Planet Nergeedor

Dancing? I don't consider jumping on bars shaking your ass or grinding up against someone dancing. I consider that dry humping and apparently I'm "boring" because I don't "party at all." If not drinking and doing drugs and not dry humping strange men in bars is boring, then yeah. I guess I must be the most boring person on the planet. I think I was born in the wrong decade. I would fit in perfectly if I was born in the 40's or something.

 

I cleaned out my closet. It took two days. I had clothes in there that I wore when I was 12! I'm not messy, but I save everything and some stuff was just ridiculous, I can't believe how old some things were. I saved all of my sweat shirts and pants because I don't have heat (or air conditioner) and I wear them during the winter. I HATE being cold! The heat doesn't bother me at all but once I'm cold it's almost impossible for me to get warm. I'll probably disappear from here during the cold months because I'll be all warm and cozy in my bed,  minus my electric blanket that caught on fire last winter. (It wasn't in blazes but there was a burn mark. I'm just glad I was awake. I heard a loud pop, then I smelled something burning and I was able to unplug it before things got serious.

 

I have another one of my headaches. I can't even think clearly when my head is like this and I can't rest because even the silence hurts. I'll probably read this later and think "what the fuck?" because I'm so out of it. I've tried to explain my headaches to people but they don't get it. They think that if I take an aspirin I'll feel better. It's a combination of headache, eye twitch, dizziness and disorientation. I've never been drunk but I think maybe it would feel like this. I can't know for sure though and I have no intentions of every finding out. Nothing makes it better. I just have to wait it out.