Planet Nergeedor

 

How can you end a movie in the middle of the story? I'm talking about Forbidden Warrior...They didn't show the son going back to his dad and his dads reaction to what went down, they didn't show the girl getting the book and becoming ruler...What the fuck? Not like this was some great epic or something but it was entertaining until the ending and some of the acting was questionable but they could have at least finished the story.

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Who ever had the bright idea to combine celebrity's names when they're dating, should swing from the gallows!

TomKat

Bennifer

Brangelina

 

I've got some cute names for the people who come up with this crap

 

Duass (Dumb Ass)

Tarpractice (Target Practice)

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I wonder why celebrities don't carry pepper spray with them? I would! I'd spray those paparazzi!

 

or

 

I'd hire acting students, put shirts on them that say Paparazzi and have them follow the paparazzi. Stand outside their houses, follow their children...They couldn't do anything about it! The cops would tell them the same thing they tell celebrities. "They're not breaking any laws".....But that's just the kind of girl I am! Ha-Ha.

 

Right now if all those magazines and tv shows only ran flattering photos and nice stories they'd go out of business! People like to see other people doing bad! when someone is doing good they get attacked from all sides. At least that's been my experience...

 

I was working full time, going to school full time, I was in good shape. I didn't tell anyone about college my sister did so they just started in on me "I need a cheese burger college girl" with an attitude, they'd walk up to me and just start talking "Well, I've got kids to take care of so I can't afford to pay for that crap." ..."you ain't special!" it was the women the guys would defend me. one day I was singing and this girl says "You can't sing!" and all of the guys (and 2 girls) said "You've got to be jealous!" ... and then there were the girls who would try and compete with me. They'd say things like "I'm gonna go sign up for a few classes." and I'd just stare at them,  maybe I'm self centered or something because I couldn't care less what they were doing with them selves...I just do my own thing and people just try and tear me down, they lie on me, constantly talk trash about me...It's so annoying!

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I OD on rice crispy treats! Ha-Ha! See I add walnuts and chocolate to mine, so good!

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one of my favorite quotes from a woman who had returned to college after 20 years, she was talking about the women in her church group who were pissed off because she was in charge and refused to do things their way:

"You can't reason with stupid people!"...Ha-Ha, I know what she means

I just watched 'Wargames' Oops! I mean 'Stealth'! ha-Ha. Don't get me wrong, it (Stealth) was a fun movie, very entertaining but I've seen the story of the "smart" computer flipping out about a million times! Disney even did one about a house! (So did someone else on Sci-fi!)...My favorite movie shot is the "slow-mo going to handle my business" shot so I enjoyed seeing that! I liked this movie

 

I also watched D. E. B. S. and halfway through it I had to take a nap. I'm sure there are some 13 year old boys and dirty old men who would like it! And maybe some lesbians who aren't mentally stable! Ha-Ha.

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When I see a comic that I think is very funny, I'll cut it out and make a bookmark with it. My favorite was: A train engine is sitting at a bar, holding a glass of beer. He has a cigarette hanging out of his mouth and he's saying "Nah. I'm his brother, the little engine who could give a ----"

 (the ---- could be shit, damn or fuck. I prefer fuck! Ha-Ha)

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Awww! My baby is the narrator for City Confidential! I guess he replaced Paul Winfield. I didn't see his name on the credits but I'd know that voice anywhere! (I'm talking about Keith David by the way!) Ha-Ha

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I walked around the video rental store and I'd estimate that I've seen 70% of their entire collection. I've seen about 95% of the horror movie section! Ha-Ha...I'm an addict

 

Well, I've got more movies to watch. I'm out!

[You know, I'm a singer and I have a really good ear. Meaning that If I hear a melody once or twice I can sing it back, I remember lots of sounds, foot steps, knuckles cracking... I can even remember the sound of someone's voice even if I haven't spoken to them in a year and they suddenly call me...Just wanted to let you know that ;)   ]

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...So anyway back to my usual blogging...

