO MAYBE SOOTH MY THOART.NOPE,THEY FELT LIKE I SWOLLOWED A FLAMETHROWER OR SOMETHING. IT'S GOING AROUND AT WORK AND OF COURSE I USALLY END UP WITH IT ALSO. WHAT CAN I SAY,WE SHARE.LOL . I DID GET SOME MUCH NEEDED REST AND GOT UP EARLY AND FED THE BIRDS AND FILLED THEIR BIRDBATH. THEY ARE HAPPY LITTLE FEATHERS NOW! THEY CAN EMPTY THOSE FEEDERS IN NO TIME FLAT. I HAVE A TOTAL OF 8 FEEDERS 2 SUET HOLDERS AND LOTS OF FRESH WATER FOR THEM. THEY JUST SEEM TO INVITE EVERYONE OF THEIR BIRD FRIENDS OVER ALL DAY LONG.LOL. ANYWAY, I HAVE THIS OTHER SAYING THAT I LIKE. MAYBE SOMEONE ELSE WILL ALSO. READY? HERE GOES: WHEN YOU CATCH YOURSELF DWELLING ON WHAT IS [OR COULD GO] WRONG, STOP! NEXT THING IS TO EXAGGERATE THE PROBLEM UNTIL IT'S SO CATASTROPHIC, IT SEEMS ABSURD.SEE IF YOU CAN LAUGH AT IT. SOMETIMES IT WORKS. YOU KNOW HOW PEOPLE SAY "IN TEN YEARS OR SO YOU'LL BE LAUGHING AT THIS." WELL, IT SORT OF WORKS IN THE NOW TOO. OKAY, ENOUGH OF MY WORDS OF STUPID WISDOM. LET'S PARTY! BOY,AM I IN THE MOOD FOR SOME GOOD FRIENDS AND GOOD FOOD AND YES BEER OR WHAT EVER YOU DRINK. Hmmmm; MAYBE I'LL PLAN SOMETHING LIKE THAT FOR NEXT WEEKEND. SOUNDS LIKE A PLAN TO ME.HEE-HEE.! I HOPE ALL IS FINE WITH EVERYONE IN BLOGIGO LAND. WARM SUNNY DAYS, SMILES AND LOTS OF LAUGHTER TO EVERYONE. HAZELEYES

Mood: SLEEPY HAZELEYES

 WELL, I FINALLY GOT TO MY WEBLOG. I HAD A RATHER BUSY DAY AT WORK. I GOT HOME AND JUST WANTED TO TAKE A NAP..zZZZZZZZzzzzzzzz!SO, THAT IS JUST WHAT I DID. THE PHONE WOKE ME UP. I CHATTED A WHILE WITH MY FRIEND AND HUNG UP. MY WORK DAY WASN'T BAD JUST VERY BUSY. I WAS ALONE TODAY..MY PARNTERS DAY OFF.. THERES LOTS OF OTHER PEOPLE THERE ALSO. BUT, I HAD TO DO THE WORK OF TWO AND A HALF PEOPLE..WE HAD A NEW PERSON THAT JUST DID NOT KNOW WHAT SHE WAS DOING. SO,I HELPED HER OUT FOR TWO DAYS NOW.. TOMORROW OR MONDAY IS MY DAY OFF. I NEED IT BAD. JUST SO TIED. I WILL BE OUTSIDE MOST OF MONDAY OF COURSE IN MY YARD. I NEVER GOT TO FEED MY BIRDS OR GIVE THEM FRESH WATER IN THEIR BIRD BATH. THAT WILL BE FIRST ON MY LIST EVEN BEFORE I HAVE A CUP OF COFFEE. I LOVE TO WATCH THEM. THEY GO THOUGH SUCH SHENANIGANS..FUNNY STUFF.  I THINK I HAVE ANOTHER PICTURE OF MY FLOWERS.. I SHALL SHARE IT WITH YOU.

