http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Nergeedor Various topics, Pitch Black, stupid people, evil monkey in my closet, chicken soup. etc. Nergeedor- I like science fiction so I must be a nerd, geek, or dork right? en Nergeedor Nergeedor Thu, 06 Jul 2006 12:15:42 +0200 daily 1 I'm tired of being Black in the United States. I'm sick of getting followed in stores, I've flipped out before. I didn't say anything, I just started handing my clothes to her. I figured that if she's gonna follow me around she might as well be useful.   That happened a long time ago, the thing that has me pissed off (this time) is that I was in the store and the girl didn't ring up two of my items and when I told her, she looks at me like I'm crazy and says "Thanks for being honest. You're going to get good karma for this." Then she stares at me, the way she said it, is the reason it pissed me off, like she was saying "thank you little doggie, for not peeing on the carpet." The only black people I know who steal are crack heads and sociopaths! I've never stolen anything in my life, why the fuck would I steal a motherfucking lentil loaf? Most Black people do have morals. I thought it hilarious that before I went into the food store, I went to the video store and rented a movie... Thu, 06 Jul 2006 12:15:42 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Nergeedor/News-Flash-Not-All-Black-People-Steal-sick/218/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Nergeedor/News-Flash-Not-All-Black-People-Steal-sick/218/ Find Me Guilty --- Very Unexpected! I wasn't expecting much from this movie, but it was actually very good, I lost it a few times. When dude is all "I've got a bad back." Then the very next shot he's carrying a recliner! I was highly entertained. (Nope, I didn't buy it, I guess I wasn't the only one asking for it at the video store, now they have 3 copies!) ---------------------------------------- There's some great SG-1, Atlantis stuff in Sci Fi mag. Great pictures too, there's this one of Dex that I absolutely love! ---------------------------------------- I'm very tired, I spent most of the day yesterday working on something. My eyes are even tired! I've tried to rest but, I have all of this stuff going on in my head, and I'm not going to talk about it because, it's just the same ol' shit I've had to deal with since I was a kid, people are assholes, it's a fact of life. I've been playing the heck out of music and watching movies. It's okay though, I'll rock life alone! ... Tue, 04 Jul 2006 06:28:47 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Nergeedor/very-tired./217/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Nergeedor/very-tired./217/ Running Scared --- The kid in this movie, Oleg is having one fucked up day! His step dad beats the shit out of him, dirty cops, mobs are after him. He shoots a pimp, so the pimp is after him, then he gets kidnapped by child molesters. The kid that played Oleg always gets these rolls where he's the creepy weird kid, whose got massive issues! My favorite part of the movie was when Niki's Mom called the cops then shot the molesters.   I rented 'Ringu 2' because the stupid store didn't order 'Find Me Guilty' (they do this shit all the time, so I have to buy movies and hope that I like them)! Back to Ringu, it was fun at one point I was screaming "When will this end Sadako? When?" much in the way that Teyla said "This must end" in The Eye (or was it The Storm? No I think, Eye)   I finally rented 'The Kingdom Of Heaven' because the stupid store only ordered 1 freaking copy of 'The Heirloom,' it was entertaining, and had a point, but no one is going to pay attention to it. I know... Sun, 02 Jul 2006 01:35:21 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Nergeedor/Hi/216/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Nergeedor/Hi/216/ I watched this movie today and it cracked me up! 'God's Waiting List' is the name. In one scene Theresa is having a church gathering at her house, after saying the opening prayer she sees Mary, then the other people in the room are all "I can't see her, but I can feel her too." Theresa stands up on her own for the first time since her accident. After that people come to her house to be heal and they claim that their chests stop hurting etc. The thing that no one knew including Theresa is that her brother accidentally dropped acid into the tea he made for her.   When Theresa found out that her brother knew the people who caused her accident. I started screaming at the TV "Girl, this is the part where I would stand up, you've been working out, stand up and punch the shit out of him. Mary would not have gotten me to stand up, but I'd jump up to kick his ass!"   My favorite quote from the movie. Theresa: I want to be the first black Martha Stewart Solomon: Girl, did... Sat, 01 Jul 2006 06:50:25 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Nergeedor/2-more-weeks/215/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Nergeedor/2-more-weeks/215/ So it's storm season here and I have to keep my computer off because of lightning and I swear every time I go sit a my computer a fast moving storm comes in. I'm going to start writing on paper! ------------------------------------------------   Recent Movies:   Underworld Evolution --- I was bored   Something New --- Very Fun movie, I got this one because I decided to try new things and it said "something new," Ha-Ha. I think Alien Vs. Predator is the only movie that Sanaa Lathan has been in that I didn't like, she's very good.   