 

Here's some things that happened that I think are funny...

 

Yesterday on my way to the doc this conversation happened

(Diesel moments. I'm such a dork! Ha-Ha!):

 

lady1: ya'll need to put your seat belts on

(lady 2 puts hers on)

lady1 (speaking to me): and she still doesn't have her's on

me: I'm suicidal, I hope to go flying through the windsheild

lady1: I think Vin Diesel is your long lost brother

me: what do you mean

lady1: because he does his own stunts and doesn't care about safety and neither do you!

me: well, excuse me for not having a fear of death like most people, if I die then I'll just be dead

lady2:you know, something is wrong with both of ya'll wishing to go flying through windows and stuff

 

I'm watching The Pacifier and people are over, so it gets to that scene where Shane comes down the steps in a towel and I pause it...After a couple of beats someone says:

lady1: Why are you just staring at the tv like that?

me: (silence)

lady1: hello?

me:(silence)

lady1:HELLO?

me: (silence)

lady1: you know I'm sure Vin Diesel wouldn't appreciate you staring at him like he's a piece of meat

me:(screaming) well hell, it's not my fault that his back looks better than most people's fronts

lady1: you're really sick

 

No one who lives here has seen Napoleon Dynamite so this happened one day...

lady1: whatcha' doing?

me: whatever I feeling like doing

lady1: well you don't have to be mean to me, I just asked a question

 

I came out of the bathroom with my shirt off (yes I had on a bra, perves!)

lady1: do you know that you don't have a shirt on?

me: do you know that I don't give a fuck?

 

lady1: do you want some hot dogs?

me: no I don't want no leftovers

lady1, no, i just cooked them

me: leftovers as in, eyes, lips, hair, feet

lady1: stop it, you make me not want to eat it

me: but you're still going to right?

lady1: yep

 

This happened a while ago so I can't remember exactly...We were sitting in the living room watching a movie and eating dinner. In the movie someone's guts got snatched out and all you could hear was groans, gags and the sound of forks hitting plates. I take another bite of food while still looking at the tv and someone says:

person1: gross. how can you eat while watching this

me: well, that's how I prepare all of my meals, but see how he left some guts in there? That's the best part...mmmm (making a slurping sound)

person1: something is wrong  with you

 

so at HHN13, I'm walking and I feel something hit my arm. I thought it was nothing so I keep walking and I feel it again. I ignore it because I see (from the corner of my eye) that two people are walking beside me. It happens again and I finally turn my head and it's a couple who "got killed on the way to the prom" so I say "Oh lawd Jesus" and make a fist ('cause I was gonna swing,ha-ha) and both of these nuts complete break character and crack up laughing!

 

still at HHN13, in one haunted house this dead girl keeps popping out of a door scaring people and I see this, so I finally get near the door and she doesn't pop out so I say loudly "I guess she's taking a coffee break", and everyone behind me giggles because they saw her too! then suddenly another door opens and the dead girl jumps out and everyone screams except for me. I just take off running, even though there were people in front of me, so I end up running into the back of some dude and everyone just cracks up laughing. And I say "Oh mister I'm so sorry!"

(see note on bottom of entry)

 

HHN13, in a different haunted house we keep hearing a little girl crying and saying weird things so we finally get into a kitchen and this little girl comes jumping out or a cabinet that I was standing next to and I said before thinking "you better get your  ass back in that closet!" she didn't scare me, I was just annoyed because she screamed in my ear.

(hopefully I can go to the next one!)

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Note: I have told people that if some shit goes down don't come and look for me because chances are that I have got my ass from out of there..