THAT IS ONE OF MY ZINNIAS FROM LAST SUMMER.  I LOVE THE COLORS OF THEM. SO DO THE BUTTERFLYS. WELL, SORRY THIS IS SO BORING BUT I AM JUST SOOOO TIED. LOTS OF SUNSHINE YOUR WAY. HAZELEYES

Mood: SLEEPY HAZELEYES

 WELL, I FINALLY GOT TO MY WEBLOG. I HAD A RATHER BUSY DAY AT WORK. I GOT HOME AND JUST WANTED TO TAKE A NAP..zZZZZZZZzzzzzzzz!SO, THAT IS JUST WHAT I DID. THE PHONE WOKE ME UP. I CHATTED A WHILE WITH MY FRIEND AND HUNG UP. MY WORK DAY WASN'T BAD JUST VERY BUSY. I WAS ALONE TODAY..MY PARNTERS DAY OFF.. THERES LOTS OF OTHER PEOPLE THERE ALSO. BUT, I HAD TO DO THE WORK OF TWO AND A HALF PEOPLE..WE HAD A NEW PERSON THAT JUST DID NOT KNOW WHAT SHE WAS DOING. SO,I HELPED HER OUT FOR TWO DAYS NOW.. TOMORROW OR MONDAY IS MY DAY OFF. I NEED IT BAD. JUST SO TIED. I WILL BE OUTSIDE MOST OF MONDAY OF COURSE IN MY YARD. I NEVER GOT TO FEED MY BIRDS OR GIVE THEM FRESH WATER IN THEIR BIRD BATH. THAT WILL BE FIRST ON MY LIST EVEN BEFORE I HAVE A CUP OF COFFEE. I LOVE TO WATCH THEM. THEY GO THOUGH SUCH SHENANIGANS..FUNNY STUFF.  I THINK I HAVE ANOTHER PICTURE OF MY FLOWERS.. I SHALL SHARE IT WITH YOU.

THAT IS ONE OF MY ZINNIAS FROM LAST SUMMER.  I LOVE THE COLORS OF THEM. SO DO THE BUTTERFLYS. WELL, SORRY THIS IS SO BORING BUT I AM JUST SOOOO TIED. LOTS OF SUNSHINE YOUR WAY. HAZELEYES

Mood: CONTENT
Listening to: NOTHING AT ALL

SOME CALL THIS A WEED BUT I FIND IT PRETTY. ANYWAY. TODAY WAS ONE OF THOSE DAYS THAT MY ALARM WENT OFF. I HAD TO WORK TODAY. I GET OUT PRETTY EARLY BECAUSE I START PRETTY EARLY. SO I HAD A CHANCE TO BE OUTSIDE FOR A WHILE. I TOOK MY DOG OUT WITH ME AND WE SAT OUT BACK FOR A WHILE. WORK WAS OKAY NOT TOO MUCH DRAMA GOING ON. WE HAVE THIS ONE PERSON WHO IS JUST SO DARN NEGATIVE. BOY,SHE NEEDS A LESSON IN POSTIVE THINKING. SHE'D BE MUCH HAPPIER. ALTHOUGH I DO BELIEVE SOME PEOPLE AREN'T HAPPY UNLESS THEY ARE MISREBLE. NO MATTER WHAT YOU SAY OR DO SHE HAS A COMMENT TO MAKE EVEN IF IT DOES NOT INVOLE HER. SHE HAD A CO-WORKER SO DOWN THAT SHE WAS DRAGGING HERSELF BY HER COLLAR OF HER SHIRT. I ASKED HER WHAT WAS WRONG. SHE TOLD ME THAT THIS MEAN SPIRITED PERSON JUST KEPT AT HER FOR EVERYTHING SHE DID. NO MY CO-WORKER WAS UPSET AND DOWN ON HERSELF WHILE THIS MEANIE WAS GLOATING IN THE FACT SHE WAS ABLE TO MAKE HER UPSET. I TOLD HER SHE NEEDS TO NOT LET THAT MEANIE UPSET HER.JUST HOLD HER HEAD HIGH AND CARRY ON BECAUSE SHE IS A GOOD AND KIND PERSON AND THAT MEANIE CAN'T STAND THE FACT THAT SHE IS.. SOME PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD JUST DO NOT KNOW HOW TO FEEL JOY FOR SOMEONE ELSE EVEN IF YOU ARE DOWN SO LOW YOU FEEL LIKE A DOORMAT FOR SOMEONE TO WIPE THEIR FEET ON YOU CAN STILL SMILE A LITTLE SMILE FOR SOMEONE ELSE .BELIEVE IT OR NOT IT ALSO HELPS YOU TOO. WELL,I MUST GO TO SLEEP NOW EARLY TO RISE AND OFF TO WORK I WILL GO. HAVE YOU LOOKED UP AT THE NIGHT SKY TONIGHT. IT IS CLEAR AND THE STARS AIR VERY BRIGHT. GOOD NIGHT.HAZELEYES

