Sweet!!
Mood: tired.....bored
Well...it is official! I am now done with my first year of college, and I have to say....it's been an interesting year....i feel so grown up now!!
Yeah, right.....lol
But it is sort of true....i've had many new experiences, some with were helpful and some which were quite a shock....i feel as if i'm straddling the line between still being a kid and really being an adult...ya know? Sometimes I really want to just stay a kid as long as I can....I want to delay what will happen for as long as I can...and yet, there are times when I want to be taken seriously, especially by my parents, who still see me as a little kid....
I don't know....its such a surreal feeling....when I think back to one year ago today...I was still in high school, I hadn't gotten my job yet, I was still worrying about APs and regents/finals and now when I think about it...I dont know why I was so worried...high school was so stupid....
On June 25th, it will have been exactly one year since I had graduated....the idea still hasn't really formed in my mind yet....i know this may sound totally ridiculous, but there are mornings when I wake up and think that I am heading right back to where I left off last year...I'll be walking through the halls of AHS and going to all those idiotic and boring classes that I had to take....even though I hate to admit it, sometimes I do miss it....
I know that I won't miss the dumbasses I had to tolerate, though there are still so many more of them out there....frankly most of the people that I went to school with can all go to hell....they definitely didn't make my life any easier....though, to be fair I suppose, I wasn;t exactly an apporachable-looking person...although I wasn't the kid who dressed all in black and had piercings in every part of their body, I was pretty stand-offish....I didnt really look at anyone, nor strike up any conversations.....there were times that I could go an entire day without saying a word until I got home....it was pretty sad....
I'm not saying that I was a complete loner, its just that I've never been a really social person, and I've always found it hard to connect with people....I am still a loner of some sorts....but, I'm not the kind of "loner" who goes and shoots up the school....which seems to be a big trend nowadays...I just like being left to myself and not bothered....
Wow...this is getting kind of long....I guess I just have a lot to say....:)
Anyway...back to where I initially started....end of school...
So yeah...my finals went pretty well, I think....got the grade back on the bio lab final that I thought that I bombed...got an 82, not too shabby...everything else I won't know until the gradeas are put out, so probably in a couple of weeks
Taking a summer class...just felt like staying a little ahead of my required courses....after this class and the rest of my fall semester, I will have completed all of the core courses that are needed t0 graduate and that will leave my about 2 1/2 more years to focus in on my major....whoo....hoo...:)
This summer class is an on-line course...so that should be interesting....at least I'll have a more flexible schedule....good, because I plan on getting a real nice tan this year, not unlike last year where I spent about one full day in the sun and ended up with the absolute worst sunburn I've ever had....won't be doing that again..lol
Ok..its getting late...i'm off to watch my taped episode of the Gilmore Girls....only one more left and then its all over!!!! My childhood to over!!!!!
