It is a beautiful day outside. Finally nice fall weather. 
We are taking the kids down to the lake for a walk along the beachfront.
Not too much going on, Thanksgiving is tomorrow, we are having ham because we couldn't find a turkey. 
Oh well!
Shauna has been staying with her friend for a couple of days. I hope she has learned what is important in life and straightens up.
Thta's it for now, will update later.
Shauna has left for the 3rd time in 5 days.
I don't how how I am still managing to hold up. This time has really got to me. I am angry, worried, everything , every emotion happening at once.
What brought this on? Did I do something?
Tonight it is going to be cold, and rainy. Where is she? Will she be safe?
Well the site seems to be going well. I am very happy with it. The members are great and I am glad to have a peaceful place to share with friends.
Well Sarah's appointment with the therapist is this Friday. He needs to check, to see how the brace is fitting, etc.
Brady has an appointment in a couple of weeks, he will be tested more then likely for ADHD, etc. I am sure this is why he acts up the way he does.
I am going to look into day care for Sarah. I need to call the local daycare centers ot see if they have any openings.
I really would like to stay at home, but someone has to work to pay the bills.
since I have posted.
School is just around the corner, and I will be so glad when it's here.
It is finally cooler outside.That heat was driving me mad.
Just hopped on for a quick post, but will be updating soon.
Another cloudy day.
I am so happy the heat is gone for now.
I am feeling better today, so I have a bit of cleaning to catch up on. And I may paint another wall as well. I will get it done eventually.
I also need to call AOL to get that service disconnected. I tried it for a couple weeks, but they are still taking the payment.
More later.
Well I am still sick. It hasn't been a good summer at all for me. The heat is too much and makes me sick.
Sarah's bottle top broke, so I thought it would be a good time, to get her off the bottle. She is miserable. I might have to give in and get her a new bottle.
I managed to get the front entrance painted yesterday. It looks so much better.
Well the humidity is finally gone. It was so terrible. I can't wait until autumn rolls around.
Well, today after lunch, we have to go up to the reservation to get more tobacco. I think we may stop in at the beach up there too, and let the kids have a swim.
Well it Saturday, and this blasted heat is still here. It's terrible. I have felt sick lately. For the last 3 days I have been not feeling well, because of the heat.
Well today is the last day of school. Brady got his report card yesterday. He has done very well over the school year with his reading and math. After next year he will more then likely be integrated back into the reg classroom.
Shauna starts high school next year. Should be interesting, she will have to be out the door to catch the bus for quarter after 7am.
Chad is still at his job, and will more then likely be going more to full time once his 3 months are done.
Today is another hot day. We are having a heat wave. I hope it ends soon.
I am putting in for a transfer out of here. I would like to be up north closer to my family.
To put a for sale sign on the property. Not sure if I want to buy it, it would be alot to clear out the lot. But I love the area, it is so quiet. I don't imagine it will sell, as the property value has gone down because of the penetentary and the mental sanitarium being up there now.
After that we went to the beaches, the one down the street there, and the one up at the campground and sand dunes.
I think we may get a site up there this summer, if Simon is not driving truck by then.
Sarah is finally back in the water again. I helped her get over that fear she had, that she got when her father tok her in the cold water a couple of weeks ago.
I have been staying up way too late, lately. I really have to work on this.
Tomorrow I have to go grocery shopping and then run down to Walmart.
I got a couple of dress patterns from Sam(at the den)(Thanks Sam!) and I want to start this in the next couple of days(making a sundress for Sarah, maybe 2). I may pick up some more material from walmart, when I am down there.
Well the heat is finally blown out of here. Thank goodness for that.
Today is Chad's 18th birthday. Gosh now I feel old.
Another hot day. I can't wait until this heat goes away. It is supposed to start cooling off tomorrow, thank goodness.
Not sure what I am doing today. A neighbor wants to go to the beach again today. Not sure if I want to, we'll see.