WELL HERE IT IS EARLY IN THE MORNING... JUST HAVING A CUP OF JAVA OR BETTER KNOWN AS COFFEE.. I THOUGHT I'D JUST PUT MY ENTRY IN BEFORE I STARTED MY BUSY DAY OFF.... GOT ALOT TO DO AROUND THE HOUSE BEFORE I CAN BASK IN THE LOVELY SUNSHINE....HMMMM.. RAKING UP MORE LEAVES AND PLANNING NEW GARDENS.... I ALREADY FED THOSE CRAZY HUNGRY BIRDS OUT SIDE... THEY KNOW ME PRETTY WELL.. SOME OF THEM JUST SIT IN THE BRANCHS ABOVE ME AS I FILL THERE FEEDERS.... IT'S QUITE FUNNY... THEY CHITTER CHATTER AT ME AS IF TO SAY"HURRY UP WE WANT OUR BREAKFAST....I LOVE TO DO MY LAUNDRY AND HANG IT OUT ON MY CLOTHES LINE.... THEY ALWAYS SMELL SO FRESH WHEN YOU BRING THEM IN AT THE END OF THE DAY...IT MAKES ME HAPPY TO SEE THE CLOTHES GENTLY BLOWING IN THE WIND...A KODAK MOMENT...LOL...SOMETIMES I HAVE THESE LITTLE SAYINGS THAT I READ... I LIKE THIS ONE: BECOME A CONNOISSEUR OF HAPPINESS. HANG OUT WITH OPTIMISTIC PEOPLE. WATCH HOW THEY RESPOND TO LIFE....ISN'T THAT A GOOD ONE? I'VE ALWAYS DONE THAT.. I STUDY PEOPLE... WHY ARE SOME SO MISERABLE,WHILE OTHERS ARE JUST SO HAPPY..? I REALLY BELIEVE IT IS ALL IN THE WAY YOU THINK...EVEN WHEN THINGS LOOK SO HORRIBLE YOU JUST GOT TO KNOW SOMEWHERE, SOMETIME THIS TOO WILL PASS... NOTHING LASTS FOREVER NOT EVEN MY FLOWERS.THAT'S WHY EACH DAY YOU MUST NOURISH YOUR SOUL IN SOME FORM OR ANOTHER. JUST AS YOU MUST FED AND WATER YOUR FLOWERS IN THE HOTTEST AND DRYEST OF DAYS.... THEY WILL WITHER AND DIE....SO, ARE WE JUST LIKE THAT... SO, FIND SOMETHING THAT MAKES YOU SMILE....TURN AWAY FROM WHAT IS GETTING YOU DOWN EVEN IF IT IS FOR ONE SECOND..IT HELPS... I TOOK THE PICTURES OF MY FLOWERS LAST SUMMER SO I COULD LOOK AT THEM DURING FALL AND WINTER. IT IS MY PEACE TO KNOW THAT ONCE AGAIN THE SUN WILL WARM THE EARTH AND THOSE BEAUTIFUL FLOWERS WILL BLOOM AGAIN. ANYWHO... I GOTT GET GOING WITH MY DAY OFF FROM WORK....TAKE CARE AND KEEP SMILING.......

