Insomnia
This is very funny. The tree they put up looks like it has anorexia, and Jesus, Joseph and one of the wise men are all MIA! Ha-Ha. Someone put some coins where they were supposed to be and you know I had to say something...
me: what is this change for? Are they being held hostage? Is this their ransom?
lady: One of the wise men gave gold and I don't have gold so I put coins.
me: You know what really happened don't ya? Joseph ran off with the wise man and they are raising Jesus as their own.
People tell me the things I say are against God and offends God... How'd Marilyn Manson say it "If there is a God then he must have a good sense of humor, to put someone like me here." ...I think God cracks up at the things I say! ... If I don't return here again, know that God got angry and hit me with a lightening bolt! Ha-Ha. People should stop taking everything so seriously!
-----------------------------------------
I can't sleep. I was going to say why but, I don't want to talk about that right now... so to lighten the mood:
Things that make me smile:
Music
Books
Movies
Thinking about the crazy things my dog used to do
creating
funny quotes
hell, I don't know...Ha-Ha
----------------------------------------------
Yeah well, I feel a flip out coming on. My entire life I have felt like I was "outside looking in" but lately I've been feeling like someone closed the curtain so now, I can't even look in any more. I'm just outside, in the cold, alone, without a coat ... okay Ha-Ha, enough with the dramatics! I have to laugh at myself because sometimes that's all I can do! I think I laugh to keep myself ... I don't know what the hell I'm talking about. I need to go and watch a movie. I have to get out of my head for a while! (See I told you I was an addict! As soon as I feel like I can't handle things I go and watch a movie! Movies are my Crack! Ha-Ha!)
