Planet Nergeedor

Oh hell yes! I HAVE to watch the next Dr. Phil. Matt Dubay(sp?) is going to be on there and from watching past shows I already know that Dr. Phil is going to hand Dubay his ass! And Robin might get her some too! Ha-Ha. I mean these are the types of men that I'm supposed to be dying to be with. If in fact the chick was lying and she knew she could get pregnant, he still can't do anything about it. You can't, not take care of your children because you got played! It's his fault for being stupid. And it's her fault for having sex with an idiot. Unless they signed a contract saying that any resulting children would be her responsibility, he is responsible. There was a time when a man would be ashamed that he didn't take care of his children, but now they're proud of it! "She tricked me" are you kidding me? He's full of shit. I've got an idea, if you don't want children then either don't have sex or get a vasectomy. Why is it the woman's job to protect you from having children? That's like girls who say "I got pregnant because he didn't use a condom." I'm all "you got pregnant because you didn't make him use a condom."  I don't know what the hell is wrong with people.

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I've gathered so much research material, I didn't realize how much stuff I had. Now I have to sit down with it all and write down the things that relate to my project. I know it will be a very long time before I'm done with this one. Anyway, you have no clue as to what I'm talking about, so talking about this is pointless.

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I was bored so I read my first entry ever. And it's hilarious, at the beginning of this whole blog experiment, I was so careful about what I said, so no one would figure out who I am and even if they did I could deny it. Now I just don't give a fuck. I still don't use my name, and I know people that I know read this, but it's like this. I don't give a fuck. There's nothing on here that I won't say to anyone's face. 

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My Sisters, My Sisters, My Sisters... Can you please put your clothes on. If you've got it, then you don't have to flaunt it! I think chicks who flaunt it are looking for reassurance that they've got it. 

 

My Brothers, My Brothers, My Brothers... If you don't like golddiggers then stop wearing expensive jewelry, name brand clothes, shoes, cars . It's like if you pour honey on yourself, sit on an ant hill and act shocked that ants are biting you. I say this all the time "If you fish with gold, you're going to catch goldfish."

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Simple things exhaust me. I mean I take a shower and I have to rest afterwards because it takes so much energy. I keep clif bars in my room so I can't eat something if, I'm hungry and too weak to go to the kitchen. You have to understand that there was a time when I'd be in rehearsal, until all times of night, I went to school, worked and still had energy left. Now I'm just, okay I know I'm not lazy and this isn't my fault, but I can't help but feel lazy. I'll be so glad when all of this is over and I can go back to how I used to be. You don't know what you've got until it's gone! Wasn't that a song? 

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I'm writing this on lack of sleep, so if it sounds a little weird, well, more weird than usual, that's the reason. I did have a very bizarre dream, well, more bizarre that usual:

 

I'm in the bathroom and my eye doc, puts new contacts in my eyes, and they wont stay in because they are huge. They were bigger than my eyes, I don't know how they could possibly be in my eyes if they were bigger, anyway, I'm screaming that I can't see, The contacts fall out and I snap them together and they make a crystal ball and I say very calmly "Oh, I can see clearly now"

 

Then I wake up all freaked out. I don't get it. I have no clue as to why that scared me. It's not scary to me now, just when I was asleep.

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Let me take my ass to bed.