Mood: HAPPY NOT TO HAVE TO GO TO BED EARLY
Listening to: OLDIES

 HELLO EVERYONE..... I'VE BEEN READING UP ON HOW TO PLANT FLOWER BLUBS... I REALLY NEVER GOT INTO PLANTING BLUBS... I ALWAYS PLANT FROM SEED OR BUY SMALL PLANTS... I JUST LOVE FLOWERS.... I KNOW I ALWAYS SAY IT.... FLOWERS ARE FOR THE LIVING TO ENJOY.... I DO PLANT DIFFERENT TYPES TO ATRACK CERTIAN BIRDS AND BUTTERFLIES ETC..... I SEEM TO GET ALOT OF BUMBLE BEES ALSO... I ALWAYS HAVE A PROBLEM WITH SLUGS IN MY FRONTYARD FLOWER GARDEN... THEY JUST LOVE MY MARIGOLDS AND PANSYS... I GOTTA PUT THIS SLUG STUFF DOWN TO KILL THEM....I WISH THEY'D JUST GO AWAY....SOMEONE TOLD ME TO PUT DOWN A SAUCER OF BEER AND THEY GO IN IT...THEN THEY DROWN... BRUTAL SOUNDING...LOL...ANYWAY I'D HATE TO WASTE GOOD BEER ON A SLIMY  LITTLE CREATURE OR BUG... ANYWAY... IT WAS SIMPLY A GREAT DAY ONCE AGAIN... I WENT TO WORK AND AGAIN  THERE WAS NO BIG DRAMAS GOING ON...THAT IS A GOOD THING...I AM GETTING QUITE A GOOD TAN WITHOUT EVEN TRYING... ALL THE YARD WORK... IT REFRESHES MY SOUL EVERYTIME I AM OUTSIDE IN THE FRESH AIR..... I LOVE IT....THE BIRDS THAT I FEED OUTSIDE HAVE BEEN COMING IN FLOCKS... THERE WAS SO MANY OUT THERE THE OTHER DAY THE NOISE WAS DEAFENING. THE REDWING BLACKBIRDS MAKE THE MOST NOISE TOGTHER.I HAVE FLOCKS OF COWBIRDS,GRACKLES, MORNING DOVES, OF COURSE SPARROWS... ALL KINDS OF FINCHES AND EVEN WOODPECKERS. THAT IS JUST A FEW THAT GRACE MY BACKYARD... THEY ALL TAKE SHIFTS...I HAVE SO MANY BIRDFEEDERS IT HARD TO KEEP UP WITH THEM AND KEEP FRESH WATER IN THEIR BIRDBATH... MY CAT GOES CRAZY WHEN SHE SEES ALL THE BIRDS... SHE SITS ON THE WINDOW LEDGE AND WATCHES THEM LIKE IT WAS HER TV TIME... SHE IS A HOUSECAT.... SHE MAKES WEIRD NOISES AND SWITCHES HER TAIL BACK AND FORTH AS SHE WATCHES THEM... SHE LOVES HER CATNIP TOYS ALSO... SHE'S A GOOD CAT... SHE'S GETTING ON IN YEARS... HOW DID I GET ON THIS SUBJECT? I MUST BE RAMBLING ON... SO..SORRY.. I WILL SIGN OFF FOR TODAY AND BE BACK TOMORROW... DAY OFF!!!!!!YEAH>>>>>>><<<<<<WELL, LOTS OF HAPPINESS AND SUNSHINE YOUR WAY... HAZELEYES

Mood: HAPPY
Listening to: OLDIES

HELLO. IT'S BEEN A FEW DAYS SINCE I'VE LOGGED IN. BOY TIME FLYS WHEN YOU'RE BUSY. SO, MUCH SUNSHINE OUT THERE. I JUST CAN'T GET ENOUGH OF IT. I'VE BEEN OUT DOING A WHOLE MESS OF YARD WORK. I MADE A FEW NEW FLOWER GARDENS. I CAN SEE HOW THE FLOWERS WILL LOOK IN MY MIND. I JUST CAN'T WAIT!!!! ANYWAY, INBETWEEN ALL THAT LOVELY SUNSHINE I'VE ALSO BEEN GOING TO WORK. THAT HAS BEEN PRETTY GOOD ALSO. THERE ISN'T TOO MUCH DRAMA HAPPENING. ALOT TO DO AND SOMETIMES NOT ENOUGH TIME. OH, WELL!!!hAPPY PEOPLE ROLL WITH THE PUNCHES. THEY KNOW FROM EXPERIENCE THAT THINGS CHANGE. BOY DO THEY EVER.... BUT I'VE LEARNED THAT YOU CAN'T LET THINGS GET YOU DOWN. I STILL SMILE AND TRY TO MAKE SOMEONE LAUGH. IT COMES QUITE SIMPLE. TODAY AT LUNCH TIME WE WERE ALL LAUGHING AND JUST BEING SILLY IN OUR BREAKROOM.,WHEN ALL OF A SUDDEN OUR BOSS CAME IN AND NEEDED OUR BREAKROOM FOR SOMETHING IMPORTANT... SHE SAID SHE WAS SORRY TO BREAK UP OUR FUN... SHE CHUCKLED BECAUSE WE WERE JUST IN SUCH A GOOD MOOD. OH, WELLLLLLL..... I'VE ALSO LEARNED THAT TODAY'S GOOD FORTUNE MAY VANISH THE VERY NEXT DAY AND TODAY'S CRISIS MAY TURN OUT TO BE TOMORROW'S GOOD FORTUNE... TEE-HEE...CHUCKLE, CHUCKLE.SO TRUE...... THINK ABOUT THAT ONE.. EVER HAPPEN TO ANYONE... IT HAS TO ME MORE TIMES THEN I CAN COUNT ON MY FINGERS...... MY BIRDS THAT I FEED EVERYDAY ARE JUST SO HAPPY THAT I'VE DUG UP MORE GARDENS. THEY DIG AND LOOK FOR BUGS  I GUESS. I BOUGHT OUT THEIR BIRD BATH AGAIN AND THEY LOVE TO DRINK AND TAKE A QUICK BATH OR TWO.. THANK GOODNESS WE ARE NOT BIRDS.. DRINKING AND BATHING IN SAME WATER.... OH, MY... ANYWAY I AM SOLAR POWERED BY THE SUN AND HAVE SO MUCH ENERGY NOW.. WELL I GUESS I SHOULD SIGN OFF NOW..... SMILES..GIGGLES... AND WARM SUNSHINE YOUR WAY..... HAVE A GREAT DAY.... HAZELEYES   

