Just Lil' Ole Boring Me

Oh....I don't understand people sometimes....

All I can say is why?why?why?why?why?why?

WHY. WOULD. YOU. DRINK. AND. DRIVE???????? UNDERAGE?!?!?!?!?!?!? GAHHHHHHH!!!

THIS IS BLOWING MA MIND!!!

I'm begging you!!! Pleasepleasepleaseplease!! Call me for a ride home!!! I Will Come To The Damn Bar AND Drive You Home! Hell...You Can Stay At My House If You Don't Want Your Parents To See You Shitfaced!!!!

I wish I could be there to talk some sense into you...but I don't want to ruin your "big" day...

It's not that I've lost respect for you...I'm not taking a holier-than-thou attitude....I'm just trying to be the voice of reason here....I understand you want to show how you are now able to go a get a drink whenever you want....I get it...I suppose its a right of passage....but what is the fun in getting completely plastered...I just don't understand that part....Have a drink or two...but don't overdo it...you are just going to hurt yourself....or possibly others if you FUCKING DRIVE UNDER THE INFLUENCE!!!!! GAAAAAAHHHHH!!! I just can't wrap my mind around how FUCKING STUPID that was!!!

I need to take a break from this for a second....I'm getting too worked up....

I cannot believe that it costs $100 to get a passport...wtf...

Well I guess that's going to have to go at the bottom of my TO DO list...after I've saved enough money to

1. get a haircut

2. get my winter coat dry-cleaned

3. buy new bed sheets

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..... at this rate, I think it'll be a while before I get to leave this country....

ok.....question: What should I do?

There's a surprise 21st b-day party for a friend of mine...a lot of people I know are going to be there....

Problem: 1. It's at a bar...I'm not 21 yet...they probably won't even let me get in 2. I'm sort of against the consumption of alcohol, and I don't feel comfortable hanging out in a bar..it would be weird.... 3. (this really isn't too much of an issue) It's on a Monday night....and I have school in the morning... i.e. I don't think my parents would be too thrilled, but also I don't like staying out late on school nights...it messes me up for the next day...

I don't mind going out...its just I'm feeling torn on this issue....and I don't think I want to see a friend of mine completely wasted....  ::sigh:: why oh why did i decide to finally make friends....

ah...how i love puns...

Ok...so, as usual, I worried more than I needed to concerning my grades....on that exam I thought I failed I got a 96 (A)....so, that made me feel much better....and on my other exam that I had on the same day I got an 88 (B+)...which is a little disappointing seen as how I actually prepared myself a lot more for that one...but I'm not complaining...that was a bad day and I still have two more grades to bulk up my GPA

This college o' mine is really pissing me off...not only have I had issues concerning the parking situation...in the mail today I got a bill from the school stating that I owe 56 bucks....I don't understand where this came from...I paid my tuition more than 3 fucking months ago, so what took so long for this to be figured?...the problem also is that if you have any outstanding balances on your account, you can't register for the next semester's classes....my registration day is in a week and a half...so....unless I can get this sorted out quick, I'm pretty fucked....

Oh screw you ___ ___ ___ College!! Try getting any more money from me...it'll be like trying to squeeze blood out of a stone....I'm so broke its not even funny...

Back again for yet another round...Midterms have been going on for the last few weeks...I don't know why they are stretched out for so long...and I am so worried about what I got on my Presidency exam...it was so hard and so long (that's what she said...oh, ha ha ha...yeah, that's about the extent of my humor today...)

Song lyrics to sum it all up....forgive me for my melodramatic ways...

I'm S-I-C-K of my meaningless life.

Where C-H-A-N-C-E-S pass me by.

That's R-E-A-L-I-T-Y...

And you might ask why nothing's ever how it seems.

I think I knew more when I was 13.

When did life get so real?

Now I feel like I'm losing my mind.

I used to think all the time.

Now thinking hurts and feelings are worse...I liked reality better when it was a dream.

Sometimes I feel like jumping off a bridge...

in less than 24 hours I will be in florida...i'm going to disney world!!!

though of course all of my mid-terms are the day after I get back...so I get to study in disney....oh joy

Oh..the suspense is killing me!!

I'm waiting for the on-line test to start for College Jeopardy....yup, I'm finally going to try and get on the show!! Why not? I mean, its only my THIRD year in college...

I hope I pass it!!!

Edit: well, that went horribly...