Mood: detached, adrift, alone
Listening to: nothing
yea well yes ummm hey hi and all that shit.
i dunno why im writing on this really i've got other stuff to do and etc etc and that sorta shit but meh i just............ i dunno.
i should go anyway
Mizz_Fairy
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im sitting here in the art block, so nervous about my exams.
first exam at 1:15pm. German listening. well meh it is only german i know i know but stupid mathers has put me in higher tier. sucks really does suck. so ive got to get a C to pass. my oral wasnt too great, my listening isnt too fab, so it means ive got to do good on reading and writing for meto get a C.
Re after german. 90mins for me to write about judaism. meh not too great but i figure if i just try to get into the flow of things and write as much hebrew as i can. ill be alright. im mainly saying that for my own benefit. just to reassure myself.
calm......... calm.......... ahhhha ok so im calming down a lot. lol god im such a srewed up mess.
meh well theres nothing else im willing to write on here.
Mizz_Fairy
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Mood: indescriptive
Listening to: Chaptor 4 - Avenged Sevenfold
i know i havent blogged in a while i dunno what really started me to blog today i guess cos i have nothing better to do.
well at the moment theres a lot going on but its highly personal so i wont write bout it.
Jeez! i dunno what to say, at the moment my life is pretty much focused on certain points, brought to my attention yesterday and thursday. o well, ill live and even if i don't so what? its hardly as though my death would be a loss to all mankind now is it?
anyway yea so get to leave school soon. finally, it will al be over. i was buring some photos today and it hit me i'll be finally leaving the bad memories so much better. so many things will fade away. so many scars are healing and being acknowledged.
*yawn* i should phone alyse. meh will do it now.
Mizz_Fairy
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Mood: good
Listening to: swwet child of mine!
hey all
havent written in ages
i know ill write properly again real soon. sooo errrrrmmmm quickly i guess......
errrrrrr...... dont know what to say. im good, im happy, im relaxed. errrrrrr ok other blog now lol
Mizz_Fairy
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