 

person1: you mean you wouldn't come save me if the house were on fire?

me: you better jump your ass out the window, 'cause that's what I'm gonna do!

person1: but it's too high, I'll break my legs

me: it's better to have broken legs than a burnt ass

person1: you really wouldn't save me would you?

me: hell no, what's the point in everybody dying? Whose gonna make the movie about if no one is alive to tell the story?

person1:that's a damn shame

 

I'm hurting again! And I was feeling so much better. I'm so sick of this crap! I slept for a couple of hours. Big surprise, I'm awake now. The Sandman is a bastard!

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Sims:

The Smiths and Abigale had a little accident. (No, I didn't kill them I accidentally saved another game over them!) So I made The Griffins. I have Peter, Lois, Meg and Stewie (grown up). My explanation (in my head) for Brian's and Chris' absence is this...Brain is serving a 25 year sentence for a hate crime, he got drunk and burned a cross and tapes of Oprah's show on Cleveland's and Loretta's lawn (they were going to drop the charges until the cops told them that the tapes were from the Oprah show)...Chris went to mow the neighbor's lawn and never returned. Only people who watch family guy will know what I'm talking about! Ha-Ha. I think I'm gonna put Riddick, Jack/Kira, Lord Vaako and Dame Vaako in a house...That'd be fun!

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I can't stop cracking up over Mr. & Mrs. Smith!

(Things that made me lose it...)

 

John Smith:

"I'm a mess and you're a disaster"

 

"Oh dear God...It was an accident" (said after he falls through a fence and accidentally shoots at her)

 

"Jane, we need to talk about this" (said as the car flies through air and into the woods)

 

when he starts kicking the hell out of her

 

when John gets the neighbor and uses him as a shield as he enters the house

 

"a web of lies" (when he finds out something else about her, can't remember what it was though)

 

"were gonna have to redo every conversation we've ever had"

 

when they steal the neighbor's car and John backs into one of the assassins, gets out of the car grabs the assassin's gun, kicks him, gets back in the car and says "They just get younger and younger" as he rolls over the assassin's body.

 

when she tells him that she's an orphan and that the people at their wedding were paid actors and John says "I said it, I said I saw your dad on Fantasy Island...I can't believe I had my real parents to the wedding"

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Jane Smith:

"you still alive baby?" after she blows a huge hole through the wall

 

after John tells her that he's been married before "What's her name and social security number?"

John: "no. You're not going to kill her"

 

"Good-bye John." (Itemp girl detonates the bomb and Jane looks at her like she's crazy)

Itemp girl: "What? You said good-bye."

 

when John goes back to his friends house and his friend is walking around with the gun. and the friends mom yells something from upstairs

John's friend: "Mom I almost shot you right then. We are on high alert. You do not even know."

 

I really like this movie a lot! Jane was more of the "straight man" and John was absolutely hilarious. (You know I'm gonna buy the dvd!)

 

...Laughing about this movie has made me feel a little better (mentally), very therapeutic! Going to get me Sims on now!

OH SWEET JESUS! THE END OF DAYS HAS BEGUN! ...I haven't watched PB in 3 weeks! Whoa! That's a record. Ha-Ha!

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Last night was horrible but I'm feeling much better today. I watched the extras on the A Christmas Story dvd and the kid who played Ralphie is about 40 years old and looks the same!

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I dreamed that I woke up and saw a little kid watching me sleep, so I wake up swinging at the air...if that was my guardian angel he got the hell beat out of him...Ha-Ha.

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I'm so bored!

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I still haven't gotten around to returning that cd with the virus on it. I'll get around to it eventually!

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Say what you want about Hugh Heifner. He's a man! Those girls knew from day one that they weren't going to be his "only"! He didn't lie, and do shit behind their back or anything. Of course if a man works at Denny's or something women aren't going to go for that because he has no money and no power(*cough* golddiggers *cough*). I mean what other reason could a woman have to be one of many. Or either they have low self esteems. I think I'd appreciate it if a man told me he was going to be with other people but then I'd tell him to pick one of my ass cheeks and kiss it...But being honest can save men from getting cut and/or ran over with cars! Ha-Ha!

