Planet Nergeedor

The Atlantis Marathon was fun, even though I took a nap during one episode. It was fun seeing Dex jump through the gate and hit the ground, it was very satisfying seeing Ford. (I do hope they bring him back! There's this, I don't know, there's just something missing from the team without him there. And other than a few moments Dex has not made a big impact. They don't even have to completely get rid of Dex, give him his own team and make him a reoccurring character.) Anyway!

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I slept for a few hours but, now as you see I am awake. I'm sick and weak because I haven't eaten. Oh, I have food, but I just lack the desire to eat. I'm too lonely to eat. If that's even possible! No, I really am depressed. It's like people want me to beg them to be in my life, or pay them to be there and as you know, I'm not having that! I was a little lonely when I went to sleep, but I had a dream that made me even more lonely. I just don't know what to do with myself.

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I did a search for Maxwell and the most recent things that popped were all about "Now" and that was about 3 years ago, I guess. He's dropped of the face of the earth.

 

I'm not feeling any of the young R&B artist (and I use the term loosely) that are out right now. I mean they're all Usher and Beyonce' copies and Usher and Beyonce themselves are copies. Original artist, never make it to the top. You have to be a freaking clone to get anywhere in life, not just the entertainment industry. I'm not like everyone else. And that's why I'm sitting here, broke, lonely, talking to myself, in the form of a blog. I mean, that's what this really is, right? Thinking out loud.

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I guess I'll go and read so I can get out of my head for a little while.

Ha-Ha-Ha. I'm deleting my spam mail and one subject line says "Get Your Deploma Today" ...I'm all "Why Don't You Get Yours First." Obviously people send spam mail because someone's responding to them, but I never have. The only emails I open are from companies

I contact.

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Ha-Ha! They're looking for Jimmy Hoffa again. According to the news they got some sort of a tip.

 

You know Erica Hill reminds me of Gabrielle Union when she smiles.

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I'm sitting here eating salt free pretzels, it's too hot to eat real food! I can't sleep at all. I'm bored...

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Memorial Day starting at 12pm I will be sitting in front of the TV because there is going to be an Atlantis marathon! I crave this shit! Ha-Ha.

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Boy! What's wrong with you? Are you on crack? Ha-Ha! You're a nutball!

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What happened to Maxwell? I'm gonna go do a search on him.

 

I'm having some serious dejavu! Whoa. I swear I wrote this before, maybe I have, I've said a lot here, haven't I? Ha-Ha!

 

I guess I don't have much to say tonight...

So you know I don't really like rap music because most of the lyrics are complete bullshit, but here are a few lyrics that I actually like a lot and I walk around saying them all the time:

 

"I shot the sheriff and the motherfucking deputy. Test me." (Grand Puba, I think!)

 

If you know like I know, you don't wanna step to this, it's the G funk era, funked out with a gangsta twist and if you smoke like I smoke, then you're high like everyday, and if your ass is a busta 2-1-3 will regulate. (Nate Dogg, the entire song is really good, it's Warren G's 'Regulators')

 

I don't even know you and I hate you, all I know is my girlfriend used to date you, how would you feel, if I held you down and raped you? (Eve)

 

...I punched him dead in his eye...Who you calling a bitch? (Queen Latifah)

 

...secure in his manhood 'cause he's a good man, a lover and a fighter and a knocker, knocker out, don't take him for a sucka 'cause that's not what he's about, every time I need him, he's always got my back, never disrespectful 'cause his mama taught him that (Salt -N- Pepa)

 

A fucked up childhood is why the way I am, it's got me in a state where I don't give a damn, somebody help me, but nah they don't hear me though, guess I'll be another victim of the ghetto... (Mc Eiht, this is from my favorite rap song ever, 'Streight Up Menace')

 

(As Strange as it might sound, I actually prefer the gangsta' rap to the club booty shake rap. Ha-Ha!)

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I didn't sleep well. I actually went to sleep but I only slept for a few hours. I'm not tired, just sleepy. I actually have lots of energy, 'cause I'm listen to some good ass music.

