Mey's Journal

Mood: OK
Listening to: MTV Hits

OK... Today is Friday 13th and to be honest with you, it's been pretty good to me so far!!  I saw A-ha on tele (remember...the best band in the whole wide world!) and I also managed to go on a chat live with one of the band mate, Magne.  He answered one of my question and I was like...so excited!  God I am such a teenager! 

Being Friday 13th I was wondering:  are you supersticious?  I know I am in a lot of ways.  I will never EVER walk under a ladder.  In France, seeing a spider in the morning is bad luck and if you kill it, the bad luck will die with it so I usually kiil the spiders in the morning and at night, I ask hubby to take them outside (sorry to all spider lovers!!).  I collect small elephants with their trunk up and I always make sure they are facing a door...that again is bad luck if they dont.  If I am driving and see a black cat walking accross the road, I will turn back (that is a bit extreme but I really dont want to risk it!!).  But dont worry... I take pills for it..LOL  I am getting sorted and hopefully by end of the year I wont be as crazy!

I made Noddy cakes with Tom this morning and my friend Sarah is popping in later for a cup of coffee which will be nice.

I have also emailed my mum about my situation and hubby and told her.... I am doing nothing right now.  I let it go and see where it'll take me.  I have a family to concider and right now, I cannot deal with making any changes at all.  Me and hubby are getting along ok despite that he has been acting like such a proper idiot lately.  It's like that... he thinks he is so funny with his snarky comments or macho attitude when he is watching people on tele...people with problems for example.  There was this woman on tele who had lost an enormous amount of weight and was trying to tone her body but unfortunetaly her skin was not following, so she had excess of skin on her tummy and bottom.  It did not look nice at all  but I kinda felt sorry for her cause she had made such an effort to loose the weight and was still struggling with her body!  So anyway, she got a nice make over (not as extreme as the ones we can see done in America) and she looked like 100% better.
But Hubby was making horrid comment about the way she looked before not concidering that that woman had feelings too.... I know she could not hear him what he was saying but being a woman myself, I felt like I needed to take her defence.  And he keeps doing that... and he can't understand why I get so frustrated about it.  If he was with his mates I wouldn't care cause men are stupid and when they are together you might as well leave them being stupid and get it out of their system.  But when he is with me, I expect a little respect if you know what I mean.  OK... maybe it is because it is the 'time of the month' and I am being less than reasonable... but he just irritates me

I could do the same as he does and make stupid comments about all the pratts I see on tele talking about cars or football.  But that would mean going down to his level... and I am far better than that!

OK... I have another example.  This morning as I said earlier, A-ha was on tele being interviewed and I really wanted to listen to them and he was sitting next to me.  He managed to keep quiet for the whole interview which is quite an achievement for him cause he cannot help talk throughout a film or other programme we watch... and his comments are not even intelligent.  He really talk to say stupid things all the time.  Anyway, the interview finished and I got up to go and have a shower and he said: so how do you feel about them now you can see they are really thick!  I just told him he was being really mean and he laughed telling me I was being childish.  SO I told him to buzz off and he thought I was joking.  He just said I was over reacting.  And maybe I was but he knows how I feel about them and still he could not help make a nasty comment instead of shutting his big gob.  He just called me on the phone 5 minutes ago and asked how I was...asked if I was still mad at him and I told him he was out of order... he still doesnt get it.  It's about a comment he made about A-ha... I could not care less about what he think of the band cause his opinion means less than nothing to me.  It's about the lack of respect he's got for me that matters.... but if I say that to him, he will laugh at me and tell me...yet once again... I am over reacting!He really makes me so mad !

Anyway.... weather here is grey and cold.  That pixie weather lady got it wrong!!!  So I am staying home today... that suits me fine!

Have a great Friday 13th!!!  (which looks like is gonna turn sour towards the end of the day if that jerk annoys me more!)
Mey
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