Still Kicking
I own 4 Christmas Cds:
Mariah Carey - Merry Christmas
Christina Aguilera - My Kind Of Christmas
Kathleen Battle - Angels' Glory
and "Seasons Greetings" a couple of years ago a store (I think it was JC Penny's) gave them away with every 100 dollar purchase or something! Still haven't listened to it! Ha-Ha!
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Yesterday and they day before were difficult to say the least! I feel like shit on a stick! Ha-Ha. The only thing that comforts me when things are like this is singing! People often look at me like I'm crazy when I sing because my speaking voice is soft and nearly inaudible but my singing voice is completely different! I love the to see the shock on the faces of people who know me and haven't heard me sing before! It amuses me!
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Last night I was thinking that I needed someone right then but no one would help me, so I fell asleep and I guess what I was thinking creeped into my dreams. I dreamed that I had my very own house! It was in a crowded neighborhood...Anyway so I was going around my house locking the windows and doors and a white truck pulled up outside and when I turned around some big guy was standing behind me so I grab a knife and stab him, but he doesn't die, so I run outside and I was screaming "help me, someone help me, he's trying to kill me." And every one in the neighbor hood was looking out their windows and one some people ran out to help, only they didn't help me, they helped the guy who was trying to kill me. After they got him inside, everyone went inside their houses and just left me out their screaming. I woke up terrified and I don't know if I was screaming in my sleep but for about an hour after I woke up, I kept hearing the screams. Very Horrible Screams. I don't even want to think about it!
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I feel a little better today but still not good. Anyway next week I go to Mayo so we'll see! Hopefully they'll patch me up quickly so I can move on with my life!
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I hope no one even has time to read this! Hope you're having fun with your family and friends!