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I wish I could meet some real aspiring entertainers! Every person that I meet who wants to be an entertainer also, annoy me because the first thing they say is that they want to be rich and famous and what kind of car they're going to buy. I'd like to have money, sure, of course, few people want to be poor, but I have no desire to be famous and I could give less than a fuck about cars, clothes, jewelry. I just want to make enough money so I can do entertainment alone and not have to work a side job. I've had offers to be in groups and I always say no, because, I was going to be in a group but then I changed my mind because they were mostly about "what kind of clothes should we wear, how should we do our hair." Anyway I heard their first CD and was like "What! Oh thank God that I followed my gut" I mean the entire CD was just plain nasty! I mean, I guess they unleashed their 'inner hos' when they went into the studio, ha-ha! I mean you can sing about sex without being disgusting. I'm unwilling to compromise about what I sing about. When it comes to things like that, I'm a control freak. I admit it!

 

I hate people who say "so, what's your gimmick?" I'm all "hmm, I guess talent." Then I walk away from them with my "fuck you" walk. Every girl has one. Ha-Ha. 

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I told someone that "I've perfected the art of being broke and now I'm ready to move on to something else." Ha-Ha. I crack myself up!

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It's so damn hot in here! See, I bet most people with air conditioning take it for granted. I'd much rather be hot then cold though. Once I get cold, I stay cold!

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Well

 

 

 

I just thought of something. What if McKay survived the nano virus because he has some sort of gene. You know, something like having to have the ancient gene to use stuff in Atlantis, maybe the virus only kills humans that don't have a certain gene. That would explain a lot.

 

Let me get the hell out of here. Ha-Ha!

I'm in a very silly mood, well more silly then usual. I don't know, I listened to some good music and I started reading a good book, maybe that's why. I also watched a show "How William Shatner Changed The World." Good Old Shatty cracked me up! I love the Original 'Star Trek' but you know, I was born in the 80's so 'Next Generation' is my joint! Ha-Ha. Oh lord, now my mail box is gonna be filled with hate messages saying "Next Generation sucks!" and other fools who need serious therapy.

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I think about the most random things! And nope, there is no method to my madness, I'm just out of it! Ha-Ha. 

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If you Google 'Esthero' you'll get back stuff on her but also you will get "Did you mean Usher?" I just thought that was funny. I'm probably the only one amused by this.

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Poor baby! I'm watching the news and a little girl was on there who's name is beyond ghetto! Ha-Ha. I'm not going to say what the name is because I refer to myself by that name. I named my, hmm, not so nice side! Ha-Ha. I'm not responsible for the things she does. (Yeah, that probably wont hold up in any court of law! Ha-Ha!) I'm always saying "When (not so nice side name) comes out don't try and call (my real name) to pull her off your ass!"

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There are things that I haven't talked about because I can't even find words to describe the, I don't know, the shock and amusement that I felt when I first heard about. I usually refer to people who do these things as "people who need to get slapped with a wet, fungus infused sock." Like that chick who puts her Star Wars fan fiction for sale on the web, and then says, no one knows it's there other than her family and friends. And then when I heard that this fool had the nerve to actually go and get the shit copyrighted...I thought it was a joke at first! I couldn't believe it. I get nervous when I write people's song lyrics on here! I'm all "Oh lord Jesus, Cree Summer is gonna find me and sue me and I'm gonna be begging out in the streets for lose change." Ha-Ha I should have an award. "Wet Sock Moment Of The Month" ...Who am I kidding, I'd have far too many candidates to decide.

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Yeah, I pretty much don't get this entry either. It's all just nervous chatter or something like that.

Today I laughed and cried. I came across a photo online that made me lose it completely. A woman is holding a sign that says something like "Can someone please give Bush oral sex, so we can impeach him." I lost it when I read that. That's some hilarious shit!

 

I cried for no apparent reason. I was sitting there eating and I just started crying. Then I'm all "What the hell?  Am I having a 'Like Water For Chocolate' moment. The person who picked these green beans must have been very sad."(If you don't know, 'Like Water For Chocolate' is a movie where a woman cries as she's cooking and when her guest eat the cake she cried in, they feel her pain and they all start sobbing.) I could just be losing my mind. Ha-Ha!

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I'm in dire need of hearing some live music. The only people who come to this hell hole are country singers and rappers. I'm not in the mood to hear "shake ya' ass bitch" or "I'm suicidal but Jesus saved me." All I want is for someone to play a mellow acoustic set, and I'd be happy. Anyway...