Kiss Kiss, Bang Bang --- so much fun, it was hilarious, I lost it a few times. I got a slight "Noir" vibe from it.   Firewall --- I was screaming at the TV "Fight him, hit 'em in the head, run!" I don't know why it took them so long to run and fight back. It was entertaining but I doubt I watch it again.   Doogal --- I did not like this at all! I think this movie has fallen into this mind set that all... Thu, 29 Jun 2006 14:21:21 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Nergeedor/Hey/214/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Nergeedor/Hey/214/ Well, here I am! I've been gone a while but I am feeling much better. Now I have to catch up with all of you! I will not make an entry as much as I used to because I'm trying to get this book done (I'm not depressed anymore so my sense of humor is back full blast. Oh, yes I can write correctly, I just don't write that way on my blog, because, it's a blog, ain't nobody buying it! Ha-Ha!), but I'll be around some, I have so much to complain about. Ha-Ha!   Speaking of Ha-Ha. People STILL don't get my sense of humor! About 80 percent of everything I say is just me, joking around, being silly, trying to have fun. But people are all raising one eyebrow asking me if I want to talk to someone. I don't smile when I say a lot of crazy things so people think that I'm being sincere. Hello, I want to act so of course I can 'act' serious when I'm kidding.    People really need to lighten up. I'm wrong a lot of the time and I just laugh at myself and say "oops!", other people freak out... Wed, 28 Jun 2006 11:12:08 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Nergeedor/I-m-Baaaaaaaack/213/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Nergeedor/I-m-Baaaaaaaack/213/ I wont be around for a bit. I'm sick and depressed and worried and I need not wander around inside my head at this point in time. Be good and have fun, and try and stay out of trouble! Thu, 15 Jun 2006 10:31:34 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Nergeedor/Until-we-meet-again./212/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Nergeedor/Until-we-meet-again./212/ I slept most of the day and I'm still tired. I feel like I'm moving in slow motion. I hate when it gets this bad but it was nice sleeping for a change. ------------------------------------------------------ So, my book... I am trashing about half of it. It's not a bad thing, it's just that when you write most of your book without sleep, and when you're depressed, weird things pop up in there! Ha-Ha. Now I have about 30,000 words. Back to the drawing board! ----------------------------------------------------- I have to go back to bed. I'm so tired. Sat, 10 Jun 2006 03:40:59 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Nergeedor/Tired-Today/211/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Nergeedor/Tired-Today/211/ I'm very weak and tired. But also bored and as usual I can't sleep. There are certain things that crack me up and whenever I'm not feel good I listen, watch or read and this one song, is so hilarious to me. The vocals are really good, the music is good. It's a pretty normal song ...until it gets to the chorus. I had to rewind it a few times the first time I heard this song to make sure I heard him correctly. This song just cracks me up when it gets to the chorus. It's 'Stick Up Kid' by Lyfe Jennings and I love it. Though I don't agree with the way he resolved his financial problems, I think that it's hilarious to sing about it the way he does. I love it!   At 6 am I watched Charlie Murphy's True Hollywood Stories and as I expected, I was less depressed when it was over. Fun Stuff!   After that I watched the interrogation scene in Chatroom. This movie is so stupid but it cracks me up.   You know what? The movie 'Baby Boy' is not  a good movie at all and yet... Fri, 09 Jun 2006 04:59:51 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Nergeedor/I-can-t-get-no-sleep-Ha-Ha.-She-s-a-mess/210/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Nergeedor/I-can-t-get-no-sleep-Ha-Ha.-She-s-a-mess/210/   So, someone said that I'm crazy. Because I said that Abraham Lincoln freed the slaves because he's got some negro up in him. I'm serious! Look at him! He looks like one of my uncles. I think Momma Lincoln was tipping out to the slave cabins at night. She was a freak. Ha-Ha! ------------------------------------------- When I was a teenager I read the book 'Disappearing Acts' by Terry McMillan. Years later I heard about a movie being made but I didn't see it because it was a HBO or Showtime movie. Anyway it came on Lifetime the other night. So I watched. Because so many years had passed since I read the book I only remembered that when the couple broke up he hacked up her furniture with an ax. I didn't remember that she had Epilepsy so I wasn't anticipating the scene where she has the seizure and says she didn't tell him about it because "men always run."    