I made it happen.
Oh, Lord. Ha-Ha. Some one is all freaked out because I told them about a dream I had and what I told them happened to them the next day. This fool is acting like I'm the "Figherstarter" or something. "You made it happen didn't you?" Ha-Ha. Crazy nutball!
---------------------------------------------------
"There are at least two sides to Pisces' personality. One is more kind, loving, tolerant and long-suffering than most people. The other can be biting. Pisces, you don't want to hurt people, unless you are feeling righteous and need to punish the guilty."
I read this and could not stop laughing. I am a really nice person, but if you cross me in any way, I will shred you to pieces. Ha-Ha! I always walk around saying that, "If you want to see what satan looks like, fuck with me." And "I don't stab people in the back, I stab them in the chest because I want them to know that I did it." I do go off on people, like beyond where other people might go. When most people are "Whatever, I'm not going to worry about it." I'm somewhere plotting! The thing is that I'm extremely sensitive (I hide that part of myself the most!), and I don't let people get close to me, so when I try and let someone in, it seems like they go out of their way to hurt me, so I tend to flip out on people. I'm not saying someone says or does something to hurt my feelings and I just go crazy on them. I'm talking about people who do sneaky, underhanded, cruel shit for no reason.
You know, with my family, none of them had time for me, I practically didn't exist to them when I was a kid. And now, that the people and things that they were focused on aren't there anymore they want to be involved in my life. They think I'm unforgiving and mean, but I'm not. I've just moved beyond the point where I wanted them to care about me and be involved in my life. I adapted myself to solitude and they don't understand that. Most of the fun and memorable times in my life, have been when I was completely alone. No one understands why I am the way I am. People are always saying "you should try and be close with your family," and "you have nothing if you don't have family." I just tell them that they are wrong "You have nothing if you don't have love, and I love myself (most of the time)!"
You have no idea as to what I'm talking about, do you? Yeah, no one does.
----------------------------------------
I dreamed about two people from my past. One was just some random guy who I barely knew about a year or so ago and one was a guy who I knew when I was about 12.
I dreamed I was sitting next to a little boy, his cell phone rang (it was a pink hello kitty phone, Ha-Ha), after he answered it, he gave it to me and the guy from a year ago was on the line and he was screaming and yelling about something that I said about him and I just say "very mature, don't get mad at me over something you did, it's your fault" and hang up the phone. Then I put the phone to my ear again and the guy from when I was 12 was on the line, but he didn't say anything. Somehow I just knew it was him. Next thing I know I'm going back and forth through the stargate (the one from the original movie, not the shows). I dream about some odd shit! HaHa.
-----------------------------------
You know the movie "A Sound Of Thunder" was good but I hate the title! They could have come up with something better. Time Wave, The Ripple Effect, Track Marks, anything but A Sound Of Thunder, I almost didn't get it because of the title!
---------------------------------------
I'm about to pass out, I need to go eat something. Don't do anything I wouldn't do, hmm, that pretty much leaves the door wide open, right? Ha-Ha. Anyway, be good and have fun.