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Sometimes I feel like McKay. When I try and have a conversation with people, they always say "What?" and then I get frustrated so I start speaking slowly, so they get offended because they think I'm saying that they're stupid. Then I get annoyed because I'm being misunderstood yet again. It's a vicious cycle.

 

Have you ever seen that movie "Groundhog Day" where the guy keeps living the same day over and over again? It's a very annoying movie, but that's what my life is like. I have the same ten conversations over and over again with people and it gets very annoying after a while. So I just shut the fuck up and live in my own little world.

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I saw an episode of GhostHunters that I hadn't seen before. Frank got attacked by a ghost, I could not stop laughing when he started crying. I know it's mean but it was some hilarious shit. Then when they're showing the tape in slow motion, I'm all "Daaaaaamn Frank! You got knocked the fuck out." And Brian got all upset and was running around trying to catch it. Oh man, funny stuff!

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I'm not a bank. I mean the last time I checked I was broke, but still people only call me to ask for money...How many times do I need to say "hell no"? Some people just aren't all there. If someone called me just to talk to me and didn't ask for anything, I'd surely die of shock.

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I think that's Cree Summer on an e-diets commercial. It almost sounds like her. Not sure though.

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I'm gonna go listen to music, to soothe my weary soul. (Okay, that was my dramatic moment of the week. Ha-Ha!)

 

I'm still hot. Ha-Ha. I never got around to reading a book lastnight.

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I got an email about the presales for MC's tour. That made me start to think about what my dream concert would be and this is who I'd like to see on the same ticket (not in any particular order)

 

Cree Summer

Joss Stone

Amel Larrieux

Esthero

Amos Lee

Nikka Costa

Heather Headley

Pink

Rob Thomas

Mary McCreary

 

Now that would be a concert! Obviously this will never happen.

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I've got a headache that's out of this world. Oh before I forget, I got a check for two dollars today. You think that's silly, once I got a check for 1 cent, yep you read that correctly. I showed it to everyone because the postage was something like 24 cents, I thought it was hysterical!

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So this happened a few days ago:

 

me: I'd step through the stargate even if I knew I could never come back and that a Wraith was standing there with his hand out, ready to feed

 

mother: you hate your family that much?

 

me: no, I hate all people equally (I heard that on a tv show or a movie a long time ago, I thought it was funny, everyone else thought it was mean. People just don't have a good sense of humor)

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I went over to gateworld and there's an interview with Martin Gero, he gave a good deal of info about the new season. McKay's sister is going to be played by Hewlett's real sister. And Gero said that there is going to be a guest star that is going to make people lose their minds. My first thought was William Shatner, then I thought about who would make Sci Fi fans go crazy over a guest appearance, I thought of many people, but I still have no clue. Gero also said that we're going to see a more personal side of the cast and Weir's bedroom, it's about time! He also spoke of a new enemy, the people or things that made the nano virus in 'Hot Zone' I still want to know why McKay survived... No mention of Dex or Ford. Now I have to stay away from GW because I don't want to read any more spoilers. I stay away from most SG sites because of that. At least I have something to tide me over until the new season starts. Anyway...

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I must go now. Live long and prosper. Ha-Ha.

I'm hot. Hot and miserable! I can't rest because my room feels like an oven. I've been drinking so much ice water that I'm getting a work out from the numerous trips to the bathroom. Every summer I lose weight. I'll stop eating hot foods and just eat popsicle all day. I'm also very bored. I don't feel like doing anything. Maybe I'll force myself to start reading a book, if it's a good one, then I'll get wrapped up in it and forget about being hot. But one can never tell if a book is good until they've read it. I love when I'm reading a book and something happens and I'm all "Motherfucker! I know she just didn't... wait let me read that again."  After I read a good book, I'll just sit there for about 20 minutes, smiling thinking about the story I just read. When I really get into a book, I literally can't put it down, I take it to the kitchen, the bathroom, the mailbox, everywhere. It's been a long time since I have read a really good book. I've noticed that I read three times as many books in the spring and summer than I do in the fall and winter and in the fall and winter I watch more movies. I wonder why that is? 

 

I could always use this time to work on my book but "I don't wanna!" Ha-Ha. I hate the beginning, and I want to change the description of one of the characters. It really won't take that long once I get going, getting to the point where I actually sit down and do it is the hard part. I have a small tendency to procrastinate when it comes to things like this. Most of my "A" papers were written three hours before they were due. I work well under pressure. Maybe I should hire someone to hold a gun to my head and scream "Write BITCH, Write NOW." Ha-Ha! Nah, I'd probably try and fight the person for calling me a bitch. ha-Ha. Anyway.

