My Journal

Oct 9, 2005 at 16:25 o\clock

Sunday, Oct.9/05.

It is a beautiful day outside. Finally nice fall weather.

We are taking the kids down to the lake for a walk along the beachfront.

Not too much going on, Thanksgiving is tomorrow, we are having ham because we couldn't find a turkey.  Oh well!

Shauna has been staying with her friend for a couple of days. I hope she has learned what is important in life and straightens up.

Thta's it for now, will update later.

Oct 7, 2005 at 06:30 o\clock

Oct 7/05

Shauna has left for the 3rd time in 5 days. I don't how how I am still managing to hold up. This time has really got to me. I am angry, worried, everything , every emotion happening at once.

What brought this on? Did I do something?

Tonight it is going to be cold, and rainy. Where is she? Will she be safe?