Why I hate Sundays......
Mood: a tad depressed
Listening to: The Offspring: Long Way Home
to quote from my favorite comic strip, 'Calvin and Hobbes', " Autumn Sundays are the worst.....You can never really enjoy Sundays because in the back of your mind you know you have to go to school the next day.....And when the leaves change color it just reminds you even more that summer's over and schools just begun..."
This is exactly what I'm feeling right now...and to make matters worst, we just closed the pool up for the winter....
I don't know if I can do a whole a year of school right now.....
maybe its just how the year started (the school fucking up my whole AP assignment.....how stupidly crowded my school is becoming.....), it doesn't feel like a very good beginning of the year....i don't know.....
I'm feeling really stressed right now and I have no idea why.....maybe its just how "new" everything is feeling.....having new classes, different teachers, and the fact that almost none of my friends are in any of my classes (that really sucks...). In fact, since the start of school last week, I don't think I've even talked at all.....now thats sad....
Well...ok, I've talked to my friend Eric only because we see each other in the halls, and I'm trying to talk him (and some others) into going back to the Environmental Club....(i really just want to go on the whale watch trip that they have)...just so I can talk to them.... this is what you get going to a big school, you never see anybody.....
I seriously am missing last year....at least I had people to talk to in most of my classes and sat with friends at lunch......I have a feeling I'll be spending my lunches in the library.....doing work.....
