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Dec 13, 2006 at 21:11 o\clock

A Level College!

by: carolineh_23

Listening to: Hold on by blink 182

so whats happened today i hear you ask? well let me tell you, today has been a typical day at school. lessons, break times, lunch...same drill. However, i have just filled out and mailed my application form for an A Level college!Happy I will not know many people at this college, and am slightly apprehensive about it as i am not the worlds best friend-maker, however i feel i am ready for new friends having been with some of them for 5 years solid, even if i have to undergo an uncomfortable and lonely few weeks. I know i wil hate it, and wish that i was at the other college with my friends but i think this is the right decision for me. Change is good afterall. Don't get me wrong, i love my friends to bits and don't know who i would be without them all, but as we appraoch our last final months of secondary school i have discovered most of them are at times either two faced, dishonest or make me feel down in some way or other although we've had many good times anlong the way, particually in our younger years. We are slowly drifting apart and we all know it, i guess it's just one of those things but still no-one wants to admit that this time next year, we may not even be friends anymore.

Dec 13, 2006 at 20:51 o\clock

Here it goes.....

by: carolineh_23

Mood: Quite happy
Listening to: stay together for the kids - blink 182

hey! this is my first ever blog entry! hopefully i'll be able to bring some news about how my life is going at the moment - mixture of ups and downs so this should be a good read. Suprisingly a lot of things going on, either with me or people i know - and you know some people live for the drama of teenage life! Lots of adults under estimate the issues teenagers go through, whether it be big or small, something it always wrong, or a 'dramatic' and shocking thing has happened...whether or not its true or not is another matter!!
So, lets just say a few things about me. Well i go by the name of caroline and i am 15yrs old, i've had quite a simple life really compared to some of my friends who have been through divorces, fights with parents and death of family members - but what doesn't break you only makes you stronger! I am at the stage of my life where decisions are having to be made. Lots of questions running through teenage minds like: which college shall i go too? which subjects will benefit my life? Jobs, boyfriends, mates, parents and exam stress...people could say its the most stressful time of your life. And I for one agree, don't you?