Planet Nergeedor

So it's storm season here and I have to keep my computer off because of lightning and I swear every time I go sit a my computer a fast moving storm comes in. I'm going to start writing on paper!

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Recent Movies:

 

Underworld Evolution --- I was bored

 

Something New --- Very Fun movie, I got this one because I decided to try new things and it said "something new," Ha-Ha. I think Alien Vs. Predator is the only movie that Sanaa Lathan has been in that I didn't like, she's very good.

 

Kiss Kiss, Bang Bang --- so much fun, it was hilarious, I lost it a few times. I got a slight "Noir" vibe from it.

 

Firewall --- I was screaming at the TV "Fight him, hit 'em in the head, run!" I don't know why it took them so long to run and fight back. It was entertaining but I doubt I watch it again.

 

Doogal --- I did not like this at all! I think this movie has fallen into this mind set that all entertainment has soaked itself in, and that would be "if it's a 'hit' copy it"

 

16 Blocks --- It was okay. I had a serious problem with Mos Def, I usually like him in movies but that accent was annoying and completely unnecessary. A few lines were funny to me though.

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I got a kick out of the Sims the other day! I was on Free play in 'Bustin Out' and I made myself in a house, then I had an Atlantis house of course, then I made a house of singers, There was Cree Summer, Amel Larrieux, Esthero, and Nikka Costa.  So I start using the singers, I had them in a club, I made a stage with lights and a piano, a guitar and four mics, so I put them all on mics and to my amazement they had the personalities. Nikka's Sim was the best, it was throwing the mic around, leaning back, and to the side almost touching the ground. Their motives were full so I knew they'd be there for a while and then suddenly, Esthero's Sim goes and takes a nap on the couch, then she goes and watches TV. I cracked up! When I used myself, it was sad. I had a very small house with a man that I named 'mydude' and our kid was taken away by social services because Esthero wouldn't move so I could take care of him. It was so funny! I had to kick her out because she wouldn't leave! I did an amazing job on the Atlantis house, I placed several of those large fish aquariums outside the windows so it looks like they are under

water from the inside. Sheppard's room has that military tactics board in it, Teyla's room has that sun god painting and the tree stump side table. Ford has a guitar in his room. I gave McKay the robot and when he's slumped over programing it, you really get that McKay feel. Shep started a fire in the kitchen! Luckily there were no injuries! Ha-Ha. I had fun with this group!

 

You know, I never listened to any of the radio stations on gta, I got tired of the cd player so I listened to 'ChatterBox.' I could not stop laughing at the things they were saying. Very Funny stuff!

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I had a dream that I was in a warehouse filled with dvds, as I was searching through them, I spotted the next part of 'The Chronicles Of Riddick' at first I was all upset because it was animated then it turned into a box of cereal with Riddick and Lord Vaako on the cover, I look around to see that all of the dvds had turned into boxes of cereal.

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Well men, you gave it a shot and it just didn't work out. Nice try though... You suck at ruling the world! It's time for us multitasking women to fix things for you guys, just like we always do. Ha-Ha. Don't get mad, ya'll know it's true! Ha-Ha!

 

Lets start a bet, I think it's going to take 25 years for the next presidents of the USA to undo the damage that has been done my the current one, What do you think?

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Well, I'll be back whenever... Be good and have fun!

Well, here I am! I've been gone a while but I am feeling much better. Now I have to catch up with all of you! I will not make an entry as much as I used to because I'm trying to get this book done (I'm not depressed anymore so my sense of humor is back full blast. Oh, yes I can write correctly, I just don't write that way on my blog, because, it's a blog, ain't nobody buying it! Ha-Ha!), but I'll be around some, I have so much to complain about. Ha-Ha!

 

Speaking of Ha-Ha. People STILL don't get my sense of humor! About 80 percent of everything I say is just me, joking around, being silly, trying to have fun. But people are all raising one eyebrow asking me if I want to talk to someone. I don't smile when I say a lot of crazy things so people think that I'm being sincere. Hello, I want to act so of course I can 'act' serious when I'm kidding. 

 

People really need to lighten up. I'm wrong a lot of the time and I just laugh at myself and say "oops!", other people freak out and get depressed and think that they aren't as smart as they thought. Everyone makes mistakes, it's a part of life! God knows I have made some horrible, insane, silly ones.

 

Just 16 days until "The Gates" return! I'm so excited! I'm gonna get my Stargate on and I'm gonna like it! I can't wait to see Vala on SG-1 and I'm really excited to see my boy, McKay! He is a hot mess and I love him for it. I HAVE to find some people around here who love Stargate as much as I do so I can have Gate parties. I AM SO READY FOR THIS!

    There is nothing but crap on every channel! Well, not every channel, you know how some channels (Turner Classic Movies, Sci Fi, etc.) are just great to watch anytime? I'm not referring to those. I was so desperate to watch something other than "We're all going to die, panic!" or "Look at my ass because I can't sing" that I watched The Berenstein Bears and Full House, now THAT is desperation! I also watched this reality show, I think it's called 'treasure hunters' I love how the Geniuses were the last to figure things out! Oh and the team I refer to as "Jessie 'n' them" they cracked me up! I would have kicked ass on that show, mentally, not physically! I am so far out of shape that I am shapeless! Ha-Ha.

 

        I'm having an online annoyance! I guess before I got my security up and running again someone got all of the pass codes for my email accounts so I deleted several. I change the pass codes on the ones I kept, I'm in stealth mode as we speak. I have a pretty good idea of who, but I really don't care. Hello, I do have several Spam email addresses! I only chat on Spam accounts! Ha-Ha. I think most people do the same thing!

