I want to scream!
I found the weapons of mass destruction: RELIGION!
People use religion as the reason that they are being violent, when we all know, people are violent because they want power, it has nothing to do with religion! Throughout history every war has been fought for control and power. Any one with any sense doesn't read religious material and decide "Oh well, they killed in here to get what they wanted so it's okay for me to do it." Keep it real! Don't hide behind religion. Say the real reason you're doing what you're doing. You'd think that people would learn from history that there is no way that all people can be scared into doing what you want them to do. I'll never back down and believe something that I don't out of fear, the reality is the only thing they can do is kill you. That's it! If you think about it, we all have to die some way! But this is the way of humans and this will always be the way of humans until we're extinct!
A building isn't the church! The people are the church! Worship can and will take place any where!
That Island I want to live on looks better and better every day! Seriously, all I need is a dvd player, a cd player, chocolate (women understand that one!), a toothbrush, and books! Maybe a few new dvds dropped from a plane a few times a month. That's it!
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I was so angry yesterday that I didn't know what to do with myself! The past 3 months I have just tried to "turn the other cheek" "let things go" and last week I said, "I can't take any more." And then the smallest thing was my breaking point. I mean I completely over reacted, well no I didn't over react, I just could have reacted in a different way. But you know I am not going to stand for any more poor treatment. Not that I stood for it before, but, you know what I'm saying! I'm just past the point of return. I don't think that I'll EVER trust anyone! I always say "Trust no one, suspect everyone. And make sure you get a receipt." People especially those who have money have no reason to do the right thing any more. I'm just one little person, I can't do anything about it, the only thing that I can to is complain about it.
When I first started this blog I was in a good place mentally, and now I'm angry, and fed up, and I'm probably going to go back to how I was before. I think I went a year without leaving the house, that's probably why that prison rumor got started. I said I was going to do something for my birthday since I never do, but right now I don't want to do any thing. Who knows how I'll be feeling then, hopefully better.
As far as you having a rumor said about you...ignorant people just don\'t get it so there is nothing you can do about stupidity! I have learned NEVER to turn the other cheek anymore...I think we should go back to the old days where and eye for an eye was ok. Take what you want and FUCK everyone else...seems as though it is happening anyways! DO NOT let people push you around...it isn\'t a good thing and I don\'t like seeing you so angry/depressed.
For all it is worth...HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!
*grins*
I always stand up for myself since I got old enough to. But when I stand up for myself I\'m seen as a bitch. I feel worse not standing up for myself, then when I let things go! And men don\'t stand up for women any more so I have to do it myself!
I think a lot of my anger is coming from being sick on top of the past two months. And that one thing was the \"straw that broke the camels back\" ...I\'ll be okay, and I\'m gonna go do something fun so I\'ll cheer up. Thanks for caring!