28th July

Jul 28, 2005 at 17:29 o\clock

Mood: Okey
Listening to: Radio 1

Well.... at last I have decided to start my online journal. I am not sure what I will write in it cause I am not sure anyone will find my life interesting!! But hey.... what the heck! I will read it and that's the main thing... right!?

Anyway... today is Thursday and I have just finished work. I will go back there in September and probably will find a huge pile of files waiting for me to deal with. But who cares, I am gonna enjoy 4 weeks of nothing.... dadeedadadaaa! The sun is now shining, the rain has stopped for now and I have some few good things to look forward to. (Charley and the chocolate factory is one of them... well... you gotta have something!!!!!)

I went to my doctor this morning cause I had to have a smear ... well I put it off for almost 6 months. I could not put it off any longer; it would have been darn right irresponsible of me not to take care of myself. So anyway... it's done now and I shall have the results in 6 weeks. I might just write about it... watch this space (yippeee.... the smear result ). I talked to my doctor today about how I have been feeling lately (huho.. here's the boring bit!) and she said that maybe I could go back on the Happy Pills I was taking a couple of years ago. So I said yes cause to be honest with you, I am sick and tired of being sick and tired and it is a low dosage so it's not like I am on 10 Prozac a day. I just need to get my hormones balance back to what it was .... when I was 6 with not a care in the world. Jee.... I dont know why but the older I get the more complicated it gets... I am talking about life in general here! That is why I need Happy pills.... I think!

Apart from all that I have to talk about my mother (yeeks) and my now EX friend Karen cause she has been so out of order lately I have decided to never speak to her again... she doesn t know it yet!! I will talk about that another day though...

I just watched the news and I am not chuffed about it.... I mean with all that is happening in London, it makes you wonder... what the freaking F*** is going on. I heard today that the IRA has decided to declare Peace and deal with issues with politics from now on...
I wonder! Would AlQaeda do the same... let's drop the war and deal with our issues through politics??!! naaaaahhhh no such luck! We are stuck with this evil with no way of knowing how... or if.. it will end....