I can't sleep again. Hurting, badly. I'm used to it though. I just have to wait it out. I'll be glad when all of this over, it could end one of two ways, I know if it doesn't end the way I'm hoping for, it will at least end. 

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More of my favorite quotes (not all exact and I'm sleepy and hurting so this may look like a hot mess):

 

'Fra-gi-le' It must be Italian or something.'

'No, no it says fragile.'   --A Christmas Story

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(RSF walks into restaurant where the stargate cast is having dinner)

 

(CJ stares at RSF curiously)

CJ: Wait wait, what time is it?

 

(RSF looks at his watch)

RSF: 10:00

 

CJ: We were supposed to be here at 6

 

RSF: I was having dinner

 

(looking at RSF like he's crazy)

CJ(screams): We're having dinner!

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From Rush hour--

 Carter: Damn chen, this is some greasy shit, you don't got nothing better than this? Some chicken wings or something?

 

cook: this Chinese food, no soul food here

 

Carter: I ain't ask for no soul food. I asked from some better food

 

cook: (says something in Chinese)

 

Carter: yeah, I'm a dun chen ya'

 

cook: I no punk bitch

 

Carter: I aint no punk bitch either

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Rush Hour Bloopers

cop: put your hands up

cop2: show me your hands

Carter: (says something)

cop2:show me your ass

Chris Tucker (Carter): Show your ass? Man ya'll some gay ass cops.

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"This of course a work of fiction; the schools are all invented and none of the characters portrayed are intended to represent anyone dead or alive, particularly if they have access to a good lawyer" (Author's Notes)- John O'Farrell, May Contain Nuts

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An episode of Love Connection

 

"Chuck he was so cheap that he took me to his apartment and fed me hot dogs, he didn't even have plates we ate off of Wendy's napkins...His ankles were so dirty if I threw seeds on them and watered them he would have started sprouting"

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(I can't remember this actor's name but he is in almost every movie!)

reporter: how do you choose your roles

actor: I don't read the scripts, I find out how much they're paying

reporter: so you go with the highest bidder?

actor: no, I accept all the roles that pay

(I can't tell if he was being sarcastic or sincere, but it was funny. This was a couple years ago and I only saw it once so this is probably way off but the humor is the same)

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The Cosby Show--

HH:Look Claire open the door

CH: No!

HH: If you don't open this door I'm gonna knock it down

CH: Are you threatening me?

HH: you'll know if you see this door coming down

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An episode of Newly Weds (the game show!)---

contestant: I don't like anyone one's feet except my my baby's

Host: What's wrong with my feet?

contestant: They're old and in your shoes

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Well, I'm gonna go try and see if I can fall asleep. I'm so tired! I'm hungry too but I don't want anything. I'll probably end up watching the rest of A Christmas Story...

 

 

(I left part of these lyrics here before, here is the complete song. I like this song a lot because it reminds me of the way I feel, things that I think about and questions I ask. If I get sued for putting these lyrics on here, I'll let you know. Ha-Ha!)

 

'THE REAL ME' by Jaci Velasquez

 

People think I've got it all together

With the show and my sweet, sweet smile

But do they know if I've been happy ever?

Pull up a chair 'cause this may take a while

(Okay so here's the thing...)

 

I've got my bad days

And some are even worse

I can be a blessing

And you know, I can be a curse

 

I tremble at rejection

I'm scared to be alone

Sometimes I may be selfish

But I always make it home

 

This is the real me

Am I the girl that you want me to be?

This is the real me

With flaws and fears of intimacy

This is the real me

 

Can you face it?

Can you feel it?

Can you take it?

Can you deal with, the real me?

 

So now you see that I am far from perfect

I will fall and I will make mistakes

But I am here and this has taken courage

Will you abandon me? Or will you stay?

