This and That (notice I've gotten lazy with the titles?)
Mood: lonely
Listening to: Beautiful Disaster
The story of my life...All of my games are single player and I only have one controller, no one could play with me even if they wanted to!
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I don't get it! Every one is suddenly trying to hang around me and are asking to hear my songs and read my stories. What the fuck? Has hell frozen over? did the earth stop revolving? ...And because I have no interests in (suddenly after all these years), holding hands, while skipping through the forest singing "kumbaya."... I'm "mean and unforgiving." I don't think they get the fact that I adapted myself to not having them involved in my life and that just because they want something different doesn't mean that I do. It pisses me off that people think they can just walk back into my life because they finally figured out that the crap that the used to do wasn't important and that their kids are, family members are. Well, nice of you all to finally grow the fuck up, but while you were self involved, living out your little melodramas, my life wasn't on pause waiting for you to love or care about me and now that you claim you do, I hate to hurt your little feelings, but it means absolutely nothing to me. Your regrets have no meaning to me...
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Motherfucker! I don't know what the fuck kind of music those people are listening to it's some weird whale noise or something. It kind of sounds like rap...what in the hell? Ha-Ha!
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You know, I didn't curse this much when I was younger. I would occasionally say shit or damn, but now I would guess that I say "motherfucker" at least 25 times a day. And not even to anyone else, inside my head, to myself.
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The Boondocks was hilarious last night! And yes, I've had my very own "nigga moments." Ha-Ha (I'll tell you about some of them another day)
Family Guy was also hilarious last night. When Brian said that Peter had his own orbit, I lost it! And sadly I must say that I think my ass might have it's own orbit! Ha-Ha! Good Episode!
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I don't know what happened, last night I was feeling better now today I'm as lonely as ever...Sometimes I think that I am just wasting time hoping for close friendships, love...I don't know, that's the story of my life right? "I don't know" maybe I DO know and I'm just in denial!
