Planet Nergeedor

Nov 3, 2005 at 03:57 o\clock

Xmas TV / Rent / Nerds / Nicknames / Missing it

 
The worst thing about TV during Christmas -- Every television channel makes a new version of "A Christmas Carol." I hated the original and I've hated all the remakes, including The Halloween version that the "Roseanne Show" did.
 
The best thing about TV during Christmas -- At least one television channel has an all day marathon of "A Christmas Story", and The original "The grinch who stole Christmas" plays (I was only mildly entertained by the Jim Carrey version, but I don't think another actor would have been better for that role)
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I can't wait for 'Rent' To come out! 'Season Of Love' is one of my all time favorite songs! Movies that are based on Theater really make me miss performing. I always assumed I'd do theater, it didn't occur to me until later that I could do music and acting separately...anyway
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I sneezed all day, took a nap and woke up sneezing, my lips felt weird, I touch them with my fingers and they were huge, like someone injected collagen in them while I slept, and now I have the freaking hiccups. I'm going right back to bed! This is why I hate this time of year, I know I'm going to be sick until March! Ha-Ha. I'm the classic nerd! I am always having some sort of allergic reaction or illness. I try and take vitamins and everything but, I don't know maybe people who have high IQs, brains don't develop the immune system properly. I wonder if anyone has ever done a study on this...? It'd be interesting.
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Nicknames...I call very few people by their birth-names or their nicknames...I always make up my own shit to call people, even the ones I don't like. And if I know someone doesn't like their birth-names I have a really bad habit of constantly saying it...I think this comes from my boredom! I get bored quickly
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Thank you, and goodnight, (i watched 'The Phantom of The Opera' today so I'm having serious stage flashbacks...That shit is like oxygen to me...i need it)

Nov 2, 2005 at 06:26 o\clock

I have no idea, I'm completely out of it...

Mood: still sick

 
Okay, the reason I say 'Area 52' instead of '51' is because I was talking to this conspiracy theorist once and he kept saying 'Area 54' or something and I just thought this was the funniest shit. I mean obviously the dude had issues but you'd think he'd be able to get the numbers right since he's "been studying Roswell, for years." And I'm always saying that "I must be an alien because I'm so different from everyone else, so I live in Area 52 with all the other weirdoes" ---- My sense of humor, I guess! I think it's hilarious.
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Maximum Exposure (Max X)----this is one of my favorite TV shows. The narrator says the funniest shit. If you haven't seen the show it's a clip show with a weekly them, my favorite theme ever was 'Max X: Men are stupid'...I will tell you about one clip. Three dudes are in a car on a highway, there's a forest fire and it has spread across the road. These idiots are saying "Dude, lets ride through it, we can make it..." Keep in mind that these nut balls are filming themselves...The proceed to slowly drive through the fire, they're all hyped up and every thing but they keep driving and get scared because they can't see the road anymore and they start screaming "were gonna die!" and crying and finally when the come out on the other side they 'man-up' again are saying "Yeah dude, that was awesome, lets do it again."...I hurt myself on this episode! It was funny as hell.
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I see several people are also annoyed with that 'Error: ...prepend' shit! I think it does that when a lot of people are trying to use blogigo at the same time
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I don't think Terrence Howard has slept in the past three years! He's been in nearly every movie that has come out! You gotta love him though! (I don't think he gets the credit he deserves, but whatever...
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Everyone wonders what happened to the Gangsters after prohibition, well, I'm gonna tell ya...They all started record companies! The music biz is nothing more than legal 'loan sharking.' What other business can you charge 1000%, 2000%, 3000% interest on a loan? People sign these contracts because they think, "Oh well, I'll renegotiate when I hit big," and for most people that never happens. More musicians would be able to live off of a music income if they didn't sign their rights away from the beginning. I cannot understand why someone would sign a contract where a percentage of their money goes to a "broken record fee." Hello, the only records really out there are for DJs and it's hardly likely that many will be broken. People sign away their publishing...everything because they don't know the lingo and they go to "entertainment lawyers." I'm sure that record companies pay lawyers a fee for getting clients to sign shitty record deals (though I have no evidence)...I keep on (about twice a year) receiving a letter & contract from a legit record company (I checked them out). A few years ago, I sent them a couple of songs on a whim, and now they want to buy one of the songs but I read the contract and if I hadn't done my homework about the record biz, I probably would have signed the damned thing and given these people the rights to all of my songs with me only getting a very small one time fee! The movie industry used to be the same exact way but now they have unions that don't play that shit!... People assume that I want to be famous, which just isn't the case. If I wanted to be famous I would sign the first shitty contract that sat in front of me! But I don't want to be famous, I want to sing, act and write and I want to make enough money doing that so I wont have to work another job, I'd be happy to stay on the local level! I know I have to do everything myself or either conform to the entertainment industry. I would probably end up doing a song like "My Humps" if I signed a standard contract! Ha-Ha!...Anyway, I'm tired of talking about this right now.
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People think I'm psychic! I say things or dream things and they happen verbatim and people are like "stay away from me, you're a witch, blah, blah, blah..." Some things  have freaked me out, myself but I have a little theory...All animals are born with instincts, they know when bad weather is coming and they haul ass! If they don't like another animal they don't pretend that they do, they usually fight it out! But humans from the time they are born are told to ignore their instincts. How many times have you heard someone say "Don't cry"  to a baby or little kid? How many times have you heard "Don't be sad. Don't be too happy. etc?" Most people ignore their feelings but no one ever told me anything, so I feel what I feel. If I'm angry then I'm not going to pretend that I'm happy. Listening to my instincts is the only reason I'm sitting here today, I'd be dead if I ignored my gut reaction like most people. I have in fact ignored my gut reaction a few times and it turned out horribly for me. I met this guy once and I thought "run, this man is the devil!" and he turned out to damage me more than anyone else ever has, but I can't blame him because my instincts told me to run and I didn't obey. But now my instincts rule! And my life is much better than it was!
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I'm so dizzy, I feel  a little disoriented. Everything I wrote probably is confusing, 'cause I feel confused. I keep sneezing! I hate being sick so much! I'm gonna go spray the entire house with disinfectant because I think we keep passing this shit back and forth to each other.
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I'm gonna invent my very own holiday! Since none of the traditional  ones are ever good to me. Maybe I'll call it "Nergeedor Day" or something. I have to work out the details but I'm going to start my own shit, since most holidays are difficult for me...I'll let you know more about this later!...I have to go and rest now. I feel like crap.