 

I'm gonna go get some more ice and choose a book to read. I have many books that I've just never got around to reading, I'm sure they feel neglected! ha-Ha.

Well, I went see 'The DaVinci Code.' In an entry I wrote a very long time ago, I said something like "they'll probably be throwing holy water on us as we go into the theater." I was almost right. As we walked out of the theater a woman was shoving books at us. This is before we were even in the hall way, she just ran in there as we were trying to leave. This was the first showing of the day. I look at the front page of the newspaper and later that day these idiots had a full blown protest! It amazes me that people who haven't read a book or seen the movie are running around screaming that it's anti-Catholic, ant-opus dai(sp?), anti-Christian, anti-albino. Well, since for some reason now (in America at least), the news is no longer unbiased. I should not know the religion of any journalist and yet, I can tell you that most of them are Christians. So of course you aren't going to get an honest review from them, they're afraid that they are going to get fired. So here for you all is a very honest review (if you've been reading my blog then you know if it's good I say it, and if it's bad I say it. So here you go:

 

If you only read the book because of the controversy and wouldn't normally read this kind of book, then don't go see the movie. If you liked the book, you'll like the movie. The movie followed the book very closely.

I keep hearing these priest on tv saying that people laughed during the movie. Well, the entire theater laughed on several parts of the movie, because it was intended to be funny. No one laughed during the parts that were supposed to be serious. If you have no sense of humor or are so closed minded that you'll sit there during the entire movie trying to find things to offend you, then don't go see this movie. You'll be bored. There is nothing in this film that's anti-Catholic, anti-Christian and Opus Dai was not shown as a  crazy, violent cult (though if you have a dictionary and look at the word cult, ALL religions are cults, people get angry when I call their religion a cult, but I'm not going to apologize for knowing the true meaning of words that people have taken and turned into something else). It portrayed them as doing what they felt was right. I did not even notice the time so that is not a problem. The pace was smooth. As far as Albino's taking offense to this movie (book) ... people are always going to bitch and moan about anything that has to do with whatever group they are a part of, except me and the few people on this planet who can think for themselves. I watch classic films and don't get offended by the way black people are portrayed, because if black people didn't take the roles that were available to them then, there would be no Denzel Washington, Will Smith, Jamie Foxx, Keith David, Sydney Poiteir(sp?), ect. You can't start at the top, you have to work your way up. Look at Ellen, her show got canceled because she is a lesbian, she kept trying and now she's still a lesbian and has a hit show again. I can't believe the number of idiots who live on this planet. 'The DaVinci Code' probably would not have been as successful and made into a movie if Catholic/Christian heads would not have made such a big deal about it. It's like "hmm? Why are they so afraid of this book? Let me read it and find out." I actually read these types of books so I would have read it anyway, but people that I know who never read anything, read it to find out what the big deal is. I'd like for any Catholic/Christian who was offended by the DaVinci code, to tell me what parts offended you and why. If any Jews are reading this, I'd like for you to tell me what parts of the 'Passion Of Christ' offended you and why. (If you're going to say that there is no evidence that Jesus was married or had a child, let me explain something to you. There is no evidence that Jesus existed. (The Passion Of Christ) if you're going to say it's offensive because it's showing that Jews killed Jesus, let me explain something to you. Jesus was a Jew, he was killed by his own people. Christians who don't believe that Jesus was a Jew are the same idiots who are protesting 'The DaVinci Code')

 

To the idiots who are "outraged" by the DaVinci Code and the thought that Jesus was possibly married and had a child I suggest that maybe you take a history course. If Jesus did marry and have a child, he would have married in his early life and unless there was something wrong with Mary or Jesus' reproductive organs they would have had more that one child by the time Jesus was 33.

 

Most writers would give there left arm to get the kind of free publicity Dan Brown has gotten. The intention was to get people not to read this book and you've went all wrong about it. Had you not said anything, not as many people would have noticed it. If you want something to fail, then ignore it. I'm 26 and know this and yet these 60 and 70 year olds don't.

 

The DaVinci Code -- very entertaining.

