Trying to make it / Gifts / SAW II SPOILER (NOT VERY DETAILED, BUT STILL...)
Mood: Emotionally Exhausted
Listening to: Execution By Christmas Lights --(By FS)
I was so depressed that it took me an hour to get enough strength to get out of bed and take a shower! I was okay when I got up this morning. But after being out today and seeing couples every where and groups of friends, I just couldn't handle it. By the time I got home it was all I could to get into bed. That's what I usually try to do. Sleep it off, but then I have terrible insomnia, so I was glad that I didn't sleep well last night because I basically passed out for six hours. I feel a little better after a shower. Holidays are always hard for me so this time of year I usually have more than one flip out! Ha-ha! About five years ago during this time of year I was completely out of my mind. I was doing some crazy shit that was completely out of character for me. I mean I was so far gone, I'm surprised I came back from that shit. I wasn't doing anything like drugs or anything illegal or anything, I was just doing odd things. I don't want to get into that right now... I've completely engrossed myself in books, in the past week I've read four books and I started another at 4am.
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I'm doing my Christmas shopping next week.(I can't deal with the crowds) There are three people that I buy gifts for. Everyone else can kiss my ass. I'm a firm believer in "doing un to others, as they do un to me" Ha-Ha. There's a certain person who will never get another gift from me, again. This mofo has the nerve to call here and say "Instead of giving me the gift, just give me the money."(with an attitude!) I'm like "first of all who said I was buying you anything, second of all you don't tell me what to give you, third of all I don't give money for gifts so I guess you wont be getting anything." But thats how most people I know feel, the feel entitled to things. Even though this person has never, ever bought me anything I was still trying to be decent, but fuck that shit. I'll spend my money else where.
SAW II * SPOILER AHEAD* SAW II* SPOILER
SAW II
It was okay, slightly disappointing, but I was completely amused! There were some things that had me cracking up!:
When the black cop said "we tried it your way, now we go old school"
When Xavier cut the number off of his neck and put it in his pocket. (this dude was distractingly attractive! I saw him in something else but I can't remember what.)
When they found the cops son in the safe.
When 'jigsaw' asked for water.
(I can't rememer it all right now, but there is more)
The ending could have been better. I hated the ending, but it was amusing in a lot of spots. I'll probably rent it when the dvd comes out, because there were a lot of parts that I got a kick out of.