Mood: SOLAR POWERED BY THE LIGHT

HELLO....JUST A FEW PICTURES FROM MY GARDEN LAST YEAR. I HOPE YOU LIKE THEM. I LOVE FLOWERS. I TAKE ALOT OF PICTURES OF THEM AS THEY GROW ALL GROWING SEASON. FLOWERS ARE SOMETHING THAT  MAKE ME APPRECIATE NATURE AND THAT I AM BLESSED TO SEE THE VIBRANT COLORS OF THEM. I WAS OUTSIDE MOST OF THE DAY PREPARING MY GARDENS FOR MY SPRINGTIME PLANTING. FIRST, I HAD TO RAKE THE LEAVES UP AND GET RID OF THEM. THEN I STARTED TO DESIGN A FEW NEW PLANTING SPOTS. EACH YEAR I ADD TO MY GARDENS. I CUT OUT THE GRASS AND PREPARE THE SOIL. IT'S A LITTLE EARLY TO REALLY GET SOIL READY. BUT SOON ENOUGH I WILL PLANT MY FLOWERS FROM SEEDS THAT I SAVE FROM LAST YEARS FLOWERS. I LIKE TO PLANT WILDFLOWERS. THEY ARE JUST SO PRETTY. THIS YEAR I WILL WAIT TO SEE IF MY HOSTAS WILL COME UP. FIRST TIME I PLANTED THEM. ACTUALLY I DID IT LAST YEAR. CAN'T WAIT!!!! I THINK PEOPLE SHOULD SEND FLOWERS TO THE LIVING SO THEY CAN ENJOY THEM. PEOPLE SHOULD PLANT THEM  AND SPREAD THE COLORS OF THE RAINBOW EVERYWHERE. LAST SUMMER I ACTUALLY HAD A PERSON KNOCK AT MY DOOR AND ASK IF HE COULD CUT A BOUQUET OF MY ZINNAS FOR HIS WIFE. HE SAID THEY BOTH WOULD DRIVE BY MY HOUSE AND WATCH THEM GROW. THEY GREW SO TALL AND THE FLOWERS THEMSELVES WHERE VERY BIG. OF COURSE I LET THE GENTLEMAN CUT THEM. I WAS HAPPY THAT THEY MADE HIS WIFE HAPPY. SHE WAS IN THE CAR WAITING. ZINNIAS ARE CUTTING FLOWERS. THE MORE TIMES YOU CUT THEM THE MORE FLOWERS BLOOM. NICE FLOWER. ANYWAY, OF COURSE I GOT MY DOSE OF SUNSHINE TODAY. A LITTLE TOO MUCH I GOT A SUNBURN. OUCH......THAT'S OKAY THOUGH. WELL, HOPE YOU LIKED THE PICTURES. I LOVE THEM. TAKE CARE WARM SUNSHINE AND HAPPY THOUGHTS TO EVERYONE....HAZELEYES

