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I can't believe how selfish people are. I had a biopsy Wednesday and somehow it's about everyone else. And on top of people trying to get sympathy for my problem, both Wednesday and Thursday drama was started with me. I have to get away from these people. All I wanted to do today was sleep and play video games and people wont even allow me that. They ask about what went on, not because they are concerned but so they can be the first to "know." That's a big thing in my family, being the first one with gossip. If you ever seen movies of women in small southern towns where they show them calling each other with the "big news." That's exactly how my family are. I have no idea how I ended up with them! I have nothing in common with any of them, I don't relate to any of them. They sit there and say "Oh hey girl how are you, I love you so much," then as soon as the person leaves they get on the phone "You know who just came over here, she know she aint right, blah, blah, blah. I'm different, if someone I don't like comes over here I don't say anything to their asses and if they try and talk to me tell them I don't like them and not to talk to me. I'd rather someone hurt my feelings then from them to pretend like they like me if they don't...I just can't deal with these people right now...
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I saw previews for Aeon Flux, I would have never thought to cast Charlize Theron ...She looks perfect! I hope the movie is good!
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I feel very out of it right now. I have been sleeping better the past couple of days, so I feel more rested than usual. I don't think I'm used to function on sleep, anyway...
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I'm so bored! I've got books, movies, cds, video games, tv and I'm just not interested in any of it. I want to do something different, or go somewhere different. I can't do the things I want to do right now, but whatever...I just want to be somewhere else right now. "Beam Me Up Scottie"!
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I don't know what's going on but all week every tv channel has been running programs about murders and the explanation for all of them were "He was abused, neglected. Society failed him..." Excuse my French but that is complete bullshit, everyone goes through difficult times that doesn't make them go out and kill people, and then these motherfuckers try and use the "insanity" plea. Insane people don't think that they are insane and wouldn't make that plea. And I can't understand how someone can shoot another person in the back five times and be able to get a plea bargain of second degree murder...I don't think people should get plea bargains or early parole or time off for good behavior...You can kill someone and be out of jail in 5 years but don't rob a bank because you'll be locked up for 70 years, it makes no sense to me! And I'm supposed to be the weird one?
