Appointments and Assassinations
Listening to: Aiden
Seriously, what's up with that title?
I really have nothing to do while i wait until 3 so i can go to my dentist appointment....one that has been cancelled and changed so many times in just a week...
I'm really missing the stucture of school and (don't tell anybody) I sorta can't wait for the fall semester to start....last fall was kinda weird for me, awkward is probably the better word to describe it....and I want to have a good one this year...plus my 20th birthday is in the fall and I can't wait for that :)
I miss writing papers....I miss putting in the research-time....I miss spending the whole day trying to stretch out 3 pages worth of information into 8 by adding long words from my trusty thesaurus...I miss checking out books from the library a whole month before i even have to start THINKING about writing the paper and letting them sit on my desk for that entire month, the whole time having to renew them several times, just so that i can tell myself that I'm being a good girl for working on my papers early....
I miss walking around campus with my headphones in, my arms full of textbooks, my coat and scarf wrapped around me, and breezing past the visiting high school kids nervously walking around during the visitors weeks...I know I was once one of them myself, but I like feeling grown-up :P
I miss my bangs....during the school-year i like to grow them out and use them as "blinders" so I can concentrate on my work.....though it probably doesn't help with my social interaction.....hmmm...
I miss driving down to school every morning, my thermos full of hot coffee, my tunes blasting as I cruise down the interstate...though I suppose if gas hits 6 bucks a gallon I'm not going to like that as much anymore....55 to stay alive...and save gas
I even miss the first day of class when everyone sits in the seat that, according to the unwritten laws of college classrooms, will be their assigned seat for the rest of the semester even though the professor rarely takes attendance, thus not requiring assigned seating.....and people avoid sitting near me....thereby leaving what I like to call the circle of seclusion: the desks to the left and right, front and behind are empty until those bad apples who show up late are forced to sit near my presence.... :/
Whatevs....
