a long...long way from home

Mood: ill
Listening to: the cleaning lady cleaning up the room

i am ill since last monday...and honestly  i am  tired of being sick at this moment,  also waiting for  being healthy again looks  like  hard to do ...

Mood: curious
Listening to: Tommy James &The Shondells (Crimson &Clover)

What i've done in the past week;

 -decorated my room with dolphins-lamp ...(Saturday  night)

- worked...worked....worked...(Tuesday-Thursday)

- paid my phone bill (Friday)

- answered emails from  friends in indonesian (just kindda hard to do that...why???) (today)

-wrote sms to my parent (last Monday)

-cooked  Mie Titi and Gule Kambing with Arif and Iccank (last Friday and Yesterday)

-updated my blogs (Friday night, Sunday and today)

-called my tutor to make an appointment, to discuss our work schedules  ( last Monday)

Mood: curious and worried
Listening to: Braekfast Club (don't you forget about me)

so here is almost the end of the weekend...but i still enjoy it of course...

Nothing really special hapenned im my life during this week, i am still busy with my summer job and i got my salary last friday after working one Month..that makes me  !.

Yesterday was kind of busy in the kitchen helping Maulana preparing  the food for his farewell party with his or our fellow-workers (he will move to England next Month). He got really a good  luck having a schoolarship for his doctorate...go for it Maul...:-)!...i wish i got one too...:p. It was kind of fun working with him, coz he always maked  jokes when we were getting bored with our bloody works ...hahahahha...hiiihihihihi...:-) and one thing that i probably couldn't forget about him; he loves chicken, and that for sure...hahaahahha. Everytime when we had  lunch together in our breaks guess what i found??? right... There was always chicken in his food box...OMG!!!, that was just... unextraordinary!!! ...how could he eat the same meat everiday? and after he told me that he eats chicken everyday since 3 years ago (it means since he lives in Germany)...i was just speechless and  ??? and then he answered me seriously; "chicken ist the cheapest meat that i can buy" whattsss??? what kind of answer is that ? ehhhhmmmm... that sounds killingly funny to me ...

ok,  that's all folks...got to go now...Erny will come in a few hours, sooo i am gonna have some fun with my best friend againnnnn....

Mood: headache, can't sleep since last night, why?
Listening to: silence

I got a massage from Dewi early this morning (around 5 o'clock) and she told me that her father already passed away. I called her back and she just cried a lot....and it was hard for her to speak, and so did i... so all that i could say to her is that  i am so sorry for her and i hope she someday could deal with it, athought it is really easy to say but hard to do.

I hope that i did not say wrong, coz trully in this situation i did not know what to say. 

my deepest sympathy for her and also her family.

Mood: homesick!
Listening to: news on tv

i cancelled my last post unintentionally.., phew... what a bummer ! how could i do that???

btw, i am gonna write about my self today (trying to be honest!) starting with;

My bad side that still hard for me to handle: moody, careless, impatient, lazy, fussy, not always thinking positiv, not always bullish, can be really egoist sometimes..., stubborn, grumpy,  touchy, always being anxious for stupid reason!, sleepy head..., thinking that only window shopping without buying is a useless thing and only wasting my time..:p, vengeful and can be mean sometimes, if somebody hurting me(really bad habit hah?) and many more * i can't mention it all, that's just embarrassing me*

 Positives side of me {i guess...; love cooking very much, dreaming having a big nice colourful kitchen with completed kitchen tools so that i could stay there all day happily cooking delicious food for my whole family  ...:-), wishing to be a teacher someday, love reading, a dolphin-lover ^ ^, love shopping esp. when it end of season sale or direct sale, basically like all kind of music but i am a big fan of oldies (60's-90's), love green colour, i would be pleased helping someone who needs my help, beeing loner sometimes, Love watching tv, always have interest in world history and i learned 19 Languages, (incl. traditional languages) and Tagalog, Hawaiian incl. South-Sees Languages were the latest foreign language i learned (actually i did not want to learn it but no choice!), btw still coming another foreign language that i'll or even must to learn...just wait and see...

Btw, it looks like i wrote my positiv side more than my negativ...phewww!, but at least i tried to be honest, right?

Got to go....byeeee