I can say with certainty that that is 100% true! I have had men literally, turn, walk away and never speak to me... Thu, 08 Jun 2006 02:10:21 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Nergeedor/Well/209/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Nergeedor/Well/209/ "This woman is growing weary Of having to be so strong Of having to pretend, I'm made of stone So I won't end up with no broken bones I can't fight every battle alone I want someone to lift me Heal my wounds and give me, kisses on my head Say words that should be said Fear is not the matter, I would so much rather open up my heart And lay down my guard Chorus: If I could trust someone To have my back and never do me wrong Then I would give my love up Just like that, stop singing this soldiers song (repeat) whomever said love was overrated must not be getting none my independent days have had their fun but when the parties over and the working day is done I just want to come home to someone I want a love to take me As I am, not make me compromise myself Or be like no one else Fear is not the matter, I would so much rather open up my heart And just lay down my guard Chorus" - Amel Larrieux, 'Weary' Wed, 07 Jun 2006 04:57:23 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Nergeedor/She-said-I-feel-it/208/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Nergeedor/She-said-I-feel-it/208/ I had the most bizarre dream! Jeff Buckley told me I was going to "sleep with the fishes" ... I woke up all "What the hell?"   I haven't slept well the past few days. The little sleep I have gotten has been filled with these weird dreams that wake me up. One dream really disturbed me! I think it's just my creative side working while I sleep. A lot of paintings, songs, and stories have been inspired by dreams. My brain just doesn't shut off. ------------------------------------- My stomach is huge. I mean it's really big. I look like I'm going to burst. I was having a little stomach ache last night, but it wasn't bad, it wasn't very noticeable. This isn't normal. It hurts a little when I press on it. I hope that no one doesn't come into my room tomorrow and find my innards splatter all over the computer.   I'm just rambling now, you know how I get when I haven't slept. Ina Badmood is a few minutes from being released! Ha-Ha. I get beyond irritable when I don't sleep well,... Thu, 01 Jun 2006 07:45:41 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Nergeedor/Don-t-ask.-Ha-Ha/207/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Nergeedor/Don-t-ask.-Ha-Ha/207/ The Atlantis Marathon was fun, even though I took a nap during one episode. It was fun seeing Dex jump through the gate and hit the ground, it was very satisfying seeing Ford. (I do hope they bring him back! There's this, I don't know, there's just something missing from the team without him there. And other than a few moments Dex has not made a big impact. They don't even have to completely get rid of Dex, give him his own team and make him a reoccurring character.) Anyway! ------------------------------------------- I slept for a few hours but, now as you see I am awake. I'm sick and weak because I haven't eaten. Oh, I have food, but I just lack the desire to eat. I'm too lonely to eat. If that's even possible! No, I really am depressed. It's like people want me to beg them to be in my life, or pay them to be there and as you know, I'm not having that! I was a little lonely when I went to sleep, but I had a dream that made me even more lonely. I just don't know what to do with myself. ... Tue, 30 May 2006 10:10:07 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Nergeedor/I-don-t-know-anymore/206/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Nergeedor/I-don-t-know-anymore/206/   Ha-Ha-Ha. I'm deleting my spam mail and one subject line says "Get Your Deploma Today" ...I'm all "Why Don't You Get Yours First." Obviously people send spam mail because someone's responding to them, but I never have. The only emails I open are from companies I contact. --------------------------------------------------- Ha-Ha! They're looking for Jimmy Hoffa again. According to the news they got some sort of a tip.   You know Erica Hill reminds me of Gabrielle Union when she smiles. ---------------------------------------------------- I'm sitting here eating salt free pretzels, it's too hot to eat real food! I can't sleep at all. I'm bored... --------------------------------------------------- Memorial Day starting at 12pm I will be sitting in front of the TV because there is going to be an Atlantis marathon! I crave this shit! Ha-Ha. --------------------------------------------------- Boy! What's wrong with you? Are you on crack? Ha-Ha! You're a... Mon, 29 May 2006 03:40:57 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Nergeedor/38-Minutes-Ha-Ha/205/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Nergeedor/38-Minutes-Ha-Ha/205/   So you know I don't really like rap music because most of the lyrics are complete bullshit, but here are a few lyrics that I actually like a lot and I walk around saying them all the time:   "I shot the sheriff and the motherfucking deputy. Test me." (Grand Puba, I think!)   If you know like I know, you don't wanna step to this, it's the G funk era, funked out with a gangsta twist and if you smoke like I smoke, then you're high like everyday, and if your ass is a busta 2-1-3 will regulate. (Nate Dogg, the entire song is really good, it's Warren G's 'Regulators')   I don't even know you and I hate you, all I know is my girlfriend used to date you, how would you feel, if I held you down and raped you? (Eve)   ...I punched him dead in his eye...Who you calling a bitch? (Queen Latifah)   ...secure in his manhood 'cause he's a good man, a lover and a fighter and a knocker, knocker out, don't take him for a sucka 'cause that's not... Sun, 28 May 2006 02:11:42 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Nergeedor/not-much/204/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Nergeedor/not-much/204/ I just thought of something. What if McKay survived the nano virus because he has some sort of gene. You know, something like having to have the ancient gene to use stuff in Atlantis, maybe the virus only kills humans that don't have a certain gene. That would explain a lot.   