Planet Nergeedor

The whole point of this blog was to expose myself to the world so I would not have anything to hide from people I meet. My thought was that I could just be myself and not worry about someone talking to me just so they could get information to gossip about, because everyone on the planet would have access to every thing about me. But in two months of writing I have yet to actually write about anything too personal. I mean I've said nothing about the things that affect me. If I can't even open up to strangers who have no clue as to my identity, then how on earth can I expect to do so with people who know me? I'm really screwed up!

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OH HELL NO! I was in my room, I walked into the hallway and went back because I forgot something. I was out of my room for maybe 2 seconds and I go back and Lt. Ford was laying face down on the floor! I'm always joking around saying "Granddaddy, go back to the other side. I will see you when I get there." Of course I don't think it's my granddaddy, I think the house is starting to tilt or something because, nothing stays in place. The dishes crash and paintings fall and the house creaks. I know there used to be a sink hole. I hope it hasn't opened up. The house also shakes sometimes. Were probably slowly sinking into the ground. A lot of freaky things happen around here but I always see the logical explanation of things. (The only thing I can't find  a logical explanation for is: One day I was alone in my room and I swear I felt someone squeeze my butt! Ha-Ha! Everyone says "oh, your muscle probably contracted." And I keep saying "I know the difference between a muscle contraction and someone grabbing my ass!" Maybe my guardian angel is a freak! Ha-Ha)

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I think I might be dreaming about fighting while I'm sleeping and I just don't remember because I keep waking up with scratches and bruises. I hope I'm winning the fights! I wake up in weird positions too! About twice a month I wake up laying on my stomach, with my arms underneath me, face down in the pillow and I can't push myself up because my arms are usually asleep so I have to rock back and forth to get momentum up so I can roll over. It's funny now but when it happens it's annoying. I think it's the nightmares that I have.

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People think that it's weird that I am so into science fiction because of my religion. Hello. the whole religion is based on a dude who could walk on water, turn water into wine, raise the dead, heal the sick, and he had attitude!... Now go read any sci-fi book or watch a movie! Exactly.

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Oh lawd no! I have a crush! I HATE, HATE, HATE! Crushes. Do people out grow crushes? I'm a little old to have one I think. He's umm I don't know how to describe him, basically he's me without breast. And he's older than me! And you know how I feel about older men! Sorry young fellas, they just have more style than you! (Oh and to clear things up someone thought that I am a guy. NOPE. I'm a chick, chica, girl, woman, lady...)