(Please stay with me)

 

I know that I'm demanding

And sometimes insecure

I think I've got the answers

But then I'm not so sure

 

I sometimes need attention

A little more than I should

But there is a part of me

That'd give the whole world if I could

 

...Can't sleep!

 

I'm in a very weird state right now. I'm secretly freaking out about something but you know me, I don't like for people to see my emotions. For example: I saw 'Rent' and I tried to "man up" but I was about to bawl so I literally went into character. I played the 'cold ice queen,' then late that night I was in my bed and let all of my emotions from seeing the movie go...God forbid I cry, it's big news around here if I cry or get upset about something! People are astonished when I cry, they say "Whoa" "oh my God" like I'm a freak show...I'm supposed to be the strong one, the hard core one. Nothing is supposed to bother me. I see it now that I'm older. If I'm not strong then whose gonna take care of things, who's gonna cook, who's gonna clean, who's gonna give them a shoulder to cry on and advice? Used to be me, for my entire life, that was me but everyone has been shocked shitless because I don't cook for anyone except myself, I only clean up after myself, I don't listen to their self made little melodramatic problems. If I wanted to take care of people I'd have kids and as far as I'm concerned I'm not taking care of anyone else unless My name is on a marriage license next to theirs or on a birth certificate! Moving on to fun stuff:

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My Sims Families ('Bustin Out in freeplay mode):

 

Riddick and Mimi (the games mimi not mc!)

 

Akasha and Lastat

 

The Crimes: (They are all on the crime career track and they have a warehouse full of stolen goods)

Robbery

Hooker

Thuggish

Drugs

 

Lee:

Bruce

Brandon

Tommy

Uncle

 

Ryu Hyabusa

Morris Chestnut

 

Aiden Ford and the game's Ginger (Ginger left him for Marisal so now he's with the game's Pamela but he's still sleeping with ex-wife Ginger and he has custody of the two kids, his older daughter hates Pamela)

 

Rob Thomas and Marisal and daughter (and now Ginger)

 

P. Shitter (he lives in a run down apartment, no job, he's just a mess)

 

Stereotypes:

White-

Black

Asian

Mexican

 

*My Last name*

Me

My sister

My Brother

My other sister

 

The Christians:

Father

Mother

The Boy

The Outcast (she's no longer in the church so they kicked her out but they let her live in the pool house, she's friends with The wiccans who live down the street)

 

The Wiccans:

Can't remember their names, but their house is amazing. I'd live there!

 

Prisoners:

(Their names are numbers and I can't remember right now, but they do in fact live in a prison! Ha-Ha)

 

Fams:

Papi (murdered by BlackWidow)

Mami (murdered by BlackWidow)

Hijo (murdered by BlackWidow)

Hija (moved in with BlackWidow, still alive...but for how long?BW likes her a lot)

 

Widow:

BlacWidow(has about 13 graves next to her house, she's been busy!)

2 kids in military school, one still at home who gets A's in school)

Hija (brought 200,000 simoleans with her when she moved in because the rest of her family is dead)

 

Many families have been taken out by BlacWido...She loves 'em and kills 'em...Ha-Ha

 

(Sims 2)

Rainbow Sun Francks and Me (he flirted with the neighbor so I had to bitch slap her and I kick her out every time she comes over!)

(They've been 'woohooing' the hell out of each other and still no kid! I like taking care of the babies!)

 

Mr. and Mrs. Smith and Abigale the Alien (so far I only married mr. and mrs. in this family, I didn't want Abigale moving in on Jane's man)

 

 

LMAO! I'm a nut some of these story lines sound like Jerry Springer Episodes!  When I get bored with one family I delete them or let the BlacWido have her fun!