 

Anyway...I'm back and I will try and catch up as soon as possible! Wont be right now though! Ha-Ha. I'll have to have a few moments to do that, because ya'll are some writing fools! Bye-bye!

 

I slept most of the day and I'm still tired. I feel like I'm moving in slow motion. I hate when it gets this bad but it was nice sleeping for a change.

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So, my book... I am trashing about half of it. It's not a bad thing, it's just that when you write most of your book without sleep, and when you're depressed, weird things pop up in there! Ha-Ha. Now I have about 30,000 words. Back to the drawing board!

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I have to go back to bed. I'm so tired.

I'm very weak and tired. But also bored and as usual I can't sleep. There are certain things that crack me up and whenever I'm not feel good I listen, watch or read and this one song, is so hilarious to me. The vocals are really good, the music is good. It's a pretty normal song ...until it gets to the chorus. I had to rewind it a few times the first time I heard this song to make sure I heard him correctly. This song just cracks me up when it gets to the chorus. It's 'Stick Up Kid' by Lyfe Jennings and I love it. Though I don't agree with the way he resolved his financial problems, I think that it's hilarious to sing about it the way he does. I love it!

 

At 6 am I watched Charlie Murphy's True Hollywood Stories and as I expected, I was less depressed when it was over. Fun Stuff!

 

After that I watched the interrogation scene in Chatroom. This movie is so stupid but it cracks me up.

 

You know what? The movie 'Baby Boy' is not  a good movie at all and yet every time it comes on tv I watch it because it is hilarious! It's not supposed to be funny, but to me it's pure comedy. I think about something Snoop Dogg said about the movie and it cracks me up even more:

 

: What was the hardest movie you've ever done?

Snoop: Baby Boy

: Why was it difficult?

: Because I had to be mean to a child and you know Snoop loves the kids

(The way Snoop Dogg said this, he was being very sincere, and you know how his voice sounds. I like Snoop, he's all laid back.)

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One day, when I have nothing better to do, I'm going to go through my blog and see how many times I've used the word fuck (or any variations). That word is all over this here blog of mine. It's my favorite word. People can't comprehend statements that I make unless fuck is present.

 

Leave me alone! (They Don't)

Leave me the fuck alone (They Do)

Ha-Ha, I crack myself up.

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I gotta go. Be good and have fun.

So, someone said that I'm crazy. Because I said that Abraham Lincoln freed the slaves because he's got some negro up in him. I'm serious! Look at him! He looks like one of my uncles. I think Momma Lincoln was tipping out to the slave cabins at night. She was a freak. Ha-Ha!

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When I was a teenager I read the book 'Disappearing Acts' by Terry McMillan. Years later I heard about a movie being made but I didn't see it because it was a HBO or Showtime movie. Anyway it came on Lifetime the other night. So I watched. Because so many years had passed since I read the book I only remembered that when the couple broke up he hacked up her furniture with an ax. I didn't remember that she had Epilepsy so I wasn't anticipating the scene where she has the seizure and says she didn't tell him about it because "men always run."

 

 I can say with certainty that that is 100% true! I have had men literally, turn, walk away and never speak to me again. And it has happened more that a few times. Men are all over me then when they find out that I'm a human and I actually have problems other than what shoes to wear. They bounce. I used to get really upset, but now I just feel sorry for them because one day they are going to get sick with something like cancer or HIV and the chicks that they are with, are going to bounce, without saying a word, just like they did to me. You can call it Karma, What goes around comes around, God's vengeance, whatever you want. I've seen situations flip on people so many times, too many to just be coincidence. Okay for example, I know someone who married her husband because he had money, he gets sick, goes broke and now she's paying all the bills. People would rub their money in my face, and talk shit about me for being poor and now, they are worse off than I ever was (And that is pretty damn hard to do!). I'm not going to say that it doesn't hurt my feelings, because that would be a lie, but I just don't get all depressed about it anymore. Why would I want a man whose that way? The answer is I don't! (People who've claimed to be my friends have done it also, and since this town is small, I know, that they are fucked up now.)

 

The whole point is You never know what your life is going to be tomorrow so, treat people well today and it may make your future issues better.

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I've been thinking a lot about myself, what I think and believe in, my religious beliefs, you know, I'm having one of those life changing realizations. Not even realizations, these beliefs have always been there, they were just buried underneath all of the bull shit that society tried to force on me. I feel like I'm me now. I mean I've always been me, I guess I feel like I don't have to censor myself ... no. censor is not the word I'm looking for either. I've never been a fake person or tried to be someone I'm not but I did keep most of my self hidden, because my opinions and beliefs and personality are not "normal" according to society and it was easier for me to say nothing than it was for me to be me, so now I'm cool. I'm at peace, that's the description I'm looking for!

I had the most bizarre dream! Jeff Buckley told me I was going to "sleep with the fishes" ... I woke up all "What the hell?"

 

I haven't slept well the past few days. The little sleep I have gotten has been filled with these weird dreams that wake me up. One dream really disturbed me! I think it's just my creative side working while I sleep. A lot of paintings, songs, and stories have been inspired by dreams. My brain just doesn't shut off.

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My stomach is huge. I mean it's really big. I look like I'm going to burst. I was having a little stomach ache last night, but it wasn't bad, it wasn't very noticeable. This isn't normal. It hurts a little when I press on it. I hope that no one doesn't come into my room tomorrow and find my innards splatter all over the computer.

 

I'm just rambling now, you know how I get when I haven't slept. Ina Badmood is a few minutes from being released! Ha-Ha. I get beyond irritable when I don't sleep well, and "well" for me is about 4 hours without waking. I think last night I slept for two hours and I woke up twice because of dreams.

 

I just erased a paragraph of nonsense, so that is my cue to exit.

 

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