 

Remember Japanese people were offended because Chinese actors were used in "Memoirs of a Geisha."

 

So, I'm still sick, but today I can see straight and I'm not pissed off anymore. I started drinking this tea that is supposed to help with the menstrual cycle. I forgot to drink it during pms week, so I don't know if it works. I never know that I'm screaming and crying because of pms until a few days later when I come back to my senses. Ha-Ha.

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I'm so ready for the Sci Fi Friday season to begin. If I remember correctly, Dex and McKay were on the hive ship. I know they aint going to kill off McKay (unless Hewlett went crazy and refused to return if he didn't get two million per episode or something), I HOPE they don't kill of Dex, he cracks me up, I can't remember where the rest of the characters left off, because I was busy screaming at the top of my lungs "You don't trust people who eat you!" This season I hope to see more of Weir's life outside of being the leader (she works too much!), I hope to see McKay get showed up intellectually by a woman scientist (call me if you want to cast a feisty black chick in the role! Ha), I hope to see the same 'ol Shep. I want to see Teyla interact more with the back ground cast. I'd like the background cast to have a bigger part in the show. I hope to see Becckett up to more of the same thing, I love his little ode's to Star Trek, Ha-Ha. I'm a doctor not a ...? And I still want Dex and Weir to get together. Hopefully they'll throw Ford in there every now and again. (Cavanaugh? I know that's not spelled right so I'll just call him "the pony tail guy" so you know who I'm talking about) I hope to see him get punched in the face by Weir! Oh man that would be so good. Bates, I just want to see him around! I've got to get a job on this show, I want to know what's going on NOW!

 

On Sg-1, I hope that Vala, saves Carter. I don't know what they're going to do to get Sg-1 out of the situation they were in when they ended the season. I can't wait to see Jackson and Vala interact, they're hilarious together!

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And also this summer I can look forward to the only reality show that I watch every single episode of, Big Brother. I've heard this is the all star season, so I hope to see Kayser and Dr. Will, I have no idea how they'd play the game now because, no one in their right mind would trust Will, what would his strategy be this time? So yeah, Will was an asshole, but he told them from day one that he'd lie, steal and cheat to win, it's not his fault that they didn't believe him! Ha-Ha. I HOPE that they don't bring back Holly, I can't stand her voice! Oh and what's his name from last season, James, yeah, I hope he's back because he had some of the most hilarious diary room comments.

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The season finale of 'Prison Break' was fun. I'm watching it and when Tea Bag cuffs Michael, I'm all "Shoot him in the head, then shoot his hand off!" and my mother hears me and says "Why do you have to be so violent?" and what happened a few scenes later? My boy came from out the back with an ax and hacked off Tea Bag's hand. I was thinking of what I'd do if I were Michael in that situation. I mean you've already escaped prison, what do you have to loose? I lost it when the dude from the psych ward stole that little girls bike and was riding down the road, I give him ten minutes before he's caught. I mean  the cards are bound to get noticed by someone. Ha-Ha.

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Why do my favorite shows all start in the "off season"? Weird huh? I guess only the Nerds are inside during the summer. Ha-Ha!

 

Well, I'm going back to bed, or the new nick name I have for it "my dented mat"

So, it's been a while. I know you already figured out that I have been very sick. I'm still sick, but I need to scream at all of the idiots on the planet.

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DEAR DUMB ASS HUMANS,

     THE DaVINCI CODE IS A WORK OF FICTION. FICTION. DAN BROWN IS SOMEWHERE LAUGHING HYSTERICALLY AT ALL OF YOU AND DA VINCI IS ROLLING OVER IN HIS GRAVE WITH LAUGHTER AT THE COUNTLESS NUMBERS OF BIBLE BELIEVERS THAT ARE ON EVERY TELEVISION SHOW SAYING THAT "THERE IS NO PROOF AS TO THE CLAIMS OF THE DAVINCI CODE." FOOLS, THERE IS NO PROOF AS TO THE CLAIMS OF THE BIBLE! NONE WHAT SO EVER. THINK ABOUT IT. NOTHING IN THE BIBLE CAN BE PROVEN. THE REASON RELIGION WAS INVENTED WAS TO BUILD ARMIES AND SCARE PEOPLE INTO DOING AS THEY ARE TOLD WITHOUT QUESTION. RELIGION IS A MAN MADE INSTRUMENT USED TO CONTROL. THIS IS WHY CHURCH LEADERS ARE AFRAID OF THE DA VINCI CODE AND OTHER BOOKS LIKE IT. THEY FEAR THAT PEOPLE WILL START TO QUESTION WHETHER OR NOT THE BIBLE IS FACT OR FICTION. THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH BEING RELIGIOUS, IF THAT'S YOUR THING, MORE POWER TO YOU. BUT IF YOU'RE GOING TO GO AROUND SAYING THAT THERE IS NO EVIDENCE TO BACK SOMETHING UP, YOU MUST ALSO ADMIT THAT THERE IS NO EVIDENCE TO BACK UP THE BIBLE.

