Weblog of LittleBeetle_82

I'm in 2 minds about everything.  One minute it's "How exciting, I wonder what job I'll end up in next" and the next it's "But I don't want to work anywhere else".  I'm sick of feeling so up and down about it.  The fact of the matter is that next week I'll be out of a job.

I went for a job interview the other day which I know I won't get.  They were interviewing 11 other people for it.  But I did well, considering how many applications they got, to even get an interview in the first place.

The building owner has mentioned to me that he'd love to keep me on here, but they just can't afford to, hence paying some poor trainee $300 a week...gosh those trainee wages suck!

I'm terrified of change.  I left my last job after 4 long years because the place was really getting me down.  On my first day here I cried in my lunch break.  Sounds crazy, but to be somewhere totally different where you don't know anyone and you're completely vulnerable, it's a scary thing.

Ahhh, I don't know...I just feel really lost at the moment.