I should never watch the news and other random thoughts
I'm so tired of people blaming their behavior on having a bad child hood, the media. That is complete bullshit! I had a bad childhood and I don't murder, rape, steal, or prostitute myself. Plenty of people had bad childhoods and they don't do those things. Take responsibility for your actions! If you do any of those things it's because you CHOSE to do it. No one told me that those things were wrong and not to do them, and still I don't do them. Why is that? I grew up in the very same environment that these people claim are the cause of their behavior, so what makes me different? The fact that I choose to be a decent person and not hurt people just because I can!
And then people who are in prison for doing those things complain about the condition of the prison. HELLO. You are not on vacation, you are being punished. It's not supposed to be fun! They should be damn glad that I don't run the prison system. Those motherfuckers would be outside, using outhouses, water hoses to bathe, and they'd eat pb&j. ...complaining that they have to eat potatoes! There are days when I would have gladly taken those potatoes.
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I don't understand how people don't know when I'm being serious and when I'm just joking around. It's so weird sometimes. People will come up to me and say, "you know I want to talk to you about what you said the other day" and I'm like "Huh, what are you talking about? JESUS! I was joking!" ... does anyone get my sense of humor?
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I watched "Letters From Pegasus" again. This is one of my favorite Atlantis episodes for two reason: Beckett and McKay's messages home. When Ford tells Beckett he should say (this isn't exact)
Ford: I wish you were here?
Beckett: I wish who was here?
Ford: I don't know. Who do you wish was here?
Beckett: No one! son, I wish I wasn't bloody here!
And when Beckett tells his mom he loves her and starts crying, Oh man, funny stuff.
McKay was just a complete mess. "Gold" ha-ha.
I think that Ford is gonna be back. They're dropping little hints, or they could just be messing with us!
You know, I don't think I'd ever enter the "Get In The Gate" contest because, "if I'm going to be on SG-1 and Atlantis, I'd want lines!" Ha-Ha. Not to be greedy but, you know...Ha-Ha!
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I missed "Prison Break," I was asleep! Oh well, at least I got some sleep.
I haven't been feeling so good the past few days. Well, I never feel good, but I feel worse. I'm gonna go get back into bed, maybe I'll get my Stargate on (I think it's something seriously wrong with people who don't like these shows. Pure madness!). Be good and have fun. I''ll visit you in a few.
