Planet Nergeedor

Thanks Jackie. My b-day is actually next Friday, so I'll let you know if I get something. I don't want anything though, I mean if you have to talk about what you do "from the kindness of your heart" then it's not coming from kindness, you're just looking for a pat on the back for doing something "selfless" for the "out cast" of the family. And you know what, J? I've told them as much! Ha-Ha!

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I've read about people who have vivid dreams. I'm telling you I have the most bizarre dreams and they're so clear, sometimes I can't remember, but sometimes I wake up and remember every detail. ...Every year on Valentine's Day, I watch "Duel In The Sun," so yesterday I was thinking about how ever man should watch that movie to see what happens when you play with a woman's emotions. Ha-Ha. Anyway I go to sleep and dream that I'm in my living room having a shoot out with Kurt Cobain (sp?) and Rob Thomas. I end up running to the basement and start building walls and my sister pops up in there, I'm holding hair in my hands and I'm yelling and screaming at her because she won't braid my hair and then I just bite her. Very weird dream. Especially since it's a superstition that if you dream of hair someone is going to die. Well, it wasn't real hair so maybe that'll counteract the dream! Ha-Ha! Just kidding. I don't even wear weaves that's the most bizarre part! Ha-Ha. And there I was in my dream flipping out over some weave. What the fuck is going on inside my mind? Ha-Ha.

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Since I'm not delusional I know that I'm never going to be "mainstream" in the entertainment industry so, I'll never be on "Inside the Actor's Studio" sooooooooooo, here are my answers to that questionnaire:

 

What's  your favorite word: Can't say because it's the basis for a project that I've been working on for the past two years (It's not my book, something else)

 

least favorite word: promise (it's all lies I tell you, all lies)

 

What turns you on: Good music

 

What turns you off: most of the stuff that gets air play

 

What's your favorite curse word?: Fuck and any variation of the word fuck.

 

What sound or noise do you love: children laughing

 

What sound or noise do you hate: These loud ass birds around here, especially when I'm trying to sleep! It's not some cute little chirping it's like CAWWWWWW, CAWWWWWWWW! Fucking birds...

 

What profession other that your own would you like to attempt?: Hell if I know.

 

What profession would you not want to attempt?: A Politician, which I'm sure is some ancient word that means "Big Ass Liar" Ha-Ha

 

If Heaven exists, what would you like to hear God say when you arrive at the pearly gates: Oooops, my bad. I forgot you were down there.

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Tonight's episode of Atlantis is something about the wraiths so hopefully they'll throw me a bone and slip Ford up in there somewhere, even if it's just for a second... I have an attachment to Ford. When I first heard about Atlantis I just went on a rant about "why in the hell are they making another stargate, SG1 is good enough, I'm not going to watch the crap, blah, blah, blah." Then I see the promos and I see Mr. Francks and I say "Okay, so maybe I'll check it out" I was really happy to see McKay in there and Ford just made my day. First he says something like "Does anyone here speak whatever these people are speaking" then when he and Shep. are standing in front of the Stargate and Shep, says "What's it feel like" and Ford says "Hurts like hell, Sir" then he smiles, jumps into the worm hole screaming "Woo Hoo!" love that, then when he's trying to name everything. I just love the Character and Rainbow Sun Francks seems like a very funny person I just died when I heard him say "I'm on the set of Atlantis, and I hope they give me two guns, I'm coming for ya!" ...Fun stuff! This show is so great! And the fact that I wanted to hate it, but now I like it better that SG1, I love that fact, the characters are great (minus weir, she gets on my nerves for some reason! Ha-Ha.), love the stories. I just can't get enough!

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WOW! I have been eating everything in sight. And I've been drowning everything it hot sauce, I can't get it hot enough. (And guys don't go sending me messages talking about you can get it hot for me. I know your minds went there, perves!) I mean I think it was Sunday that I ate an entire pan of rice crispy treats. No real food mind you. Then the next day I ate nothing but chicken dripping with hot sauce. That's it nothing else with it. Then the next day, I ate EVERYTHING I could get my hands on, and I can't blame this shit on PMS! People always tell me I eat like a pregnant woman. Ha-Ha. To state the obvious, I've got issues.

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Anyway, let me get the hell up outta here. Bye-Bye!