 

 

AND TO THE FOOLS WHO THINK THE DA VINCI CODE IS FACT, PLEASE PUT THE CRACK PIPES DOWN. DRUGS KILL.

IT'S A BOOK, A BOOK THAT IS BEING SOLD AS FICTION BECAUSE, GUESS WHAT? IT'S FICTION.

 

WHY ISN'T ANYONE UPSET ABOUT 'ANGELS AND DEMONS?

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That whole theory I had about the next 25 years of my life being great has been shot to hell. I don't know why but when I get very sick, I also get very lonely. These past days have been so hard for me, not only am I sick and lonely but I also have to deal with self absorbed people who think I HAVE to give them something for Mother's Day. I'm minding my own fucking business, I was finally able to get to the kitchen to get something to eat at around 4 or 5 pm and here comes my mother:

 

egg donor: Do you know what you forgot to do? You forgot to give me and Mom something for mothers day.

 

I didn't say anything I just look at her like she's crazy. I don't HAVE to give you something just because society says I should. If being a mother consist of having sex and getting pregnant then I'd maybe feel the urge to somehow miraculously make myself wake up from a seizure and go to the store and get fucking gifts. If being a mother means, cooking, cleaning, teaching about life, then I am my own mother. I took care of myself.

 

Then later that day she comes to my room and says

 

egg donor: You could have said Happy Mother's day.

 

me: I don't have to do a mother fucking thing

 

egg donor: Well you're the one who wanted to celebrate holidays, that's why you left the religion."

 

me: I left your little cult because even at the age of 12 I could see that it was all bullshit.

 

She didn't say anything after that, guess why? 'cause she left it too! I can't even believe that she would come at me about a fucking holiday when I was barely able to stand up. Then yesterday I'm struggling to get myself some food and she's all

 

egg donor: I don't know why you won't let me fix something for you, everyone else does. You're so stubborn.

 

me: because ya'll have to get on the phone and say how tired you are because you HAD to fix me something

 

she didn't say anything else.

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When I do something for someone, I never mention it again, not to the person and especially not to anyone else.

 

 And if I knew a person was sick, I wouldn't get in their face and stress them out about a holiday that means nothing. I don't know why I let her get to me. I mean this is the woman that repeatedly left her kids and says "I didn't abandon my children." ...I hate when I let people get to me. I try and ignore people but when I'm sick, I just cannot deal with this shit.

I'm not going into my life story but I have been through hell and back and I had no help from anyone and I didn't use drugs, I didn't become a slut, or criminal. I turned out a lot better than other people who have had a life similar to mine. So I get angry and I don't give people gifts on every holiday (because that's what good children do), and I don't trust anyone. This is my life and this is the way I live. I give gifts because I want to not because I have to. I don't need anyone's approval on what kind of person I am. I've got a long way to go before I have the kind of life that I want and there is no one who's opinion is going to make me be fake and pretend that I'm someone I'm not. If I hadn't been so sick, yeah, I probably would have got her a card, but my cards always have a smart ass comment in them, so it's fun for me. But it was not and never will be a priority, she can rewrap the gift I gave her last year since it means so much to her. 

 

If none of this makes sense to you it's because I am feeling very sick, so I'm a little disoriented and staring at this computer is not good for me right now. The sims is the one video game that I can play without a time limit, even when I'm sick because I can stop the back ground from moving, but today even that made me sick. (Ya' know... my neurologist would have a shit-fest if he knew. I'll just keep it a secret between me and anyone with internet access. I couldn't even look at the scene in "Hot Zone" where Shep. overloads the generator. Damn flashing lights.)

