Listening to: Hold on by blink 182
so whats happened today i hear you ask? well let me tell you, today has been a typical day at school. lessons, break times, lunch...same drill. However, i have just filled out and mailed my application form for an A Level college!
I will not know many people at this college, and am slightly apprehensive about it as i am not the worlds best friend-maker, however i feel i am ready for new friends having been with some of them for 5 years solid, even if i have to undergo an uncomfortable and lonely few weeks. I know i wil hate it, and wish that i was at the other college with my friends but i think this is the right decision for me. Change is good afterall. Don't get me wrong, i love my friends to bits and don't know who i would be without them all, but as we appraoch our last final months of secondary school i have discovered most of them are at times either two faced, dishonest or make me feel down in some way or other although we've had many good times anlong the way, particually in our younger years. We are slowly drifting apart and we all know it, i guess it's just one of those things but still no-one wants to admit that this time next year, we may not even be friends anymore.