I don't know anymore...
The Atlantis Marathon was fun, even though I took a nap during one episode. It was fun seeing Dex jump through the gate and hit the ground, it was very satisfying seeing Ford. (I do hope they bring him back! There's this, I don't know, there's just something missing from the team without him there. And other than a few moments Dex has not made a big impact. They don't even have to completely get rid of Dex, give him his own team and make him a reoccurring character.) Anyway!
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I slept for a few hours but, now as you see I am awake. I'm sick and weak because I haven't eaten. Oh, I have food, but I just lack the desire to eat. I'm too lonely to eat. If that's even possible! No, I really am depressed. It's like people want me to beg them to be in my life, or pay them to be there and as you know, I'm not having that! I was a little lonely when I went to sleep, but I had a dream that made me even more lonely. I just don't know what to do with myself.
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I did a search for Maxwell and the most recent things that popped were all about "Now" and that was about 3 years ago, I guess. He's dropped of the face of the earth.
I'm not feeling any of the young R&B artist (and I use the term loosely) that are out right now. I mean they're all Usher and Beyonce' copies and Usher and Beyonce themselves are copies. Original artist, never make it to the top. You have to be a freaking clone to get anywhere in life, not just the entertainment industry. I'm not like everyone else. And that's why I'm sitting here, broke, lonely, talking to myself, in the form of a blog. I mean, that's what this really is, right? Thinking out loud.
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I guess I'll go and read so I can get out of my head for a little while.
