WHY?
Mood: depressed
Listening to: Nirvana
Maybe its just a reaction to listening to a lot of Nirvana songs....but......
Why am I such a fucking social recluse?!?!?!?!?!
Tonight I went to a small party for some of my coworkers who were leaving for college....ok....sounded like fun, and I pretty much went because one of my friends was going as well....
What do I do while I'm there? NOTHING!!! not a single conversational thought came into my stupid head the entire time!!!!!! I pretty much just leaned against the wall the whole time and laughed when someone said something funny.....I am so socially awkward....and now I feel like such an idiot 
FUCKFUCKFUCK!!!
I wish that made me feel better.....but, it doesn't.... :(
