Mey's Journal

Mood: Worried

Last night, I was watching tele and I received a text on my mobile from my big brother asking me to get connected on Skype.  I was watching a good programme so I sort of ignored him saying 'Dont you have any other friends to talk to!?' (we always joke like that!), and he replied he needed to talk to his sister.... so I grabbed my pc and got connected cause I knew something was wrong.

And boy... was I not prepared for what he was gonna tell me.  First of all, work.  My dad's printing business for which my brother is working for is doing really bad.  And when I say really bad, I really mean bad.  The banks are knocking on the door all the time asking for money and they have been struggling for a good year now.  So he is feeling really down about it and my dad I can imagine is also in a turmoil. 
Then he carried on telling me that he and Camille, his partner of 15 years with which he has 3 children, has been hiding a lot of things and is apparently seeing someone.  He told me that he found text messages on her mobile and he also noticed her acting very strangely at times.
A few years ago, Camille had an affair with someone she had met at work.  My brother was absolutely devastated and it really broke my heart to see him like that.  But all got sorted out, he took her back and for the past 7 years, it has been ok between them.  Camille seemed to have gone back to care for her family had two more babies and I could safely say that their couple was going strong.
Now she is doing it again with someone else.  My brother confronted her about it and there were tears and 'sorries' and 'dont worry nothing is going on'.  But when he told me a few details about what he'd found and heard and seen, I was like.'well... it does look suspisious indeed'.  And I'd hate to admit it because I love Camille, she is more than just a sister in law.  She is also one of my best friend, but I really think she is up to no good once more.

I really feel so sorry for my brother cause he really does not deserve the heart ache.  He is so good to her and she is once again trying to get a thrill somewhere else.  I know that she owuld never leave her family, but it looks like she needs to have this little scary adventure on the side to make her feel alive and wanted. 

It is comprehensible in a way.  You want to feel wanted and flattered because someone new fancies you.  But she will hurt so many people if she has an affair again.  Her kids are so family orientated and they always do loads together.  If she goes, she will broke their heart too.

I do hope nothing is going on and that she will come to her sense before anything bad happens.  This is to be continued!!

On top of that I spoke to my mum last night too before I talked to my brother and she told me she was very concerned about my sister.  My sister is 21 and has apparently been chatting to a guy on the internet and she is planning to meet him this weekend.
Which of course is very scary.  But the scariest thing is to think that my sister is stupid enough to do something like that.
She is a sensible girl and sensitive as well.  So why would she act like such an idiot!
I sent her an email last night to tell her that she better think twice about going this weekend.  I told her that if she really wants to meet him she should let him come to her!!!  I am really worried but again, this is to be continued!

And...yes... this is not over just yet, My mother also told me that my dad and his girlfriend are on the verge of splitting which is so sad cause they are good together.  But I think my dad is expecting far too much from his girlfriend.  They got together just a little 2 years ago after my mum and dad got divorced.  They love doing things together and get on really well.  When they decided to move in together nearly a year ago my dad thought he was kinda replacing my mum.  But Dany (that's his girlfriend) has not been joining in the family activities (I am talking routine family stuff).  My little sister and brother still live with my dad and dad feels like she does not want to care for them. 
And to me I understand Dany totally.  She has had two children, who are now married with kids and the last thing she wants is to start again with snorty teenagers who are being lazy and ungrateful.  As much as I love my brother and sister they can be extremely selfish and brats.  So I understand why Dany is sometimes doing her own thing and does not want to be involved in the family things... but my dad says that if she moved in, she should get involved.  Well maybe they should have waited before moving in together.... I really think my dad wants too much too quickly but I would not sare say that to him.... he can be very proud and stubborn sometimes and I dont want him not to love me lol... if you know what  mean!!

On top of all that (no no...it's not finished!), yesterday was the anniversary of the death of my dear uncle.  He died of cancer within 10 days of being diagnosed.  I miss him dearly.  I was only 52.  He was my mum's little brother.  So I felt a bit down yesterday!

Now on a plus note...(aaahhh some good news at last), my friend Laure-Helene with whom I was at bording school sent me an email and invited me to go to Paris where she lives for a long weekend.  Now I just have to convince hubby which I am sure will be ok cause that will mean he can also go away for a weekend with his friend Simon and go kite surfing somewhere hot!!  So I have something to look forward to!
And something else positive, I feel better about hubby today for some weird reasons.  I like him today...lol

I better go to work!!
Have a great Wednesday
Mey
-x-

PS:  Tonight is the two episodes finale of LOST....AAAAHHHHH I cant wait!!!!!
and...on Friday Aha are on tele too!!!  Whoo hoo..if only I was living in a TV set... it would be so much nicer!!