 

 

 

Some show came on and they were talking about Oprah and I got so pissed off. They sit there and say "Oprah runs in 500 dollar track suits" and they say it like it's wrong or just the worst thing since the holocaust...If Oprah takes 500 dollar track suits and wipes her ass with them there is nothing no one on this planet can say about it because she worked hard for everything she has and she can spend her money how ever she chooses. Maybe if you find a job where you make money from your talent and don't sit around waiting for other people to do something so you can talk about, you would be able to afford 500 dollar track suits...Don't hate her because she's successful! Hate yourself for not working as hard as she does!

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You know a lot of people say things on their blogs that's weird to me. They say things like "I hope they don't find out, I hope no one reads this." Every thing I've said about any one on my blog has been said to their faces a million times. (Except the entertainers because I don't know them!) I mean I just don't care if someone is pissing me off I tell them to their face "You're pissing me off"...Now I get the people who say things about themselves and they don't want anyone who knows them to know but ...Okay maybe I'm just a nut! Ha-Ha. This really confuses me. I promise you if you start to tell people what you really think about them you'll find out that you don't have as many friends as you thought you did, some people are just there 'cause no one else is!

 

... this made me think of a news story where they were saying that teenagers are being introduced to drugs and suicide and sex through their blogs. And that parents should be sure to watch their kids and blah, blah , blah. First of all if your kid is doing drugs then you obviously haven't been watching them at all. Second of all if you have to sneak around and read your kid's blog behind their backs to find out what's going on in their life, you need to start being involved in their life and stop blaming the media, video games, and every thing else, and look in the mirror. If I had a kid I'd push them to the side while they were writing to see. What kind of parent has to sneak and do stuff? People are wimps. I've got an idea. RAISE YOUR OWN DAMN KIDS AND STOP BLAMING THE WORLD FOR YOUR FAILURE AS A PARENT. We all went to school didn't we? The same stuff kids are doing and talking about on their blogs is going on in school. On the play ground, In Church, At the day care center, and the drug use probably started because Uncle David or Grandpa George is a child molester and you are so involved in your own feelings that you ignore your children...Okay I'm gonna shut up now and go back to Area 52 with the rest of the people with common sense, I think you might call them "weirdoes."

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I don't think the world is ready for me! Ha-Ha. I was just thinking about how different I am from everyone that I know. All of the people who remind me of myself are antisocial, so I can't meet any of them! Ha-Ha.

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Oh my Lawd! It's almost 2006! In a few months I will be more than half way to 30! I feel closer to 70  but you know, I probably just look young for my age! Ha-Ha. I seriously do feel very old. Maybe I'm a Vampire and have lost my memory. Ha-Ha. I think that the next 25 years are going to be amazing for me. You know I think everything is balanced so good things are headed my way! That's the only reason why I bother to try. Things can't be horrible forever it's just not natural!

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My Celebrity Crush...Everyone assumes that my celebrity crush is Vin Diesel and everyone would be wrong! (I'm always making comments about Vin Diesel becaus he played Riddick and I watch Pitch Black a lot. I'm always talking about Keith David too but know onw knows who he is so they ignore those comments.) My celebrity crush has no drama surrounding is career, he's an amazing actor but I bet not many of you have heard of him. I know you know his face 'cause he just pops up in the most random places. I bet you have no clue. (Okay when I say 'crush' I'm talking more about his talent than his looks, and of course I'm not talking about his personality because I don't know him.) And no it's not Keith David...It amuses me that people take me seriously when I say things like " I'm gonna marry Vin Diesel, I wished they'd leave my man alone (insert random entertainer's name here)...Is anyone on this planet ever gonna understand me. I get so tired of having to say "I'm kidding. I wasn't being serious when I said I wanted to be a serial killer. I was joking when I said I'm a vampire.No, there aren't 18 bodies in my basement."...I should wear a sign on one side it'd say "serious", the other side would say "just joking" and I could flip it back on forth so I don't constantly have people look at me like I'm a nut and then go tell people what a "crazy person" I am, when I'm just joking...Rest assured that when I decide to go crazy it will make world wide news and history books. Ha-Ha! Maybe that will make me a believable actress. No one knows when I'm joking or when I'm being serious...Why do I keep repeating myself?...I'm in the Matrix and it keeps changing!

