What Are Friends For?
Mood: Sad/Ticked off
Listening to: Bee 93.7
Today was picture day. I was all nervous but I think that the picture will turn out alright. The whole day was going smoothly until lunch. When my good friends Chase starts to call me names. Names that aren't very funny. Girls have sensitive feelings and our feelings can be hurt very easily. So Chase always jokes around with me but today I was already a little ticked at him because the day before he was throwing rice at me (during lunch) because I wouldn't give him my bread roll. So when Chase started to joke around today he started to call me a lesbian. I didn't take any offense by it because I'm not lesbian and this is just him. But then he starts to carry it too far. He starts to call me a whore. And I haven't even kissed anybody before. So now I'm like o0o0ok Chase. Whatever. But he keeps carrying it on. So now he's calling me a whore, slut and a hoe. So I'm starting to get really upset now. (I have sensitive feelings) Then my other friend Jared pipes up and joins in and goes "How much?" Now I am on the verge of tears. So I just leave the lunchroom and go outside. So I head to Jessie's table outside and I'm all red and wet with tears. So she is all "what's wrong her" and all I can do is just silently cry to myself. By now Chase has come outside to catch up with me. But I wouldn't talk to him. Then James Iseli comes over to sit with Jessie and is all "what's wrong with her?" and Chase tells him and James is like "what's wrong with him calling you that? I call you that everyday." and I'm like because he is supposedly my good friend. You just tease me all the time. Then he is like "I'm sorry. Here you can wipe your tears off on my shirt. You can cry on my shoulder." He was very considerate. But I am so mad at Chase. Some people don't understand why I was so upset but words can hurt. Like when someone yells at me, I'm allways upset the rest of the day. And when Chase kept going on and on it finally got to me. All the things that I hadn't talked about to people just finally got to me. I was upset about things that had happened to me last week and this week. I just cryed out all the things that I held in and didn't do anything about. And now I feel better. I feel better now that I have talked about it and I've cryed it all out. Did you know that crying is actually healthy. Well it is. But I'm still not talking to Chase. No matter how many times he says he's sorry. He made me feel like crap and made me cry. Anybody who makes me cry at school has really done something to make me really upset because I have never cried at school. Never. Ever. Before. So Chase can forget about me ever speaking to him again. He should have stopped before things went to far. And just so you know I am NOT a lesbian, whore, slut, hoe. Thanks.
