Men
Mood: Frustrated (in every sense of the word)
Listening to: Mary McCreary
I can't find one! Well I can find them I just don't want the ones I find. Men have lost their ever loving minds. (and it's women faults!) Men are used to women who will move them into their houses, pay their bills, baby sit their kids while the man goes out to clubs with his "friends". Men are used to women who call them 75 times a day, follow them to see if they are going to where they said they'd be. Men have asked me for money and that has been my last conversation with a lot of them. I'm NOT going to pay a man for his time. I want a man that would get three jobs before he would ask any woman (including his mother, sister) for money. I don't ask men for money so it throws me off when they ask me. Conversations I've had with men:
man: dang! I don't know where I'm going to get the money for my car payment
me: I don't know either
man:didn't you get paid yesterday
me: yeah
man: (after a long silence, I assume he was waiting for me to offer him money). You're so mean. Most girls...
me: well I ain't most girls ------------------------------------
man: I'm better than ___________ (my celebrity crush, who shall remain nameless)
me: What makes you better than him?
man: You can actually get me
me: But I don't want you ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
man: my friends said that you're not a man until you've been with a black girl. (then he paused for a minute, I guess waiting for me to respond) I've never been with a black girl. (he paused again)
me: and you never will (keep in mind that this was a guy who just walked up to me, I didn't know him. I think he was waiting for me to say "Oh, really? Well let me be your first." WHAT KIND OF MAN DOES THAT? ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
man: Hello Miss, you're very pretty. Can I get your number?
me: no
man: Why not?
me: (silent, shrug)
man: F you. You b. I don't want you any way. I was just trying to be nice. You must be a dike. (screaming)
me: If I had to choose between a woman and you, I'd be the biggest dike you've ever seen! ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
man: ...But you have to be secure to be with me. The ladies be all over a brother
me: But I don't want you
man: you will. all the ladies be after me
me: drunken sluts don't count as ladies. How many sober girls be all over you?
man: b
me: (I looked around first) Where exactly is your mother?
man: I don't allow nobody to talk about my mother. dumb a$$ broad
me: (series of curse words) ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
man: I'd be willing to f you. (I didn't know him and he says this!)
me: what makes you think I'd be willing to f you?
man: Because you're fat and can't get anybody else.
me: I'm fat and can't get any body else? (I couldn't believe he said that, that's why I repeated it!)
man: Yeah. So when did you want to do this? I can pick you up tonight.
me: (silent. I was in shock.)
man: How about 8. Where to you live?
me: In reality. Obviously you haven't been there in awhile. You must be out of your mf mind. Do they know you're off your meds? (a series of curse words and neck rolling and finger pointing)
man: What's wrong with you? I was just trying to be nice because I know you can't get any. God, you think you'd be greatful.
me: (silent, mouth open in disbelief)
man: your loss (he must have been on some hardcore drugs! I mean something new like, Her-Cra-Co-Meth)
I changed some things around to protect the stupid. God forbid any of them read this and know that I remember their dumb a$$e$! They have what I call "small town syndrome." They know that the man pool is small and that women around here would rather have a stupid man than no man. Except for me. I'll be single until a man can talk to me like he has common sense. That thing people say about attracting people who are just like you is a LIE! I am not stupid, but stupid men always approach me. I can deal with men who have mental disorders, such as bipolar disorder or multiple personality disorder. But I can't deal with stupidity. A lot and I do mean a lot of women around here have low self esteems so they let men talk to them with disrespect, they let men cheat on them.The focus of everyone around here is the opposite sex (or same, what ever.[there's not much to do around here]) For me, I feel that a man doesn't make my life, he's an addition to my life and if he's bringing drama he won't be in my life long. Men around here are used to women who feel they are nothing without a man. Men say that I'm "different", and they say it like it's a bad thing! ...to be continued...