 

When I get this bad, it's usually like this for a while, so if I'm not around you know why. I'll be back, if blogigo is still here when I'm feeling better. 

 

 But first, I have to stop by and check on my pookie wookies because I've missed them.

 

 

 

First I watched "Letters From Pegasus" in English, then in Portuguese, then in Spanish. Yeah, that's what I said! Ha-Ha. (and no, I don't like this episode a lot because it's Ford heavy, Beckkett and McKay are the reasons). I was feeling sad while laying in bed this morning and for no reason I just saw Dex jumping through the Stargate and landing on the ground. I could not stop laughing! Then I thought about CJ screaming "We're having dinner" at RSF. Then I thought about "LFP" and that's why I watched it. Anyway...

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I finally saw an episode of "GhostHunters" where they actually found a place to be haunted. There's going to be a marathon on Sunday, I missed a few episodes so I guess I'll check it out.

 

"Myth Busters," I love that show. Last night they almost blew up a house!

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I gotta go, and to answer your question "No, not to hell."

Oh, so now I'm a lesbian. During a Stargate promo, I said "Amanda Tapping is so cute, she's like a little fairy." So that makes me a lesbian, according to these fools. Well, sorry for not being a jealous bitch who talks shit about other women because of low self esteem.

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The past two days I've had to hear that I'm going to hell, because I don't go to church. I've got to get the hell out of here, because I don't need people who are complete assholes who do nothing except gossip, write bad checks and go to church annoying me with there ignorance.

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I'm very sick right now. I have no patience or tolerance. I'm annoyed beyond comprehension, basically today I told someone that I was going to "kick her soul out of her chest" and I said something about knocking her wig off her head. I only leave my room to go to the bathroom, the kitchen, and when I have to leave the house, but every time I walk out of my room they flock on me like fleas on a dog. I just want to be sick in peace, is that too much to ask?

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I watched 'The Family Stone' and was seriously disturbed by it. Who thinks that it's okay to get with your girlfriend's sister or your boyfriend's brother. It was like a Jerry Springer episode.

 

Last Holiday was okay.

 

I watched the 'Hoodwinked' commentary and they talked about every reference that they made in the film except the 'XXX' reference. What the hell? I seriously felt like I was listening to a commentary by Martin Gero. Can't wait until the new season!

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Someone said I was mean because I said that "I'm not mad at Bush because he's mildly retarded and I don't blame mentally challenged people for the things they do."

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I don't know why people stare at me. It's very annoying.

I'm just annoyed by everything. I went out today and I am very annoyed that they didn't have my 'better pecan' so I settled for my second favorite 'vanilla almond bark'

 

I gotta go to bed, I feel like shit on a stick.

So, maybe it's just me, but I think the entire movie "Hoodwinked" is about Vin Diesel. It's just a few things that stood out to me as being a direct reference to him.

 

First you have the whole hood thing, we know he's notorious for the hoodie.

 

When the "woodsman" first appeared, I was all "hmm. I think they're making references to Vin Diesel." After I think that the very next scene is obviously a "XXX" reference (which was hilarious by the way, granny kicked ass)

 

When granny was above their heads at first I thought "Mission Impossible" but then I'm all "wait, that happened is "XXX" also."

 

Then I see one of the 'bad guys' and he looks exactly like my Riddick Sims and his name is Vincent.

 

At first I thought the 'bad girl' was Asia Argento, but the braids were a little weird so I'm all "AaaHA! Michelle Rodriguez had braids like that in "GirlFight" and she was in "TFATF" with VD."

 

Another bad guy at first I thought was an Arnold Scwartzenneggar (hey I can't say it, let alone spell it!) reference and I'm all "This is the best Arnold they could do? I could do better than that." I look at the dvd cover and the "Arnold guy" is holding The police chiefs sign and I'm all "Huh?" then I think, "hey maybe that's supposed to be VD bestfriend/body guard?"

 

I though the movie was fun on a few parts, so I'm watching the credits. Does anyone else think that the credits are just a little odd? I don't mean the actors, I mean the writes, director etc.

 

So maybe it's just me, but I'm telling you I saw VD in all of those characters. I'm gonna do something I rarely do, which is watch the commentary. I'm all curious now. Maybe I'm just a nutcase, but we wont know for sure until, I'm locked away in a padded room.