 

 

Why is that if a person calls themselves an illusionist or a magician and the light themselves on fire and jump off of buildings parents think it's okay if their kids watch it? But when some boys get together and do the same exact shit on MTV parents protest it and say how its a bad influence for their kids. What's the difference?

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Recent Movies:

 

Mr. & Mrs. Smith --- This movie was hilarious, when John and Jane go back to their house and have that big fight and then he just starts kicking the shit out of her, I completely lost it. I needed a good laugh! It was really good.

 

H --- "Tartan Asia Extreme," when I see that on a dvd cover I just grab it. No need to read the description. Even though I figured the story out early on it was still very entertaining and I loved it!

 

War Of The Worlds --- It was very good, only the aliens didn't look scary at all! They were cute to me, they kind of looked like pokemons. Ha-Ha! But still it was a good remake! (I wish people would leave Tom Cruise alone! The only thing people should care about is if they are entertained for the hour and a half that they are watching his movies. Nosey asses, get a damn hobby!)

 

The Interrupter --- I love Nicole Kidman! Even if I don't like a movie, her performance is always enjoyable.(Like The Stepford Wives, they butchered a classic with that one. The story made no sense!) This movie was good though. For some reason Sean Penn reminds me of my grandfather...not his looks of course but his mannerisms or something.

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THAT IS AIDEN FORD ON MY WALLPAPER, NOT RAINBOW SUN FRANCKS! Why don't people get that? Rainbow Sun Francks is an actor who played Aiden Ford, it's not the same person...People get on my nerves with this crap! I live alone on Planet Nergeedor I guess. ha-ha.

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I'm actually feeling a little better today (emotionally). I'll probably be freaking out again tomorrow though! Ha-Ha.

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I have to go rest now. I'm not feeling so hot.

 

 

Well, I got my test results back today and now I have to go to the Mayo clinic for another round of tests. I'm so sick of fucking doctors right now. I'm sick of test. I just want to get all this crap over with so I can get on with my life. They need to hurry the fuck up because I have things to do and their slow ass process is annoying me. So to all my Docs. Chop-Chop lets get this ball on a roll...I know, I know these things take time, I'm just over it...I'm not exactly emotionally well right now. At this time in my life I need someone the most and no one's there. No comfort. That's why I've been in such a shitty mood lately...Anyway this is life, shit on top of shit, not a good thing.

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SCRATCH....Daaaaamn. LMAO, oh this is some funny shit. (I ain't going there but, um yeah, I'm being entertained! Ha-Ha. It's an inside thing I guess.)

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I don't know what to do with myself right now. I have one of my headaches, I can't sleep, I'm not really bored, I just don't feel like doing anything.

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I could never go on the Judge Judy show. I couldn't just stand there while she called me an idiot, stupid...No Way!

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So there's this guy directing traffic because there was an accident and he lifts his shirt up and wipes the sweat off of his face with his shirt and I couldn't believe my eyes. Oh, his body looked like...I don't know. Wow! And the funny thing is I didn't even look at his face! Good lawd, I'm turning into a man! Ha-Ha! (He probably had his shirt up and someone was staring too hard and caused the crash!)Ha-Ha! I hope who ever was in the accident was okay because it did look pretty bad.

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Something from my blog ended up in my book! I didn't do it on purpose but that's just where the story went...So I've been thinking I'm gonna use my real name for fiction and a pen name for Science Fiction because I don't want anyone to think there gonna get the same type of story because it's by the same author. I can't decide though....

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Well, I must go and see what hubby is doing! Ha-Ha! Yeah I'm sick, I know! But I think about what they are doing when I'm not playing. Good lawd I need to get some friends quick! Ha-Ha! I'm losing it. (Actually I'm not because people who are losing it for real don't know that they've lost it.)