Karen's reply to me!

Aug 28, 2005 at 11:23 o\clock

Mood: COOL

My comments are in red!!!... with smilies

Elodie

I feel I need to let you know a couple of things despite you not wanting a reply, I needed to say the following.. HERE WE GO!!!!

The reason I didn't go out for Hubbys Birthday were for various reasons, primarily it being Petes Birthday too. We had planned to go out on the night but his mum couldn't babysit so he wanted a meal at home. I couldn't leave him at home on his own could I? ESCUSES ESCUSES ESCUSES

!!! I have spoken to Hubby about this. HE DOES NOT REMENBER

I will be honest,LET'S

I would of felt uncomfortable going as I wouldn't have known anyone. I would feel uncomfortable going in to any environment feeling like this if I didn't know anyone, and if I had come, as I say it would of meant leaving Pete home which I didn't think was fair. Your friends were not the reason for me staying at home that night! THE REASONS WASNT MY FRIENDS BUT IT WAS CAUSE SHE DIDNT' KNOW ANYONE THAT SHE DIDN'T WANT TO COME TO THE PARTY... SHE CONTRADICTS HERSELF IN ONE SENTENCE!!

I also want to clear up about me slagging off your friends..the only person I ever made comment about was Sarah.AND THE REST

! I don't deny that, I felt extremely left out and uncomfortable. And also all I said was that I didn't think she likes me for what ever reasons. THAT WAS ALL IN HER HEAD, SARAH HAD NEVER EVER SAID A THING ABOUT OR TO HER AND I TOLD HER THAT MANY TIMES BUT SHE DISMISSED IT ALL ALONG

I don't know who else I have been mean about? EEERRR... SAM AND SIMON!!

I see with hindsight I have been stupid but our friendship meant alot and I guess I felt threatened? I can't answer why, because I don't know. OR YOU DONT WANT TO SAY CAUSE YOU KNOW YOU'RE WRONG!

The reason I sent you that 'guilty text' yesterday was because I was distraught. Some bad stuff has been going on with Jo HER SISTER and I wanted to talk to you about it, thats all. I WONDER IF THIS IS YET ANOTHER ESCUSE!

It wasn't intended to make you feel bad at all, it was about how I was feeling and was not inteneded to influence how you are feeling. CAN I LAUGH NOW!!

You know about Jo and I wanted to talk so that was what that was about. I do believe that sometimes you take me the wrong way, playing with your feelings? Clear example, I just needed you to listen, thats all. I knew I shouldn't of done it. YOU ARE RIGHT THERE!

You don't have sole responsiblity for my happiness I NEVER SAID THAT

and I don't want you to think you do, I NEVER SAID THAT EITHER

but I do miss having you around. I think we both are guilty of alot of ups and downs, EEERR... YOU MORE THAN ME

but I feel you have made out its all me. I don't think thats fair, but you are entitled to your opinion WELL THANK YOU

and I am not denying that I have been out of order at times. SEE... TELLING THE TRUTH IS GOOD!!

I would also like you to know that I am a very sensitive, emotional and caring person. BLAH BLAH BLAH

You must remember I have been there for you loads WHAT!!!

.... WHEN!!???!!

so please don't make me out to be a complete bitch because I am not. WELL OK... IF YOU SAY SO....AHEM

I do not have 'issues' with my life, LOL LOL LOL

I find that very condescending and unnessesary. OH PLEEEEESE!!

I am just an emotional fool AWWWW.... PLEEEEEESE

and like you have told me lots of times I should toughen up, and maybe thats what I will do. THERE YOU GO....

I would like to know how I have played with your feelings? WORK IT OUT FOR YOURSELF LADY!!

Perhaps you will tell me one day. NOPE

I would also like to say that if you felt so bad about our friendship and wanted it to work you could of spoken to me or mailed me if you felt you couldn't say what you needed to say? WELL I DID DIDN'T I!!!

I've never been that unapproachable surely? WELL YOU ARE A BIT CAUSE YOU ARE A CRAZY LOONY!!