An Accurate Description...
Things I've heard that describe me...
"I spent all my time alone in my room. I have no friends. I didn't drink. I didn't smoke. I didn't like people and people didn't like me." -The Great Flamarian (movie)
"It's amazing,how you make your face just like a wall. How you take your heart and turn it off...It's unnerving, how one move puts me by myself." -Matchbox Twenty
...They're saying, "Mama never loved her much"
And, "Daddy never keeps in touch
That's why she shies away from human affection."
She can't remember a time when she felt needed
If love was red then she was color blind
All her friends they've been tried for treason
And crimes that were never defined
She's saying, "Love is like a barren place,
And reaching out for human faith
Is like a journey I just don't have a map for.. - Savage Garden
If love was red then she was color blind
All her friends they've been tried for treason
And crimes that were never defined
She's saying, "Love is like a barren place,
And reaching out for human faith
Is like a journey I just don't have a map for.. - Savage Garden
...She pressed on night and day
To keep on living
And tried so many ways
To keep her soul alive...
If I'm not quite good enough
Or somehow undeserving of
A mother's love
You could have had the decency
To give me up
Before you gave me life... - Mariah Carey
...Gonna make you like the way they lie better than the truth
They'll tell you everything you wanted someone else to say
They're gonna break your heart, yeah...
They'll tell you everything you wanted someone else to say
They're gonna break your heart, yeah...
You're just a one more hand me down
Cause no one's tried to give you what you need...
Somebody ought to take you in
Try to make you love again...-Matchbox Twenty
Cause no one's tried to give you what you need...
Somebody ought to take you in
Try to make you love again...-Matchbox Twenty
...How can I be the only one
Without a smile on my face
Without a smile on my face
Well now, you're laughing out loud
At just the thought of being alive
And I was wondering
Could I just be you tonight
You show your pain like it really hurts
And I can't even start to feel mine...-Matchbox 20
At just the thought of being alive
And I was wondering
Could I just be you tonight
You show your pain like it really hurts
And I can't even start to feel mine...-Matchbox 20
...Ever wonder why I never truly connected
Although my eyes are open
I can hold your gaze but I am never connected, never connected
...People say I am the kindest
It is easier to give than receive love, give than receive love.. -Darren Hayes
I've seen so many faces
These hands have lied before...
I've whispered bullshit nothings
I've cried alone at night...
I let a stranger love me
I gave away my pride
I bit my lip so I could block my mind...-Darren Hayes
...But we all know there's always something tearing you apart...
Always so much longer than you counted on
It's hits you so much harder than you thought...
You're so heavy, you're so misunderstood - Matchbox Twenty
That is an accurate description of me or how I feel. If someone hurts me I lose all feeling for them. And I just don't want to be around them anymore. Even if I'm no longer angry, I just can't stand to even acknowledge their presence. And I'm sure there are a lot of people who don't know why I don't talk to them anymore, because to them what they did was not a big deal, but it was very difficult for me...
