Chirp.
Mood: I wont go there!
I had another nightmare. This is getting old! I dreamed I dropped my boyfriend off one street over from my house and as the car pulled away he was happy because he didn't get his car towed so to celebrate he shot in the air (you know how people do on New Years). and the bullet hit him when it came down and I watched all this. I didn't go to help him, I watched him crawl into my yard and then I ran to him and was holding him and I was putting pressure on his chest where he was bleeding. While I was holding him a phone magically appeared in my hand and I dialed 911 and a record voice said "We are unable to help you all of our workers are at the site where the nuclear bomb was detonated." Then I went into the house and watched while my boyfriend tried to walk up the stairs. I kept telling he shouldn't do that because he was making more blood pump to his heart and he was going to loose too much blood. Then We sat on the couch and watched TV while I kept pressure on his wound........I have some crazy ass dreams! That would be my luck to have a boyfriend who gets shot! Well, I guess that's not really a nightmare because I didn't wake up scared, but I woke up very sad. Usually when I wake up it takes a long while before I know how I feel.
I'm a basket case! I listened to "Send me a lover" By Taylor Dane, ate a bunch of junk, cried and then watched Pitch Black. I seriously don't know what the hell is wrong with me. I was watching one of those design shows yesterday and the lady started crying because she liked the room so much and I started crying! Over a freaking design show! I am off my rocker! I hope I don't end up as a "cat lady" you know those women who never get married, have kids, or have family and they take stray cats into their house and end up with 2,000 cats or something. I can see it now! ha-ha! And I've been watching TV a lot! I don't usually watch a lot of TV, well I watch Turner Classic Movies a lot but those are movies not television shows. And I usually watch cartoons that are made for adults (family guy, oblongs, etc.) but lately I've been watching the ones for preschoolers! I'm probably going to end up needing shock therapy!
