Calmer now!
It's all better at home at the moment although I feel that Hubby is really struggling to keep his mouth shut and not blame me for one thing or another...
But I see it that way. If he is quiet, then I am happy!! He is off tomorrow and will go shopping by himself hopefully to get me some presents cause I bloody deserve it after all the s!it he puts me through!
Especially after all the good stuff I got him. I went so overboard this time...probably to show him I care! But so many times I have been wanting to chuck the whole lot in his face. I must say, my christmas spirit is not as high as usual. I havent even put my christmas cards up.... and I have received lots (expect from one certain person... I shall say that maybe real God dont send cards, but fake ones do!) Anyhow, I am sure that even though I dont feel like Christmas , it'll be ok!
Well tonight is a good start cause I am on holiday till January 3rd. At least I will be able to have a laying tomorrow morning which I desperately need.
