Mey's Journal

Mood: fed up
Listening to: Sky News

OK.  I woke up this morning thinking of all of you guys...awwww... aren't I just the nicest!! LOL...

I thought I need to make a few changes in here.  So I am gonna delete my other blog which I never really use.  This way, I keep it all tidy!  and also I will make sure that I'll write more on here even if it is just to say HI!!
I also thought that if any of you who cannot create nice banner for your blog (I am not saying I am great at itbut...) please do not hesitate to ask me to create a banner for your blog.  You can choose anything you want, picture, colour, style and I'll try to match it for you!!... and all for free LOL

I wanted this morning to come down while hubby was still asleep and start writing but nowadays, he does it all the time, he sees me going out of the bedroom and he has to follow...like a dog!  Can't he just leave me alone and go back to sleep!!
Now he said this morning that I had been in a really bad mood over the weekend and he didn't know what he had done wrong.  I told him nothing and just put it down to the time when Auntie Flo is visiting (I got that right didn't I Shell and Teri !) For those who dont understand, it is the time of the month.... you know the one...
I said to him that I felt angry but could not control it and told him to stay clear when that happens.  That is the best he can do.  And he said that he could not understand the fact that my moods and actions were beyond my control  THE CHEECK!!!!  I told him he was doing the same to me all the time with his stupid paranoia and you'll never guess what he replied to me.... no really... it is just UNBELIEVABLE!  He said: Yes but I have a good reason!!!!

Can you flipping believe that jerk!!!! 

Hang on... it is not finished... no no really... that is gonna make you laugh!!  He said:I dont like you when you are like this and I even thought that maybe we need to separate for a little while

JOIN THE FLIPPING CLUB YOU MORRON!!!!!!

Now he knows exactly how I feel.  He has just realise this.  I have been really down lately and maybe I put it down to Auntie flo all the time well in fact it may well be about me being so unhappy with that big fat chimp.  He said to me after New Year's day that he will not have a drink for the whole month and he will take up the gym... he said I will change, 'I promise!' he said.  Well did he not have a drink at all this month...Nooooo and did he join the gym...Noooooo   He went to play Squash once... Well done fatso... do you want a medal for that??!!!!!

When I told him he promised he would not drink for a whole month but did not keep that promise, his escuse was that he was in a pub with his mates... so he could not not drink.  Well I was in a the same pub with the same friends and drank limonade!  So it is flaming possible!!!

Now the worst about all of this is that if I complain about it, he will tell me that whatever he does, is just not good enough for me.  But the problem he doesn't seem to see is that he does nothing right...and he promises things he never keeps.  So I think I have the right to be just a little annoyed...dont' you think!!!

I was feeling a tat better about the whole situation this week.  But now I dont anymore.  I am too lazy to do anything yet about it.  Or maybe I just wait for him to do something... and he is so weak in making decision, it looks like I will be waiting for a while!!

Have a nice sunday!
Mey
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