Let me get the hell out of here. Ha-Ha! Sat, 27 May 2006 08:35:54 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Nergeedor/What-if/203/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Nergeedor/What-if/203/ I'm in a very silly mood, well more silly then usual. I don't know, I listened to some good music and I started reading a good book, maybe that's why. I also watched a show "How William Shatner Changed The World." Good Old Shatty cracked me up! I love the Original 'Star Trek' but you know, I was born in the 80's so 'Next Generation' is my joint! Ha-Ha. Oh lord, now my mail box is gonna be filled with hate messages saying "Next Generation sucks!" and other fools who need serious therapy. --------------------------------------------- I think about the most random things! And nope, there is no method to my madness, I'm just out of it! Ha-Ha.  --------------------------------------------- If you Google 'Esthero' you'll get back stuff on her but also you will get "Did you mean Usher?" I just thought that was funny. I'm probably the only one amused by this. --------------------------------------------- Poor baby! I'm watching the news and a little girl was on there who's name is... Sat, 27 May 2006 07:19:34 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Nergeedor/Some-Fool-Wrote-This/202/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Nergeedor/Some-Fool-Wrote-This/202/ Today I laughed and cried. I came across a photo online that made me lose it completely. A woman is holding a sign that says something like "Can someone please give Bush oral sex, so we can impeach him." I lost it when I read that. That's some hilarious shit!   I cried for no apparent reason. I was sitting there eating and I just started crying. Then I'm all "What the hell?  Am I having a 'Like Water For Chocolate' moment. The person who picked these green beans must have been very sad."(If you don't know, 'Like Water For Chocolate' is a movie where a woman cries as she's cooking and when her guest eat the cake she cried in, they feel her pain and they all start sobbing.) I could just be losing my mind. Ha-Ha! ------------------------------------------------ I'm in dire need of hearing some live music. The only people who come to this hell hole are country singers and rappers. I'm not in the mood to hear "shake ya' ass bitch" or "I'm suicidal but Jesus saved me." All I want is... Fri, 26 May 2006 04:45:04 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Nergeedor/Yeah-it-s-me-again./201/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Nergeedor/Yeah-it-s-me-again./201/ I'm still hot. Ha-Ha. I never got around to reading a book lastnight. ------------------------------------ I got an email about the presales for MC's tour. That made me start to think about what my dream concert would be and this is who I'd like to see on the same ticket (not in any particular order)   Cree Summer Joss Stone Amel Larrieux Esthero Amos Lee Nikka Costa Heather Headley Pink Rob Thomas Mary McCreary   Now that would be a concert! Obviously this will never happen. ---------------------------------------- I've got a headache that's out of this world. Oh before I forget, I got a check for two dollars today. You think that's silly, once I got a check for 1 cent, yep you read that correctly. I showed it to everyone because the postage was something like 24 cents, I thought it was hysterical! ---------------------------------------- So this happened a few days ago:   me: I'd step through the stargate even if I knew I... Thu, 25 May 2006 06:41:28 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Nergeedor/Huh/200/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Nergeedor/Huh/200/ I'm hot. Hot and miserable! I can't rest because my room feels like an oven. I've been drinking so much ice water that I'm getting a work out from the numerous trips to the bathroom. Every summer I lose weight. I'll stop eating hot foods and just eat popsicle all day. I'm also very bored. I don't feel like doing anything. Maybe I'll force myself to start reading a book, if it's a good one, then I'll get wrapped up in it and forget about being hot. But one can never tell if a book is good until they've read it. I love when I'm reading a book and something happens and I'm all "Motherfucker! I know she just didn't... wait let me read that again."  After I read a good book, I'll just sit there for about 20 minutes, smiling thinking about the story I just read. When I really get into a book, I literally can't put it down, I take it to the kitchen, the bathroom, the mailbox, everywhere. It's been a long time since I have read a really good book. I've noticed that I read three times as many books... Wed, 24 May 2006 06:59:28 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Nergeedor/Hot-and-Bored/199/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/Nergeedor/Hot-and-Bored/199/