http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Rantinz en carolineh_23 carolineh_23 Sat, 27 Jan 2007 19:41:55 +0100 daily 1 ARGH! things are changing from day to day and its driving me crazy...a month from today i was totally happy but its weird how in a month people can change and make you feel the total oppersite of how u saw them as before, whether or not u want them to be! All the decisions i made before are suddenly turning to doubts. Although im clear on one thing - i can't wait til i leave school. Lots of my friends feel the same way, mostly for the same reasons as my own. I can't wait to get away from some of the people i hang round with now, its funny everyone used to be friends but groups are forming, rumours raging round and talking behind others backs are like the daily routine! Now, im not saying i havnt done any of this..but im sure i didnt go as far as some of the others. It is affecting so many of my friends lives that i duno who i can really talk to anymore, it feels as if i only have one true friend at the moment. Im glad of her as some things have gone on recently ive not been allowed to tell... Sat, 27 Jan 2007 19:41:55 +0100 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Rantinz/Changes/3/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Rantinz/Changes/3/ so whats happened today i hear you ask? well let me tell you, today has been a typical day at school. lessons, break times, lunch...same drill. However, i have just filled out and mailed my application form for an A Level college!  I will not know many people at this college, and am slightly apprehensive about it as i am not the worlds best friend-maker, however i feel i am ready for new friends having been with some of them for 5 years solid, even if i have to undergo an uncomfortable and lonely few weeks. I know i wil hate it, and wish that i was at the other college with my friends but i think this is the right decision for me. Change is good afterall. Don't get me wrong, i love my friends to bits and don't know who i would be without them all, but as we appraoch our last final months of secondary school i have discovered most of them are at times either two faced, dishonest or make me feel down in some way or other although we've had many good times anlong the way, particually in our... Wed, 13 Dec 2006 21:11:17 +0100 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Rantinz/A-Level-College/2/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Rantinz/A-Level-College/2/ hey! this is my first ever blog entry! hopefully i'll be able to bring some news about how my life is going at the moment - mixture of ups and downs so this should be a good read. Suprisingly a lot of things going on, either with me or people i know - and you know some people live for the drama of teenage life! Lots of adults under estimate the issues teenagers go through, whether it be big or small, something it always wrong, or a 'dramatic' and shocking thing has happened...whether or not its true or not is another matter!! So, lets just say a few things about me. Well i go by the name of caroline and i am 15yrs old, i've had quite a simple life really compared to some of my friends who have been through divorces, fights with parents and death of family members - but what doesn't break you only makes you stronger! I am at the stage of my life where decisions are having to be made. Lots of questions running through teenage minds like: which college shall i go too? which subjects... Wed, 13 Dec 2006 20:51:50 +0100 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Rantinz/Here-it-goes/1/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Rantinz/Here-it-goes/1/