Nov 1, 2005 at 02:15 o\clock

Wraith look alike / Just a photo / Need a hit / Common Sense / Shop / Bullies

Mood: fresh

Do you remember the redheaded female wraith that watched over the hive ship on Stargate Atlantis--Rising? Well, she kept reminding me of someone and I just now remembered who... There was a dude on that mtv show 'I want a famous face' who wanted to look like Jennifer Lopez, if you saw that episode then you know exactly what I mean, he looks like the female wraith! Maybe that's him, he's into acting now? Ha-Ha!
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For some reason fingerprints do not wipe of easily from my computer screen so I had to change my wall paper. I used to have a picture of Vin Diesel, shirtless. But chicks kept molesting my computer screen, I mean they were acting like the kid was really there, their eyes would glaze over and shit. One day I looked up and I said to one girl "What in the fuck are you doing?" because she was sitting there rubbing his nipple...And I thought I had problems!
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Oh man I need a "Runner" fix! Ha-Ha. Damn it! I wish I'd taped that episode. They need to speed season 2 to DVD! Fox has also been running episodes, but there still in season one. I am so in love with this show! (Is it just me or does David Hewett [McKay] look like a thinner version of the guy on 'Ghosthunters'?)
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Whoa! I went into the book store today and there is no more "African American Authors" section! I guess other people were complaining about that too or maybe the person in charge fell and hit their head and some sense was knocked into them. Now all the books are in their appropriate sections! Thank God for small favors...one less thing for me to be annoyed about! One less thing to complain about!
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I'm done with my Christmas shopping. And I even bought some candy just in case some little heathens should happen to knock on the door tonight. I only got candy that I like because I plan on eating the leftovers!
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Someone asked: "Why do you always say such violent things?" and my response was: "Because people don't understand regular talking. If I say 'please, leave me alone,' they can't comprehend it. But if I say 'leave me the fuck alone or I'm gonna knock your bitch-ass  into your next life.' They kindly grant my wish"....This is true. When I was in school I tried the whole "If you don't like me then just leave me alone" thing and it didn't work. But when I started cursing and screaming and going upside people's heads, they left me alone instead of harassing me daily. By the time I got to high school no one tried that "bully" shit with me even though, I was quiet and looked a mess (can you spell target)? Once I heard a girl say "Look what she has on blah, blah, blah. I'm gonna go ask her where she thought she was going in that out fit..." and her friend said "Don't mess with that girl she's crazy!"...I got the "crazy" reputation from middle school. There was this group of girls who would walk around bullying the "uncool" kids and all the other girls would go into the class room, or they'd cry or go home and they (the bullies) tried that shit with me one time. About five girls were saying "were gonna kick your ass after school, blah, blah, blah." And I took of my glasses and put down my books and said "Fuck after school, lets do this shit now." and those bitches backed down and were saying "We ain't even trying to fight you."...Later people kept asking me if I was really going to fight all of those girls and I said "They might have beat the hell out of me, but while on the ground losing consciousness I would have been bitting shins. Somebody would've had a scar for life!"...Now I just look at people and they stop doing whatever it is they're doing and leave me alone. I've got that whole "I will cut you motherfucker" look, but I only pull it out when needed! Ha-Ha! ...I've got more crazy stories, but...another day.