I Fear Only Myself

Mar 20, 2006 at 18:14 o\clock

James :O

by: LotusRose

okay
so i got a text off 'the ex' at 6:28 this mornin (?):
"Hey how r u?I miss u, about that txt i sent i need 2 talk 2 u realy ive had time 2 think and the passed and sirtan events ive happened which hav made me think"
he can fukin fuk off 'cause he broke up with me 'cause he didn't see me

and i'm the the fukin middle of my exams now, theres no way i can see him

and i've neveer been happier than when i became single

i don't a guy like that!

besides

i like paul *ssshh!*

Mar 20, 2006 at 12:28 o\clock

Paul :)

by: LotusRose

Mood: appreciated, girly.

Okay, so I kinda know this guy, Paul.
I think he's sweet, he's cute, and he likes Pink Floyd! :)
I saw him yesterday at Kairos and while everyone else talked in groups, he talked to me all night
He also ripped off a piece of his shoe (!) and gave it to me (?)
(for which he asked back and fought with me for :P)

He touched my hair and said he liked it down :)

He also asked if I'd kiss his poorly thigh better :p

Tempting though it is ...

Share my happiness!!!

Mar 16, 2006 at 22:49 o\clock

Happiness

by: LotusRose

Mood: nostalgic yet not regretful
Listening to: naomi

yes, which should seem unusual given that
1) it is parents evening tomorrow :s
2) i have exams ever-looming
3) i no longer have a boyfriend

yet, strangely, none of these things bother me.
particualrly the guy thing.

ever since I lost James, my life's been a whole lot emptier
But, oddly, easier
I'm not stressing over when I'm going to see him
I'm not stressing that someone's gonna find out about him
I'm just, not stressing!

And Tooke was hardly anything to miss anyway
We didn't talk and we were always so polite to eachother
psch
he likes someone else now
I hope it works out for them
I don't wanna know who it is 'cause I'll start thinking bout it again
The best thing to do is concentrate on ...

The meaning of life.

Anyone know where I can find some of that??

Mar 16, 2006 at 21:43 o\clock

Hovis and Arnie ♥

by: LotusRose

Mood: happy
Listening to: the hum of the computer

Mar 16, 2006 at 18:48 o\clock

Brand New Shiny Blog

by: LotusRose

Mood: happy :O
Listening to: Becky and Georgi

yes and I hope you're excited
'cause this is well worth getting excited about

so yeah anyways just sitting in the library with Becky and Ickle Georgi

 

Any thing you#d like to say gurls?

 

"this a is suite that is coool and u are talking to the mysary person and she is squging gearges fat"

thankyou for that intellectual insight, Becky

"no problemujs duhdld dfklft mfcikf fvl"

Right.  Well.

Goodnight ladies.