Sunday, Oct.9/05.
It is a beautiful day outside. Finally nice fall weather. 
We are taking the kids down to the lake for a walk along the beachfront.
Not too much going on, Thanksgiving is tomorrow, we are having ham because we couldn't find a turkey.
Oh well!
Shauna has been staying with her friend for a couple of days. I hope she has learned what is important in life and straightens up.
Thta's it for now, will update later.
I don't how how I am still managing to hold up. This time has really got to me. I am angry, worried, everything , every emotion happening at once.


