Cryptic...not really
Listening to: Placebo
I'm Nobody!
Who Are You?
Are You...Nobody...Too?
-a snippit from Emily Dickinson
I do feel like a nobody...actually I feel more like Molly Ringwald in 16 Candles...
I don't know...I just fell like friends are supposed to be happy when its your birthday...they're supposed to take you out to have a fun time...or maybe I've just been watching way too many teen movies...
No one has really mentioned anything, apart from a maybe we'll go to the movies...and I don't want to have to say "Hey let's go out for my birthday" That sounds sorta deperate, right? Or maybe its just me and my own stupidity...and I am not too delusional to hope for a surprise...because that ONLY happens in the movies
Arg...I waste too much time whining about what I wish would happen... I just don't really want to spend my 20th birthday at home with my parents...don't get me wrong, its nice to spend time with them...but I freakin see them every day...I spend every day sitting in my room...I love going out...it just feels so....normal, I suppose...
Plus I'm sick...my throat is killing me...
O Life! Why do you hate me so?
