Chill....
Listening to: Placebo- A Friend in Need :)
Wow...i need to calm down a little....my last entry was a little paranoid sounding...
I'm already starting to stress out about school....my tuition is due, I just finished up going through all of this paperwork bullshit in order to take out a loan to PAY for school...the book store now has all my money from the ridiculous prices of textbooks...i still haven't gotten the rest of my supplies....i've been invited to one of the honor societies at school (Sigma...something...) and I'm really considering doing it this time (I was invited last year, but I didn't want to do it in my freshmen year)....and I am not looking foward to all of the work that I have ahead of me....
I'm starting to question if this whole college thing will be worth it...a piece of paper will suddenly open up all of these doors??? does it really work that way???
When I leave that school in 3 years, I will be in debt up to my eyeballs....with probably few job prospects (I had to be the one who wanted to study history...but not actally teach it)...i will have to move out of my parents house....get a real job (can't work at the pharmacy forever)..............I feel it would be more prudent to just end it now while I still have a chance....
LIFE SUCKS!!!
