Mood: so sad.....want to cry!!!
Listening to: my tv is on!
I miss my little brother sooooo much!!!
i want to give him a big hugh on his birtday which is today
(he is ten years old now), but i can't...we are just far away from each other and that makes me feel really bad, i always not there when he needs me...i called him this morning and he was very happy, and he again asked me when i come home again??? i told him i don't know and he then sounds like sad to hear that, but then he told me; "i wish to see you, but it's ok, i'll wait for you, take care, miss u so much sis" ..,but you know, i can do nothing about this, i am here
far away from home!...although i already called him and talked to him like we used to talk, i still miss him a lot
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God!!!!!!! i feel that i want to cry now ....damned!!! miss my family so bad, and i miss my beloved family life !!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LITTLE PRINCE...