Mey's Journal

Jan 23, 2006 at 09:20 o\clock

Not too sure what to say!

by: mey2

Mood: OK

I have had a rather nice weekend.  Me and Hubby have been ok after the talk we had on Saturday night.
He seems to understand where I am coming from which is a huge step from last Tuesday.  We had lunch in a small restaurant near our house on Sunday and it was ok.... he tends to still ask me annoying questions like: who you're looking at or what are you thinking?  But we have now an agreement that when I dont like something, instead of getting frustrated, I just tell him: Now I dont like this, can you stop please.  And he agrees and stops.  So far so good.  We'll see how long this last!  I do look forward to going to see the counsellor tomorrow.  I think it will help even more.

Strangely enough we have yesterday searched the net for a Easter Holiday all together and instead of the beach and the sun, I suggested Switzerland Chalet in the mountains with snow.  I thought if we need to make this work, then I should voice that beach holidays is not really my thing all the time.  I like them but not everytime we go on holiday!
He was fine about it especially when I found some really nice chalets at a reasonable price!  So we'll see how this go too.

My feelings for him are still the same.  I care a lot for him but I am not in love with him.  And he knows that which is good.  We have come a long way since last week.  We are now talking and understanding each other.  I am not sure where this will lead us but I think that we are clever enough to make it work whichever direction it will take and to make sure the children are not suffering.

OOooo I wish there was a magic wand I could use to make things all better.


Today is Sarah's Birthday (she's 30!!!) and after picking up the kids from school, we (Sarah, Donna and Me) taking them to an ice rink and then to a pizza.  She wanted to celebrate it with her son and she thought all together will be great and I think it's a good idea.
On Saturday we will celebrate properly.  No kids...just girls!  We'll go out to pubs and clubs.  16 of us are going.  That should be a rather mad night and I am prepared to have a bad headache on the Sunday morning LOL.

Right...I better get ready for work.  Got to put my face on!
Have a great week

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