Mood: solar powered
Listening to: my inner soul

Mood: TALKING TO MY SOUL
Listening to: THE BIRDS OUTSIDE MY WINDOW

HAVE YOU EVER HAD TO TALK TO YOURSELF? I DO ALOT OF THAT AT TIMES. IF I HAVE A QUESTION THAT I AM PONDERING,I LOOK INWARD AND SAY"SELF WHAT DO YOU THINK?" I KNOW THIS PROBABLY SOUNDS SILLY BUT, IT IS WHAT I DO. IT GIVES ME TIME TO THINK BEFORE I REACT. I USED TO REACT BEFORE I WOULD THINK THINGS OUT. NOW, I KNOW THAT IS NOT A GOOD WAY TO BE. LIFE WAS VERY UNFAIR TO ME. TO THIS DAY I DO NOT REALLY UNDERSTAND FULLY WHY WE GO THROUGH CERTAIN THINGS. I LEARNED TO NEVER GIVE UP. FOR ONCE YOU GIVE UP, YOU LOSE.. I DO KNOW THAT FROM MY LIFE'S EXPERIENCES I HAVE LEARNED EMPATHY.I ALWAYS HAD SYMPATHY. THE TWO ARE VERY DIFFERENT IN THEIR OWN RIGHT. EMPATHY: THE PROJECTION OF ONE'S OWN PERSONALITY INTO THR PERSONALITY OF ANOTHER IN ORDER TO UNDERSTAND THEM BETTER; TO SHARE IN ANOTHER'S EMOTIONS OR FEELING. IN OTHER WORDS"TRY WALKING IN SOMEONE ELSES SHOES". SYMPATHY:A MUTUAL LIKING OR UNDERSTANDING ARISING FROM SAMENESS OF FEELING. IN OTHER WORDS"I FEEL YOUR PAIN" PEOPLE SEEM TO LIKE TO TALK WITH ME IN GENERAL. I GUESS BECAUSE I NEVER TELL ANOTHERS SECERT OR MAKE THEM FEEL STUPID. I ALWAYS EMBRACE WHAT EVER SOME ONE NEEDS TO TALK ABOUT. I GUESS WHEN MY LIFE WAS SO HORRIBLE I ALWAYS WISHED I HAD SOMEONE WHO WOULD JUST LISTEN TO WHAT I NEEDED TO SAY. MY MOM HATED ME FROM THE GET GO. SHE TOLD ME THAT MY DAD TRICKED HER INTO HAVING ME. I WAS ONLY 6  OR 7 YRS OLD. SHE TOLD ME SHE NEVER WANTED ME. IT STAYED WITH ME FOR A LONG TIME. I WALKED AROUND IN DISPAIR FOR A GREAT PART OF MY LIFE. MUCH WENT ON IN MY LIFE AS I GREW UP. ONE DAY DRAGGING MYSELF THOUGH LIFE I RAN ACROSS SOMEONE WHO HAD SIMILAR THINGS HAPPEN TO THEM. THERE IS WHERE I LEARNED EMPATHY. I UNDERSTOOD WHAT THEY HAD GONE THOURGH. I ALSO FELT SYMPATHY TOWARDS THEM AND CRYED WITH THEM I FELT THEIR PAIN FOR THEIRS WAS MUCH LIKE MY OWN. I KNEW FROM THAT MOMENT THAT I WAS NOT A MISTAKE LIKE MY MOM ALWAYS TOLD ME NOR WAS I USELESS. THAT MOMENT THAT DAY CHANGED MY LIFE. I FELT WORTH IN THIS WORLD ALL OF A SUDDEN. I MADE A PROMISE TO MYSELF THAT  I WOULD GO ON WITH MY LIFE AND BE THERE FOR PEOPLE WHO NEEDED JUST SOMEONE TO WHISPER THEIR THOUGHTS TO. THEREFORE I AM HAPPY TO BE ABLE TO LOG ON TO THIS SITE AND JUST PUT MY FEELINGS DOWN. MAYBE JUST MAYBE SOME ONE WILL SEE THAT THEY ARE NOT ALONE IN THIS GREAT BIG WORLD OF OURS. NATURE HAS ALWAYS BEEN MY FRIEND. I FOUND A HARMONY AND PEACE WITH MY BEING. SOMETIMES THAT BLACKNESS CREEPS BACK INTO MY BEING BUT, IT IS QUICKLY KICKED TO THE CURB WHERE IT BELONGS.  SO, TRY TALKING TO YOURSELF AND BE THE VERY BEST YOU CAN BE EVERY WAKING MOMENT. LIFE IS SHORTER THEN YOU THINK... MUCH SUNSHINE AND PEACE SENT YOUR WAY...HAZELEYES