Tired of getting screwed over / movies
Mood: PMS to the tenth power
I'm so sick of people thinking that they can treat me any way they want to and that I'm just going to "be the better person," "let God deal with it" ...No. I'm tired of people trying to screw me over. I try to reason with people and give them second chances but they just act like fools so then I have to either let people treat me like trash or fight back and if I fight back, they usually see my side of things but then I have to hear that I'm mean and unforgiving ...I'm tired of people taking my money and thinking that "it's such a small amount that she won't do anything about it" ...I'm done with letting things go, because the more I let things go, the more things come into my life that I have to let go. I have too many real problems to have to deal with this type of bullshit. I can't even be sick in peace! I mean today I'm having PMS (Psychotic Menstrual Syndrome), I'm feeling bad, I couldn't sleep, and then I have to deal with people who can't do a simple job. Being Nice and Reasonable gets you no where in life, especially if money is involved! It's not the money, it's the fact that people can think they can treat people any way they want to and that the person is just going to "let it go." Without customers, regular customers you have no job! I can't even talk about this without being livid! I HAVE to stand up for myself, no one else is going to!
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Recent movies:
Audition -- Oh man, this bitch was crazy as hell! I mean one man does something to you doesn't mean you have to go around a mutilate and kill men! She played that part too well! They'd better search her basement for bodies! ...I had to scream at the tv on one part. The man's son comes home and finds him on the floor, fights the nut case woman and then goes to his dad and says "Dad are you okay", so I end up screaming at the tv "If you had needles in your eyes and your foot was gone, would you be okay?" ...this movie was fun though
Two Sisters -- This was a fun movie even though it was easy to figure out.
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I have to go now, it's almost 8:30 pm and I still haven't ate anything, which is making me even more irritable!
